MS
MS. Found in a Chinese
Fortune Cookie
They say I am
mad, but I am not maddamn it, I've written and sold two million words of
fiction and I know better than to start a story like that, but this isn't a
story and they do say I'm madcatatonic schizophrenia with assaultive
episodesand I'm not. (This is clearly the first of the Corwin
Papers. Like all the others it is written on a Riz-La cigarette paper with a
ball point pen. Like all the others it is headed: Urgent, Finder please
send to C. M. Kornbluth, Wantagh, N. Y. Reward! I might comment that this is
typical of Corwin's generosity with his friends' time and money, though his
attitude is at least this once justified by his desperate plight. As his
longtime friend and, indeed, literary executor, I was clearly the person to turn
to. C.M.K.) I have to convince you, Cyril, that I am both sane and the
victim of an enormous conspiracyand that you are too, and that everybody is. A
tall order, but I am going to try to fill it by writing an orderly account of
the events leading up to my present situation. (Here ends the first paper.
To keep the record clear I should state that it was forwarded to me by a Mr. L.
Wilmot Shaw, who found it in a fortune cookie he ordered for dessert at the
Great China Republic Restaurant in San Francisco. Mr. Shaw suspected it was
"a publicity gag" but sent it to me nonetheless, and received by
return mail my thanks and my check for one dollar. I had not realized that
Corwin and his wife had disappeared from their home at Painted Post; I was merely
aware that it had been weeks since I'd heard from him. We visited infrequently.
To be blunt, he was easier to take via mail than face to face. For the balance
of this account I shall attempt to avoid tedium by omitting the provenance of
each paper, except when noteworthy, and its length. The first is typicala
little over a hundred words. I have, of course, kept on file all correspondence
relating to the papers, and am eager to display it to the authorities. It is
hoped that publication of this account will nudge them out of the apathy with
which they have so far greeted my attempts to engage them. C.M.K.)
On Sunday, May
13, 1956, at about 12:30 P.M., I learned The Answer. I was stiff and aching
because all Saturday my wife and I had been putting in young fruit trees. I
like to dig, but I was badly out of condition from an unusually long and idle
winter. Creatively, I felt fine. I'd been stale for months, but when spring
came the sap began to run in me too. I was bursting with story ideas; scenes
and stretches of dialog were jostling one another in my mind; all I had to do
was let them flow onto paper.
When The Answer
popped into my head I thought at first it was an idea for a storya very good
story. I was going to go downstairs and bounce it off my wife a few times to
test it, but I heard the sewing machine buzzing and remembered she had said she
was way behind on her mending. Instead, I put my feet up, stared blankly
through the window at the pasture-and-wooded-hills View we'd bought the old
place for, and fondled the idea.
What about, I
thought, using the idea to develop a messy little local situation, the case of
Mrs. Clonford? Mrs. C. is a neighbor, animal-happy, land-poor and
unintentionally a fearsome oppressor of her husband and children. Mr. C. is a retired
brakeman with a pension and his wife insists on his making like a farmer hi all
weathers and every year he gets pneumonia and is pulled through with
antibiotics. All he wants is to sell the damned farm and retire with his wife
to a little apartment in town. All she wants is to mess around with her
cows and horses and sub-marginal acreage.
I got to
thinking that if you noised the story around with a comment based on The
Answer, the situation would automatically untangle. They'd get their apartment,
sell the farm and everybody would be happy, including Mrs. C. It would be
interesting to write, I thought idly, and then I thought not so idly that it
would be interesting to tryand then I sat up sharply with a dry mouth
and a systemful of adrenalin. It would work. The Answer would work.
I ran rapidly
down a list of other problems, ranging from the town drunk to the
guided-missile race. The Answer worked. Every time.
I was quite
sure I had turned paranoid, because I've seen so much of that kind of thing in
science fiction. Anybody can name a dozen writers, editors and fans who have
suddenly seen the light and determined to lead the human race onward and upward
out of the old slough. Of course The Answer looked logical and unassailable,
but so no doubt did poor Charlie McGandress's project to unite mankind through
science fiction fandom, at least to him. So, no doubt, did (I have here
omitted several briefly sketched case histories of science fiction
personalities as yet uncommitted. The reason will be obvious to anyone familiar
with the law of libel. Suffice it to say that Corwin argues that science
fiction attracts an unstable type of mind and sometimes insidiously undermines
its foundations on reality. C.M.K.)
But I couldn't
just throw it away without a test. I considered the wording carefully, picked
up the extension phone on my desk and dialed Jim Howlett, the appliance dealer
in town. He answered. "Corwin here, Jim," I told him. "I have an
ideaooops! The samovar's boiling over. Call me back in a minute, will
you?" I hung up.
He called me
back in a minute; I let our combinationtwo shorts and a longring three times
before I picked
up the phone.
"What was that about a samovar?" he asked, baffled.
"Just
kidding," I said. "Listen Jim, why don't you try a short story for a
change of pace? Knock off the novel for a while" He's hopefully writing a
big historical about the Sullivan Campaign of 1779, which is our local chunk of
the Revolutionary War; I'm helping him a little with advice. Anybody who wants
as badly as he does to get out of the appliance business is entitled to some
help.
"Gee, I
don't know," he said. As he spoke the volume of his voice dropped slightly
but definitely, three times. That meant we had an average quota of party-line snoopers
listening in. "What would I write about?"
"Well, we
have this situation with a neighbor, Mrs. Clonford," I began. I went
through the problem and made my comment based on The Answer. I heard one of the
snoopers gasp. Jim said when I was finished: "I don't really think it's
for me, Cecil. Of course it was nice of you to call, but"
Eventually a
customer came into the store and he had to break off.
I went through
an anxious crabby twenty-four hours.
On Monday
afternoon the paper woman drove past our place and shot the rolled-up copy of
the Pott Hill Evening Times into the orange-painted tube beside our
mailbox. I raced for it, yanked it open to the seventh page and read:
FARM SALE
Owing to Ill Health and Age
Mr. and Mrs. Ronald Clonford
Will sell their Entire Farm, All
Machinery and Furnishings and
All Live Stock at Auction Sat-
urday May 19 12:30 P.M. Rain
or Shine, Terms Cash Day
of Sale, George Pfennig,
Auctioneer.
(This is one
of the few things in the Corwin Papers which can be independently verified. I
looked up the paper and found that the ad was run about as quoted. Further, I
interviewed Mrs. Clonford in her town apartment. She told me she "just got
tired of farmin', I guess. Kind of hated to give up my ponies, but people was
beginning to say it was too hard of a life for Ronnie and I guess they was
right." C.M.K.)
Coincidence?
Perhaps. I went upstairs with the paper and put my feet up again. I could try a
hundred more piddling tests if I wished, but why waste time? If there was
anything to it, I could type out The Answer in about two hundred words, drive
to town, tack it on the bulletin board outside the firehouse andsnowball.
Avalanche!
I didn't do it,
of coursefor the same reason I haven't put down the two hundred words of The
Answer yet on a couple of these cigarette papers. It's rather dreadfulisn't
itthat I haven't done so, that a simple feasible plan to ensure peace,
progress and equality of opportunity among all mankind, may be lost to the
world if, say, a big meteorite hits the asylum in the next couple of minutes.
ButI'm a writer. There's a touch of intellectual sadism in us. We like to
dominate the reader as a matador dominates the bull; we like to tease and
mystify and at last show what great souls we are by generously flipping up the
shade and letting the sunshine in. Don't worry. Read on. You will come to The
Answer in the proper artistic place for it. (At this point I wish fervently
to dissociate myself from the attitudes Corwin attributes to our profession. He
hadhas, I hopehis eccentricities, and I consider it inexcusable of him to tar
us all with his personal brush. I could point out, for example, that he once
laboriously cultivated a 16th Century handwriting which was utterly illegible
to the modern reader. The only reason apparent for this, as for so many of his
traits, seemed to be a wish to annoy as many people as possible. C.M.K.)
Yes; I am a
writer. A matador does not show up in the bull ring with a tommy gun and a
writer doesn't do things the simple, direct way. He makes the people writhe a
little first. So I called Fred Greenwald. Fred had been after me for a while to
speak at one of the Thursday Rotary meetings and I'd been reluctant to set a
date. I have a little speech for such occasions, "The Business of Being a
Writer"all about the archaic royalty system of payment, the difficulty of
proving business expenses, the Margaret Mitchell tax law and how it badly needs
improvement, what copyright is and isn't. I pass a few galley sheets down the
table and generally get a good laugh by holding up a Doubleday book contract,
silently turning it over so they can see how the fine print goes on and on, and
then flipping it open so they see there's twice as much fine print as they
thought there was. I had done my stuff for Oswego Rotary, Horseheads Rotary and
Cannon Hole Rotary; now Fred wanted me to do it for Painted Post Rotary.
So I phoned him
and said I'd be willing to speak this coming Thursday. "Good," he
said. On a discovery I'd made about the philosophy and technique of
administration and interpersonal relationships, I said. He sort of choked up
and said, "Well, we're broadminded here."
I've got to
start cutting this. I have several packs of cigarette papers left but not
enough to cover the high spots if I'm to do them justice. Let's just say the
announcement of my speech was run in the Tuesday paper (It was. C.M.K.)
and skip to Wednesday, my place, about 7:30 P.M. Dinner was just over and my
wife and I were going to walk out and see how (At this point I wish to
insert a special note concerning some difficulty I had in obtaining the next
four papers. They got somehow into the hands of a certain literary agent who is
famous for a sort of "finders-keepers" attitude more appropriate to
the eighth grade than to the law of literary property. In disregard of the fact
that Corwin retained physical ownership of the papers and literary rights
thereto, and that I as the addressee possessed all other rights, he was blandly
endeavouring to sell them to various magazines as "curious fragments from
Corwin's desk". Like most people, I abhor lawsuits; that's the fact this
agent lives on. I met his outrageous price of five cents a word "plus
postage (!)." I should add that I have not heard of any attempt by this
gentleman to locate Corwin or his heirs in order to turn over the proceeds of
the sale, less commission. C.M.K.) the new fruit trees were doing fine when
a car came bumping down our road and stopped at our garden fence gate.
"See what
they want and shove them on their way," said my wife. "We haven't got
much daylight left." She peered through the kitchen window at the car,
blinked, rubbed her eyes and peered again. She said uncertainly: "It looks
likeno! Can't be." I went out to the car.
"Anything
I can do for you?" I asked the two men hi the front seat. Then I
recognized them. One of them was about my age, a why lad in a T-shirt. The
other man was plump and graying and ministerial, but jolly. They were
unmistakable; they had looked out at meone scowling, the other smilingfrom a
hundred book ads. It was almost incredible that they knew each other, but there
they were sharing a car.
I greeted them
by name and said: "This is odd. I happen to be a writer myself. I've never
shared the bestseller list with you two, but"
The plump
ministerial man tut-tutted. "You are thinking negatively," he chided
me. "Think of what you have accomplished. You own this lovely home,
the valuation of which has just been raised two thousand dollars due entirely
to the hard work and frugality of you and your lovely wife; you give innocent
pleasure to thousands with your clever novels; you help to keep the good local
merchants going with your patronage. Not least, you have fought for your
country in the wars and you support it with your taxes."
The man in the
T-shirt said raspily: "Even if you didn't have the dough to settle in full
on April 15 and will have to pay six per cent per month interest on the unpaid
balance when and if you ever do pay it, you poor shnook."
The plump man
said, distressed: "Please, Michaelyou are not thinking positively. This
is neither the time nor the place"
"What's
going on?" I demanded. Because I hadn't even told my wife I'd been
a little short on the '55 federal tax.
"Let's go
inna house," said the T-shirted man. He got out of the car, brushed my
gate open and walked coolly down the path to the kitchen door. The plump man
followed, sniffing our rose-scented garden air appreciatively, and I came last
of all, on wobbly legs.
When we filed
in my wife said: "My God. It is them."
The man in the
T-shirt said: "Hiya, babe," and stared at her breasts. The plump man
said: "May I compliment you, my dear, for a splendid rose garden. Quite
unusual for this altitude."
"Thanks," she said faintly, beginning to rally. "But it's quite
easy when your neighbors keep horses."
"Haw!" snorted the man in the T-shirt. "That's the stuff, babe.
You grow roses like I write books. Give 'em plenty of"
"Michael!" said the plump man.
"Look,
you," my wife said to me. "Would you mind telling me what this is all
about? I never knew you knew Dr."
"I
don't," I said helplessly. "They seem to want to talk to me."
"Let us
adjourn to your sanctum sanctorum," said the plump man archly, and
we went upstairs. The T-shirted man sat on the couch, the plump fellow sat in
the club chair and I collapsed on the swivel chair in front of the typewriter.
"Drink, anybody?" I asked, wanting one myself. "Sherry, brandy,
rye, straight angostura?"
"Never touch
the stinking stuff," grunted the man in the T-shirt.
"I would
enjoy a nip of brandy," said the big man. We each had one straight, no
chasers, and he got down to business with: "I suppose you have discovered
The Diagonal Relationship?"
I thought about
The Answer, and decided that The Diagonal Relationship would be a very good
name for it, too. "Yes," I said. "I guess I have. Have
you?"
"I have.
So has Michael here. So have one thousand, seven hundred and twenty-four
writers. If you'd like to know who they are, pick the one thousand, seven
hundred and twenty-four top-income men of the ten thousand free-lance writers
in this country and you have your men. The Diagonal Relationship is discovered
on an average of three times a year by rising writers."
"Writers," I said. "Good God, why writers? Why not
economists, psychologists, mathematiciansreal thinkers?"
He said:
"A writer's mind is an awesome thing, Corwin. What went into your
discovery of The Diagonal Relationship?"
I thought a
bit. "I'm doing a Civil War thing about Burnside's Bomb," I said,
"and I realized that Grant could have sent in fresh troops but didn't
because Halleck used to drive him crazy by telegraphic masterminding of his
campaigns. That's a special case of The Answeras I call it. Then I got some
data on medieval attitudes toward personal astrology out of a book on ancient
China I'm reading. Another special case. And there's a joke the monks used to
write at the end of a long manuscript-copying job. Liddell Hart's theory of
strategy is about half of the general military case of The Answer. The
merchandising special case shows clearly in a catalog I have from a Chicago
store that specializes in selling strange clothes to bop-crazed Negroes. They
all add up to the general expression, and that's that."
He was nodding.
"Many, many combinations add up to The Diagonal Relationship," he
said. "But only a writer cuts across sufficient fields, exposes himself to
sufficient apparently unrelated facts. Only a writer has wide-open associational
channels capable of bridging the gap between astrology and, ah, 'bop.' We write
in our different idioms"he smiled at the T-shirted man"but we are
writers all. Wide-ranging, omnivorous for data, equipped with superior powers
of association which we constantly exercise."
"Well," I asked logically enough, "why on earth haven't you
published The Diagonal Relationship? Are you here to keep me from publishing
it?"
"We're a
power group," said the plump man apologetically. "We have a vested
interest in things as they are. Think about what The Diagonal Relationship
would do to writers, Corwin."
"Sure," I said, and thought about it. "Judas Priest!" I
said after a couple of minutes. He was nodding again. He said: "Yes. The
Diagonal Relationship, if generally promulgated, would work out to approximate
equality of income for all, with incentive pay only for really hard and
dangerous work. Writing would be regarded as pretty much its own reward."
"That's
the way it looks," I said. "One-year copyright, after all ..."
(Here occurs
the first hiatus in the Corwin Papers. I suspect that three or four are
missing. The preceding and following papers, incidentally, come from a batch of
six gross of fortune cookies which I purchased from the Hip Sing Restaurant
Provision Company of New York City during the course of my investigations. The
reader no doubt will wonder why I was unable to determine the source of the
cookies themselves and was forced to buy them from middlemen. Apparently the
reason is the fantastic one that by chance I was wearing a white shirt, dark
tie and double-breasted blue serge suit when I attempted to question the
proprietor of the Hip Sing Company. I learned too late that this is just about
the unofficial uniform of U. S. Treasury and Justice Department agents and that
I was immediately taken to be such an agent. "You T-man," said Mr.
Hip tolerantly, "you get cou't oh-dah, I show you books. Keep ve'y nice
books, all in Chinese cha'ctahs." After that gambit he would answer me
only in Chinese. How he did it I have no idea, but apparently within days every
Chinese produce dealer in the United States and Canada had been notified that
there was a new T-man named Kornbluth on the prowl. As a last resort I called
on the New York City office of the Treasury Department Field Investigations
Unit in an attempt to obtain what might be called un-identification papers.
There I was assured by Mr. Gershon O'Brien, their Chinese specialist, that my
errand was hopeless since the motto of Mr. Hip and his colleagues invariably
was "Safety First." To make matters worse, as I left his office I was
greeted with a polite smile from a Chinese lad whom I recognized as Mr. Hip's
book-keeper. C.M.K.)
"So you
see," he went on as if he had just stated a major and a minor premise,
"we watch the writers, the real ones, through private detective agencies
which alert us when the first teaser appears in a newspaper or on a broadcast
or in local gossip. There's always the teaser, Corwin, the rattle before the strike.
We writers are like that. We've been watching you for three years now, and to
be perfectly frank, I've lost a few dollars wagered on you. In my opinion
you're a year late."
"What's
the proposition?" I asked numbly.
He shrugged.
"You get to be a best-seller. We review your books, you review ours. We
tell your publisher: 'Corwin's hotpromote him. Advertise him.' And he does,
because we're good properties and he doesn't want to annoy us. You want
Hollywood? It can be arranged. Lots of us out there. In short, you become rich
like us and all you have to do is keep quiet about The Diagonal Relationship.
You haven't told your wife, by the way?"
"I wanted
to surprise her," I said.
He smiled.
"They always do. Writers! Well, young man, what do you say?"
It had grown
dark. From the couch came a raspy voice: "You heard what the doc said
about the ones that throw in with us. I'm here to tell you that we got
provisions for the ones that don't."
I laughed at
him.
"One of
those guys," he said flatly.
"Surely a
borderline case, Michael?" said the plump man. "So many of them
are."
If I'd been
thinking straight I would have realized that "borderline case" did
not mean "undecided" to them; it meant "dangerimmediate
action!"
They took it.
The plump man, who was also a fairly big man, flung his arms around me and the
wiry one approached in the gloom. I yelled something when I felt a hypodermic
stab my arm. Then I went numb and stupid.
My wife came
running up the stairs. "What's going on?" she demanded. I saw her
heading for the curtain behind which we keep an aged hair-trigger Marlin .38
rifle. There was nothing wrong with her guts, but they attacked her where
courage doesn't count. I croaked her name a couple of times and heard the plump
man say gently, with great concern: "I'm afraid your husband needs ...
help." She turned from the curtain, her eyes wide. He had struck subtly
and knowingly; there is probably not one writer's wife who does not suspect her
husband is a potential psychotic.
"Dear"
she said to me as I stood there paralyzed.
He went on:
"Michael and I dropped in because we both admire your husband's work; we
were surprised and distressed to find his conversation so ... disconnected. My
dear, as you must know I have some experience through my pastorate with
psychotherapy. Have you everforgive my bluntnesshad doubts about his
sanity?"
"Dear,
what's the matter?" she asked me anxiously. I just stood there, staring.
God knows what they injected me with, but its effect was to cloud my mind,
render all activity impossible, send my thoughts spinning after their tails. I
was insane. (This incident, seemingly the least plausible part of Corwin's
story, actually stands up better than most of the narrative to one familiar
with recent advances in biochemistry. Corwin could have been injected with
lysergic acid, or with protein extracts from the blood of psychotics. It is a
matter of cold laboratory fact such injections produce temporary psychosis in
the patient. Indeed, it is on such experimental psychoses that the new
tranquillizer drugs are developed and tested. C.M.K.)
To herself she
said aloud, dully: "Well, it's finally come. Christmas when I burned the
turkey and he wouldn't speak to me for a week. The way he drummed his fingers when
I talked. All his little crackpot wayshow he has to stay at the Waldorf but I
have to cut his hair and save a dollar. I hoped it was just the rotten weather
and cabin fever. I hoped when spring came" She began to sob. The plump
man comforted her like a father. I just stood there staring and waiting. And
eventually Mickey glided up in the dark and gave her a needleful too and
(Here occurs
an aggravating and important hiatus. One can only guess that Corwin and his
wife were loaded into the car, driven somewhere, separated, and separately,
under false names, committed to different mental institutions.I have recently
learned to my dismay that there are states which require only the barest sort
of licensing to operate such institutions. One State Inspector of Hospitals
even wrote to me in these words: "... no doubt there are some places in
our State which are not even licenced, but we have never made any effort to
close them and I cannot recall any statute making such operation illegal. We
are not a wealthy state like you up North and some care for these unfortunates
is better than none, is our viewpoint here..." C.M.K.)
three months.
Their injections last a week. There's always somebody to give me another. You
know what mental hospital attendants are like: an easy bribe. But they'd be
better advised to bribe a higher type, like a male nurse, because my attendant
with the special needle for me is off on a drunk. My insanity wore off this
morning and I've been writing in my room ever since. A quick trip up and down
the corridor collected the cigarette papers and a tiny ball point pen from some
breakfast-food premium gadget. I think my best bet is to slip these papers out
in the batch of Chinese fortune cookies they're doing in the bakery.
Occupational therapy, this is called. My own o.t. is shoveling coal when I'm
under the needle. Well, enough of this. I shall write down The Answer, slip
down to the bakery, deal out the cigarette papers into the waiting rounds of
cookie dough, crimp them over and return to my room. Doubtless my attendant
will be back by then and I'll get another shot from him. I shall not struggle;
I can only wait. THE ANSWER: HUMAN BEINGS RAISED TO SPEAK AN INDO-EUROPEAN
LANGUAGE SUCH AS ENGLISH HAVE THE FOLLOWING IN
(That is the
end of the last of the Corwin Papers I have been able to locate. It should be
superfluous to urge all readers to examine carefully any fortune cookie slips
they may encounter. The next one you break open may contain what my poor friend
believed, or believes, to be a great message to mankind. He may be right. His
tale is a wild one but it is consistent. And it embodies the only reasonable
explanation I have ever seen for the presence of certain books on the
best-seller list. C.M.K.)
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