The Companion Of His Future Life
The Proposal
The Reverend William Collins of Hunsford paced the grounds of Longbourn in the early hours of the day. He was a tall, heavy looking young man of five and twenty. His air was grave and stately, and his manners were very formal. Mr. Collins was not a sensible man, and this deficiency of nature had been but little assisted by education or society; the greatest part of his life having been spent under the guidance of an illiterate and miserly father; and though he belonged to one of the universities, he had merely kept the necessary terms, without forming at it any useful acquaintance. The subjection in which his father had brought him up had given him originally great humility of manner, but it was now a good deal counteracted by the self-conceit of a weak head, living in retirement, and the consequential feelings of early and unexpected prosperity. A fortunate chance had recommended him to Lady Catherine de Bourgh when the living of Hunsford was vacant; and the respect which he felt for her high rank and his veneration for her as his patroness, mingling with a very good opinion of himself, of his authority as a clergyman, and his rights as a rector, made him altogether a mixture of pride and obsequiousness, self-importance and humility.
Having now a good house and very sufficient income, he intended to marry; and in seeking a reconciliation with the Longbourn family he had a wife in view, as he meant to chose one of the daughters, if he found them as handsome and amiable as they were represented by common report. This was his plan of amends
of atonement
for inheriting their father's estate; and he thought it an excellent one, full of eligibility and suitableness, and excessively generous and disinterested on his own part.
His plan did not vary on seeing them. Miss Bennet's lovely face confirmed his views, and established all his strictest notions of what was due to seniority; and for the first evening she was his settled choice. The next morning, however, made an alteration; for in a quarter of an hour's tete-a-tete with Mrs. Bennet before breakfast, a conversation beginning with his parsonage-house, and leading naturally to the avowal of his hopes that a mistress for it might be found at Longbourn, produced from her, amid very complaisant smiles and general encouragement, a caution against the very Jane he had fixed on. As to her younger daughters she could not take upon herself to say
she could not positively answer
but she did not know of any prepossession;
her eldest daughter, she must just mention
she felt it incumbent on her to hint, was likely to be very soon engaged.
Mr. Collins had only to change from Jane to Elizabeth
and it was soon done
while Mrs. Bennet was stirring the fire. Elizabeth, equally next to Jane in birth and beauty, succeeded her of course.
Now, after his marvelous success at the ball at Netherfield
where he had made the acquaintance of the nephew of his most esteemed patroness
he was steeling himself to make his declaration in form. There was no time to waste
his leave of absence extended only to the following Saturday. As was his want, he was practicing his suit: “Ä™My dear Cousin ElizabethÅ‚ Is that too flowerily? No Ä™My dear Cousin Elizabeth, almost as soon as I entered the house I singled you out as thecompanion of my future life.Å‚ Yes, yesthat is well. Ä™But before I amI amÅ‚ Hmm Ä™run away with by my feelingsÅ‚ Yes! Ä™on this subject, perhaps it will be advisable for me to state my reasons for marrying
and moreover for coming into Hertfordshire with the design of selecting a wife, as I certainly did.Å‚ Yes
I should make clear to her my reasons for marring, as well as how my choice must most agreeably settle the concerns of the Bennet family."
It was not true that Mr. Collins did not have some small misgivings on the prospect of matrimony. Not for himself
he prided himself on the quality of his abode in Hunsford, so improved by the attentions of his most exalted patroness. Surly no lady could not but be overjoyed at the prospect of such a household! However, Lady Catherine had advised him to choose properly
choose a gentlewoman for her sake; and for his own, let her be an active, useful sort of person, not brought up high, but able to make a small income go a good way. He was not impressed with the manner that Mrs. Bennet kept house, though it was a pleasant surprise that they did have servants.
Elizabeth Bennet was a very lovely woman, with sparkling eyes, an agreeable smile and quite the lush form
Stop it! Beauty is only skin deep, and I should not be temped by the ways of the flesh! But her mode of expressing herself was worrisome. Her wit and vivacity I think must be acceptable to Lady Catherine, especially when tempered with the silence and respect which her rank will inevitably excite. Yes, Cousin Elizabeth must know that rank is important
His musings were interrupted by a movement out the small bit of wilderness near the house.
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Mary Frances Bennet was walking from the bit of wood near Longbourn, reading her copy of Fordyce's Sermons. She was trying to keep her mind off the apparent romantic successes of her two eldest sisters. While Mary was no expert in the ways of the heart, no-one with two eyes could mistake the admiration Mr. Bingley held for Jane. And it was becoming certain that Mr. Collins would settle on Lizzy.
To say that Mary Bennet was conflicted would be an understatement. Her life-long study of matters spiritual had only partly offset the fact she was Fanny Bennetłs daughter. She longed for the attentions of a man
a good, righteous man, of course
as much as any of her sisters. But who could compete with the beauty of Jane or the wit of Lizzy? Mary might as well as have been wallpaper. So she lost herself in music and reading, waiting for the day God would reward His servant.
Today was that day
but God works in mysterious ways.
So engrossed in her book, Mary never saw the tree root
but her foot did not miss it. The only fortunate result of her subsequent fall into a mud puddle was that her book remained undamaged. Carefully rising from the muck, Mary quickly made her way to the rear of the house, where Mrs. Hill was hanging the laundry.
“Oh, Miss Mary! Look at your dress! You poor dear! And breakfast is just served!"
Mary hated being late for breakfast
her mother was quietest early in the day. “Oh, Hill, I must quickly go change"
The housekeeper stopped her with a smile. “Oh, Miss, that is not necessary. Do I not have a nice clean gown for you here? Come
no-one is about
out of your things."
“Hill! Outside
do I dare?"
“Enough of that! Let me help you"
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Mr. Collins pulled himself back behind the tree, holding his hands over his eyes. Surely he would burn for spying on his cousin! He silently berated himself as he waited for the ladies to return to the house. Minutes later, he peeked around the tree to find he was quite alone. A very abashed clergyman made his way into house. Tried as he might, however, he could not get the image out of his mind
Cousin Mary, standing in just her shift, waiting for the maid to exchange her dress.
The Bennet family was relived that it was an unusually quiet Mr. Collins that joined them for breakfast. Mrs. Bennet went on and on about how fine Jane would be as Mistress of Netherfield. Jane sat embarrassed and Elizabeth was mortified for her. Kitty and Lydia were giggling at their latest plans for meeting officers. Only Mary noticed that Mr. Collins seemed out of sorts.
As the toast was passed to Collins his eyes caught those of his young cousin. Turning red with remembrance
who knew what a fine full figure she hid under those dresses of hers!
Collins contemplated his intentions. He glanced at Elizabeth. Yes, she is lovely
almost as beautiful as the eldest. But she would she make Lady Catherine happy? He had, in his brief time at Longbourn, wished that Elizabeth had shown the piety exhibited by her younger sister. But Collins was a man, and would prefer a pretty face over one that was not. But his misadventure that morning had given him pause. He had to admit to himself that Miss Mary was agreeable
yes, very agreeable indeed. It would not do the declare myself to Miss Elizabeth until I know Miss Mary better, he decided.
As breakfast ended, Collins turned to the young lady. “Miss Mary, might I enquire if you would be agreeable to a discussion of some of the views of Mr. Fordyce?"
Mary blinked. He was talking to her? “Thatthat would be delightful, Mr. Collins."
The Wedding
Elizabeth Bennet sat in the pew of the Meryton Church trying to understand what was going on. There before the alter was her sister Jane, a participant in a wedding ceremony. But not as the bride. Jane was the bridesmaid. For her sister. For Mary. Who was getting married. To William Collins.
What has happened?
Six weeks ago, Jane was enjoying the attentions of Mr. Bingley, Elizabeth was enjoying despising Mr. Darcy and both were trying to avoid Mr. Collins. Now Mr. Bingley (with his annoying sisters and friend) was gone from the neighborhood. Mr. Wickham, who had proved to be entertaining, was now paying exclusive attention to Miss King. And Mary was uniting herself for life with Mr. Collins.
What has happened? No, no
this is wrong. It should be Jane getting married
to Mr. Bingley. Perhaps this is a dream. Perhaps if I close my eyes very tightly, and open them, this will all go away
She tried. It did not serve.
Mr. Collins was repeating his vows. “With this ring, I thee wed. With my body, I thee worship..."
I believe I will be ill now
Eventually the ceremony was over. Elizabeth found herself alone in the church.
“Elizabeth? Are you well?"
“I have a mind amazed at its own discomposure, Jane. I cannot believe that Mary has married Mr. Collins. It is justwrong!"
“Well, it has happened and we are all returning to Longbourn for the breakfast. You must come along now."
Elizabeth grasped her sisterÅ‚s hand. “Oh, Jane, if only we were to be going to your wedding breakfast!"
Jane smiled a thin smile. “Mr. Bingley is perhaps the most amicable man of my acquaintancebut I am sure you read too much into him. He is a very pleasant sort of personI enjoyed his company. That is all. Now, come along."
Elizabeth chose not to challenge her sister and walked out of the chapel. At the door she turned back and looked at the sanctuary one last time. William Collins is my brother. I cannot believe it!
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The new Mrs. Collins approached her elder sisters as she prepared to leave.
“Mary, let me congratulate you again," cried Jane as she hugged her.
“Thank you, Jane. And you, Lizzy?"
“Of course; all the joy in the world, my dear sister." As much as she tried, her sentiment sounded false to her ears.
Mary was not deceived, but she chose not to challenge Lizzy. Instead she grasped her hands most fervently. “Please, you must promise me
both of you
that you will visit me as soon as you may."
Elizabeth was taken aback to see the apprehension in MaryÅ‚s face. “Oh, of course we shall! Shall we not, Jane?"
“Oh, yes."
“There
it is settled! Write to us when you are ready."
Mary was visibly relieved. “I shallperhaps about Eastertide. I shall ask Mr. Collins."
Elizabeth was almost overcome by the fear and trepidation in MaryÅ‚s countenance. “Oh, Mary
take care! We love you so!" She embraced her trembling sister.
Mary was in tears. “Yyou do? Oh, I love you, too! Both of you!" she added as Jane joined in. The three held each other until they were interrupted by a pompous voice.
“Ah, what a picture of sisterly felicity! Would I stand here to admire it for the rest of my days! But, Mrs. Collins, we must be off, should we make it to Hunsford before nightfall." To ElizabethÅ‚s disgust, Mr. Collins was actually dancing from foot to foot, such was his desire to leave.
Mary closed her eyes and screwed up her courage. He is a good man, she reminded herself. “Yes, Mr. Collins, you are right. Give me your armhusband."
Elizabeth blanched. I believe I will be ill now
The remainder of the leave-taking took no little time, as Mrs. Bennet was in full rapture over her now darling daughter
the first to leave Longbourn due to entering the state of Holy Matrimony. But finally the farewells were accomplished and the couple ascended the waiting carriage. As it pulled out of the driveway, Mary leaned out.
“Goodbye all! Jane
Lizzy
do not forget your promise! Goodbye!"
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we have arrived, thanks to Godłs grace, to the most charming house. Hunsford Parsonage is a very comfortable place, with well-designed rooms and a lovely little garden. Lady Catherine de Bourgh has been most attentive to the needs of the Parish and Mr. Collins assures me that no expense was spared in the improvements to the house. No detail is beneath our patronessł notice
Elizabeth set down Mrs. Collinsł letter to gaze at her older sister, occupied with reading a letter of her own. Maryłs letter was full of information of Hunsford and the house and the church and gardens of Rosings Park, but there was little in it that spoke to the feelings of the writer. Was she happy? Elizabeth could not tell; and because of that, she was worried.
She caught JaneÅ‚s eye. “What does Miss Bingley say, Jane?"
A small sigh escaped from her lips. “More of the same: how wonderful Town is, how excessively they are in demand for balls and parties and other entertainments, and how occupied Mr. Bingley is in London. I believe she is trying to tell me that Mr. Bingley shall not be returning to Netherfield soon
if ever."
“Oh, Jane, surely she is mistaken"
Jane put on a sad smile. “It is all right, Lizzy
I am in no danger. Mr. Bingley shall do as he pleases. I have no claim on him."
“No claim? The attentions he paid you! Jane, if he should not return to Netherfield I shall never forgive him!"
Jane smiled more happily. “Tell me of MaryÅ‚s letter."
“You shall read it for yourself." She handed her the message. “She says many things, Jane; of the house and gardens and village. But nothing of import
nothing of her feelings."
“Lizzy," Jane looked up from the letter, “not everyone thinks as you."
“That is unlikely
for I believe my feelings to be the most natural things in the world. You would certainly not write such a letter, Jane."
“True," Jane conceded, “but I am not Mary."
“But she is our sister
she is a Bennet. Oh, Jane
I am worried."
“In a couple of weeks we shall be there and see for ourselves."
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“En garde!" The match continued. The foils touched tentatively before the taller of the two gentlemen made an aggressive move forward. The shorter participant parried and attacked, but he was easily countered. There was a rush of movement and
“Touché!" called the referee. “Match!"
The taller man whipped off his fencing mask. “Charles! What are you about, man? Five to nil? You fight as a rank beginner."
Charles Bingley took off his helmet. “Forgive me, Darcy, my mind is elsewhere."
Fitzwilliam Darcy grimaced at his best friend. Since making him his sparring partner, Bingleyłs skill had improved to the point of making Darcy work for his victory. But today he had regressed badly. It was understandable, of course, but it was painful to observe.
Poor Bingley. It has been months. He had true feelings for the girl. If only she returned them! Ah well, it is better that he suffers now rather than after it is too late
trapped in a marriage of unequal affections, especially with such relations! He then recalled one of Jane Bingleyłs relations and blushed.
He needed to work out his confused emotions, but Bingley was not up for another match. Darcy looked about his London fencing club, but no one would meet his eye. Few wished to be Darcyłs next victim, as he was regarded as one of the best in the club. Not Knightley, not Brandon, certainly not Hurst. The men most widely considered to be Darcyłs equal were Richard Fitzwilliam and
“Tilney! Are you available for a set, sir?"
Captain Frederick Tilney gave Darcy a lazy smile. “A moment, Darcy, and I am your man." A couple of minutes later both men had taken their positions on the mat. A crowd gathered to watch the cream of the club do battle.
“Winner buys dinner, Darcy?" asked Tilney.
“Agreed."
“En Garde!"
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Mrs. Gardner was in ElizabethÅ‚s room a month later, helping her pack. “I understand Mary wanting her two eldest sisters to visit her new home, but I shall be disappointed that I shall not have the opportunity of entertaining two of my favorite nieces in London this Easter."
“Oh, Aunt, believe me, Jane and I would wish to be with you and my uncle in Town above all things. But Mary asked for us particularly
in fact, she had us promise most faithfully before she andhe left for Hunsford."
“Lizzy! He is your brother! Surely you can say his name!"
“Must I?"
“Lizzy!"
“Very wellMr. Collins. He sent us a letter, too, extolling the delights we are sure to find at Rosings Park. Four pages it took to describe its attractions." ElizabethÅ‚s eyes danced with mischief.
Jane entered the room as Elizabeth was speaking. “Our new brother does go on at length. I trust it is because of the uncommon kindness Lady Catherine de Bourgh has bestowed on him and my sister."
Mrs. Gardner embraced the girl. “I am sure you are right, my dear. And how are you? I must say you look a bit pale."
Jane colored. “I am well, Aunt. I am looking forward to seeing Mary, is all."
Mrs. Gardner was not convinced, but she kept her opinion to herself.
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Elizabeth and Jane went to their fatherÅ‚s library to take their leave of him. “Ah, my dears," Mr. Bennet exclaimed as he embraced them, “I shall not forgive you too quickly for abandoning me to the care of your mother and two youngest sisters! I shall not here one sensible word uttered in this house for the next six weeks!"
“Oh, Father," answered Jane as Elizabeth giggled. “You shall be quiet amused, as you always are, by the exuberance of my mother and sisters."
“Indeed, sir," added Elizabeth. “And when you get your fill, you shall retreat to the sanctuary of your library."
Mr. Bennet chuckled. “Are you looking forward to your visit to Hunsford? Mr. Collins writes at length about the grandeur of Rosings; and Mrs. Collins, too."
“Have you received a letter from my sister, sir?" asked Jane.
He pulled a letter from the pile on his desk. “Yes. It seems she has been well received by Lady Catherine, and has developed an acquaintance with Miss de Bourgh. She writes very complimentary of her
all kindness and attention, even though she is in ill health."
Elizabeth frowned. This did not sound like the lady described by Mr. Wickham. Could Mary be deceived?
Mr. Bennet looked at Elizabeth from the corner of his eye. “She also writes of our friend, Mr. Wickham."
“Oh, sir? What does she have to say?"
“Here, read what she writes." He handed the letter to Elizabeth. She leaned close to Jane so that they could read together.
Mr. Wickhamłs name came up as Miss de Bourgh and I discussed what acquaintances we may have in common, knowing that I have met her cousin, Mr. Darcy. I must say that Miss de Bourgh was very disinclined towards the gentleman. The son of the Pemberley steward, Mr. Wickham was raised at that familyłs expense and was a favorite of the late Mr. Darcy. But there has been a falling out between him and the current Mr. Darcy, who was once his childhood friend. Miss de Bourgh does not know all the particulars, but she is under the impression that Mr. Wickham has ill-used the son of his benefactor after Mr. Darcy passed away. Some money was settled upon the man before he left Pemberley, it seems, and Miss de Bourgh knows nothing else, save that Mr. Wickhamłs name is not to be mentioned in Lady Catherinełs hearing.
As I hold Miss de Bourgh to be a kind and well informed person, I feel I must warn you and my sisters against Mr. Wickhamłs tales. Although she will not say so, it is my opinion that she feels that that gentleman is not to be trusted"
Her father grinned as his daughters looked up at him. “Well, Lizzy, what say you to that?"
Elizabeth blustered. “It is beyond belief! It is as if the entire of Mr. DarcyÅ‚s family is set upon blackening Mr. WickhamÅ‚s name! How cruel!"
Mr. Bennet laughed. “That was my impression too. Quite the family, are they not?"
Jane frowned as she considered the letter. “Perhaps there is some grave misunderstanding between the two. Mr. Wickham is a very agreeable person, but Mr. Darcy, while proud, is a very respectable gentleman. I cannot see how Mr. Bingley could be friends with someone who has treated a childhood friend with such infamy as you describe. And I must give Miss de Bourgh some benefit of the doubt. She would only know of these matters from Mr. DarcyÅ‚s side."
Mr. Bennet shook his head with affection at his eldest. “You may think that, Jane, if it gives you comfort. As for myself, I will hold to my opinion of the gentlemen in question, and their families too, until proven otherwise."
Elizabeth concurred with her father. “Yes, I agree with you, sir. Mary has not been out in society as we have been, Jane. We have been to London, while she has not. She is sure to have been overwhelmed by the attentions paid to her by Miss de Bourgh."
“Lizzy! Do you not trust your sisterÅ‚s judgment?"
How can I, when she agreed to marry to that odious Mr. Collins? “We shall see, Jane, when we arrive in Hunsford."
A Trip to Rosings Park
When Jane and Elizabeth left the high-road for the lane to Hunsford, every eye was in search of the Parsonage, and every turning expected to bring it in view. The palings of Rosings Park was their boundary on one side. Elizabeth smiled at the recollection of all that she had heard of its inhabitants.
At length the Parsonage was discernable. The garden sloping to the road, the house standing in it, the green pales and the laurel hedge, everything declared that they were arriving. Mr. Collins and Mary appeared at the door, and the carriage stopped at a small gate, which led by a short gravel walk to the house, amidst the nods and smiles of the whole party. In a moment they were all out of the chaise, rejoicing at the sight of each other. Mrs. Collins welcomed her sisters with the liveliest pleasure. Elizabeth saw instantly that her new brotherłs manners were not altered by his marriage; his formal civility was just what it had been, and he detained her some minutes at the gate to hear and satisfy his enquiries after all her family. They were then, with no other delay than his pointing out the neatness of the entrance, taken into the house; and as soon as they were in the parlor, he welcomed them a second time with ostentatious formality to his humble abode, and punctually repeated all his wife's offers of refreshment.
When Mr. Collins said anything of which his wife might reasonably be ashamed, which certainly was not infrequent, Elizabeth involuntarily turned her eye on Mary. Once or twice she could discern a faint blush; but in general Mary wisely did not hear. After sitting long enough to admire every article of furniture in the room, from the sideboard to the fender, Mr. Collins invited them to take a stroll in the garden, which was large and well laid out, and to the cultivation of which he attended himself. To work in his garden was one of his most respectable pleasures; and Elizabeth admired the command of countenance with which Mary talked of the healthfulness of the exercise, and owned she encouraged it as much as possible. Here, leading the way through every walk and cross walk, and scarcely allowing them an interval to utter the praises he asked for, every view was pointed out with a minuteness which left beauty entirely behind. He could number the fields in every direction, and could tell how many trees there were in the most distant clump. But of all the views which his garden, or which the country, or the kingdom could boast, none were to be compared with the prospect of Rosings, afforded by an opening in the trees that bordered the park nearly opposite the front of his house. It was a handsome modern building, well situated on rising ground.
From his garden, Mr. Collins would have led them round his two meadows, but the ladies, not having the proper shoes to encounter the remains of a white frost, turned back; and Mary had the opportunity of showing the house. It was rather small, but well built and convenient; and everything was fitted up and arranged with a neatness and consistency of which Elizabeth gave Mary all the credit.
Jane remarked that she found the house delightful, which brought a smile to Mrs. Collins. “Yes; Lady Catherine has been very generous in her additions and improvement to the parsonage. I could not be more satisfied with my situation."
“A very generous person, I should think." Elizabeth blushed at the reminder of her own fatherÅ‚s neglect of the Longbourn living. “I would like to meet her."
Mary opened her mouth to answer when Mr. Collins joining in, observing, “Yes, Jane, you will have the honor of seeing Lady Catherine de Bourgh on Sunday at church, and I need not say you will be delighted with her. She is all affability and condescension, and I doubt not but you, and your sister, too, will be honored with some portion of her notice when service is over. I have scarcely any hesitation in saying that she will include you and my sister Elizabeth in every invitation with which she honors us during your stay here. Her behavior to my dear Mary is charming. We dine at Rosings twice every week, and are never allowed to walk home. Her ladyship's carriage is regularly ordered for us. I should say, one of her ladyship's carriages, for she has several.''
“Lady Catherine is a very respectable, sensible woman indeed,'' added Mary, “and a most attentive neighbor.''
“Very true, my dear, that is exactly what I say. She is the sort of woman whom one cannot regard with too much deference.''
Suddenly the curate held up his hand, for he had heard a familiar noise. Silencing his wife and new sisters, he quickly stepped to the window as fast as his long legs could carry him, looked out, and breathless with agitation, cried out, “Oh, my dear sisters! Pray make haste and come outside, for there is such a sight to be seen! I will not tell you what it is; but make haste, and come out this moment.''
Elizabeth asked questions in vain; but Mr. Collins would tell her nothing more, and down the party ran out to the lane, in quest of this wonder. It was a small carriage handled by a slim, pale-faced young woman of about three and twenty. Maryłs face broke out into the widest smile Lizzy had ever seen.
“Miss de Bourgh!" cried Collins. “You honor us, madam!"
“It is nothing, I assure you, sir (cough)," said she. “Your wife had mentioned that today was the day of her sistersÅ‚ arrival, and as I happened to be on my road (sniff), I took this chance to welcome them to Rosings. (cough, cough) Would you do the honors?"
Introductions were made all around. “I bring news that you are all invited to Rosings (cough) tomorrow for tea..." Miss de BourghÅ‚s voice was lost in a fit of coughing, which alarmed all who attended.
“An Ź
Miss de Bourgh; will you not step inside? Some water; may we fetch it for you?" Mary was clearly concerned.
“Excellent suggestion, my dear," said her husband. “Please, Miss de Bourgh. Our cottage is far too humble, I know, but allow us to replay our gratitude to your esteemed mother by aiding you in your hour of distress!"
The girl waved them off. “No, no, I am well, (cough) I assure you. It is always bad during the spring. (sniff) You shall come tomorrow?"
“Nothing shall prevent it!" promised Collins.
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The party walked up the lane to Rosings Park, Mr. Collins having decided that to use the offered carriage would be too large an imposition to his noble patroness. As the Bennet sisters were fond of walking and neither the distance involved being too great to the weather too intemperate, there was opposition to the parsonłs plan. As Mrs. Collins and Jane were involved in conversation, it fell to Mr. Collins to entertain Elizabeth.
“Is it not the grandest house you have ever laid eyes upon?" He waved in a majestic way to the edifice before them. “But of course it is," he answered himself. “Such beauty, such refinement and elegance! Lady Catherine de Bourgh has the most excellent taste"
Elizabeth could only look upon the place with stupefaction. Many houses improve upon closer inspection; Rosings Park did not have the fortune to be counted among that number. In a matter of fact, the closer one got to the building the more overdone it seemed. “It is a wonderment, sir." A wonderment indeed
that anyone could spend so much to achieve so little! “I am sure I have never seen its like." Thank goodness.
Mr. Collins continued to prattle about the imposing residence until his knock upon the door was answered by a footman dressed in a costume that would be too much in St. James Court, much less a country estate. Once the party entered the house, the tall clergyman became unusually quiet. Apparently, the man was overwhelmed by the décor
Elizabeth certainly was. Why, the interior of the house is worse than the exterior! Does the woman believe that gold leaf is so desirable that it must cover nearly every surface? I am amazed that the servants do not wear it.
They were escorted into a salon, decorated in a style to complement the rest of the house; in other words, overdone. There, standing by a sofa, was Miss de Bourgh. Next to her by a large chair was a tall elegant woman of a certain age, as overdressed as the wallpaper. She wore a look she meant to be reserved yet welcoming, but came across as condescending. She did not wait to be introduced.
“Good afternoon, Mr. Collins; Mrs. Collins. I can see that you are in good health. As I have always enjoyed the most excellent health it is nothing to me; but others must look to their diets. Vegetables! You must continue to eat as many vegetables as you may; peas and squash are particularly healthful."
“Vegetables are of the first importance on our table, madam; thank you," answered Mary. Something hidden in her tone aroused ElizabethÅ‚s notice, but before she could consider it further, the grand dame turned in her direction.
“That is well, Mrs. Collins. These young ladies must be your sisters."
Mary did the honors. “Lady Catherine, these are my sisters: Miss Jane Bennet and Miss Elizabeth Bennet. Sisters, this is:Lady Catherine de Bourgh and her daughter, Miss Anne de Bourgh." As the Bennet sisters declared their delight at being introduced to such fine company, Elizabeth wondered at Mrs. CollinsÅ‚ actions.
We met Miss de Bourgh yesterday, yet Mary acts as if we did not! And Miss de Bourgh says nothing! In fact there was no sign of recognition in the young ladyłs face or apparent inclination to correct Mrs. Collins. Mr. Collins said nothing either. Jane was confused as well, but only Elizabeth, who was blessed with such intimate knowledge of her sisterłs feelings, could be aware of it. Miss de Bourgh acts as if she and Mary are only indifferent acquaintances. How strange! Are they keeping their true relationship from Lady Catherinełs notice? Of course
such a friendship would be beneath her. What insufferable pride!
Lady Catherine began. “Mrs. Collins tells me there are five of you
all daughters. As I told her I cannot know what your mother could have been thinking of. The estate is entailed to Mr. Collins, I understand. It must be comforting thought to know that he is your brother and will care for your mother after your father goes to his reward."
It was now time for Mr. Collins to enter the conversation. “Yes; I could not ask for a finer family, or more grateful sisters. Of course, the Bennets are as nothing compared to the de Bourghs or Fitzwilliams, but I am happily resigned to my good fortune."
“But five daughters!" Lady Catherine continued as if the tall parson had said nothing. “Should I have had more children, they would have certainly have been boys. But, it matters not, as the de Bourghs have done away with that foolish tradition of descending along the male line. Rosings Park is destined to go to Anne upon my demise." She gave a smile to her daughter, who simply nodded in return, no other expression crossing her face.
“A far superior arrangement, you may be sure, madam," Collins simpered.
“I am not sure Deuteronomy agrees with you, my lady."
All eyes turned to Mary Collins. “What was that? What did you say?" demanded Lady Catherine.
Calmly, Mary returned, “Deuteronomy says, Ä™If a man has two wives, one beloved, and another hated, and they have born him children, both the beloved and the hated; and if the firstborn son be hers that was hated, then it shall be, when he maketh his sons to inherit that which he hath, that he may not make the son of the beloved firstborn before the son of the hated, which is indeed the firstborn. But he shall acknowledge the son of the hated for the firstborn, by giving him a double portion of all that he hath: for he is the beginning of his strength; the right of the firstborn is his.Å‚
“However, we are in England, not Judea, and it is written to Ä™render unto Caesar that which is CaesarÅ‚sÅ‚, so I can say nothing further upon the matter."
Lady Catherine spurted, but said nothing in return. Mr. Collinsł face was very red, but as her ladyship allowed the matter to pass without comment, he was spared the agony of choosing between his wife and his patroness. Miss de Bourgh covered her mouth to cough, but Elizabeth thought she caught a smile upon the young ladyłs lips.
“Miss Bennet, are all your sisters out?" asked the grand dame.
Jane turned to her. “Yes, madam."
“Your sister has said so, but I thought that she must have been mistaken. That is very singular!"
“I assure you, your ladyship, my mother knows well her duties."
“Indeed, your ladyship," Elizabeth was compelled to add. “With one sister married and two older ones out, it would not be a source of sisterly affection to strictly follow the dictates of propriety."
The Mistress of Rosings turned her gaze upon Elizabeth. “You certainly express your opinions freely, Miss Elizabeth Bennet! What is your age?"
Lizzy colored. “With an older sister unmarried, you certainly cannot expect me to own it." Jane blushed.
“Come, come, Miss Elizabeth
you cannot be more than one and twenty! Miss Bennet, while certainly of age, is in the full bloom of her beauty and cannot be considered anything but an agreeable young lady. I am full aware of Mrs. Collinsł age and you are but a year or two her senior."
Elizabeth colored but answered, “I am not one and twenty."
“And your accomplishments; Miss Bennet, do you play, sing and draw?"
Jane nodded. “I play the pianoforte, as do my sisters Elizabeth and Mrs. Collins. I enjoy embroidery."
The grand dame was not done with her inquisition. “Do you not sing and dance and draw? Did not your governess teach you? Surely your education was deficit."
Elizabeth flushed at the womanÅ‚s rudeness, but Jane never lost her composure. “We did not have a governess; my mother saw to our education. We sought the talents that interested us. We all dance tolerably well; my sister Kitty draws."
“Humph! Your mother has coddled you; you should have learned all. I assure you, Anne would have been a great proficient, had her health permitted it." The young lady in question began coughing again. After a glance at her daughter, Lady Catherine turned to Mary. “Mrs. Collins, have you taken advantage of the pianoforte in Mrs. ParkÅ‚s rooms?"
“Indeed I have, your ladyship; I thank you."
The Mistress of Rosings nodded. “I told your sister that she will never play well unless she practices frequently, and on a good instrument. I have given her permission to use the pianoforte in the housekeeperÅ‚s rooms; she shall disturb no one there."
Mr. Collins interjected, “Oh, my lady, she does practice; almost every day! You are so exceedingly kind to offer such a boon to us! And I can say that you advice is most correct. Such music that flies from Mrs. CollinsÅ‚ hands! I am the true beneficiary of your generosity, my dear Lady Catherine!"
The old lady nodded. “Mrs. Collins, you may bring your sisters to practice, as well." This was announced as if the greatest gift in the world was bestowed.
Elizabeth was astonished at the smile that graced her sisterÅ‚s features. “You are too kind, my lady." Elizabeth looked again. She could swear there was a look of triumph in MaryÅ‚s eyes.
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After the party returned to Hunsford, Elizabeth sought Mrs. Collins out. After expressing her pleasure of visiting Rosings, she asked, “But Mary, how is it that Miss de Bourgh was so cool towards you? I must say that had I not met her yesterday and witnessed your apparent affection, I would think that she was a most indifferent acquaintance."
Her sister blushed. “Yes, I can understand your confusion. I will say nothing now; but perhaps after you and Jane retire, I might speak with you."
Nothing more was said and Elizabeth had little choice but to accept this scheme. Sure enough, after the Bennet sisters had gone to their room, MaryÅ‚s soft knock soon followed them. “Sisters," she began after gaining entrance, “I must explain the strange behavior you witnessed today. You noticed, I am sure, Miss de BourghÅ‚s decided withdrawn countenance while we were at tea today."
“Indeed we did," said Jane, “and we cannot but wonder at it. Yesterday her behavior indicated a more intimate relationship. But perhaps we were mistaken in her courtesy and kindness."
“No, Jane, you were not at all mistaken. Anne
Miss de Bourgh
is more than the daughter of my husbandłs patron. She is my dearest friend; indeed she is as a sister to me."
“She must be if you can refer to her by her Christian name!" exclaimed Elizabeth. “But how do you account for her behavior today? Does Lady Catherine object to such a friendship?" Lizzy did not doubt the answer, knowing who her nephew was.
Mary looked away, as to gather her thoughts, before responding. “That is partially the answer, Lizzy. We both fear Lady CatherineÅ‚s displeasure and are worried she would demand that her daughter give up the relationship, as one that is below someone of her station"
“Below!" cried Lizzy. “The daughter of a gentleman? Wife of her own parson?"
“Lady Catherine likes to have the distinction of rank preserved, sister. But that is not the only reason. Anne and I have become fast friends because of our enjoyment in activities that would not meet with Lady CatherineÅ‚s approval. We do not want to endanger AnneÅ‚s freedom by having our activities discovered."
The two Bennet girls looked upon their sister in disbelief. “Freedom! You speak as if Miss de Bourgh is a prisoner in her own house!"
“In some ways she is, Lizzy; a prisoner of her motherÅ‚s suffocating protection."
“Should you continue this friendship if her ladyship objects?" asked Jane.
MaryÅ‚s eyes flashed. “Anne is my dearest friend; I shall never give her up!"
“Mary," Jane continued in her soothing voice, “can you share with us what these activities portend? Surely it is not disgraceful
is it?"
Mary held her head high. “I do not find it Ä™disgracefulÅ‚; but Lady Catherine, and even my father, may disagree. However, as my husband does not object, I wish to do as I please!"
“Mary! Tell us what this activity is. We shall judge you fairly; trust us."
“I do not know; you have not thought so of my participation in the past!"
The two girls shuddered in horror. “Mary! Tell us! We beg you!"
Mrs. Collins drew a breath. “Music."
Silence descended upon the room.
“Music?" asked Jane.
“Yes," Mary sniffed. “I have been teaching Anne to play the pianoforte."
“Oh, fie on you, you horrid girl!" cried Elizabeth. “How can you tease us so? Such thoughts that were going through my mind; and JaneÅ‚s too, I should not wonder!"
Mary gave her a puzzled look. “What thoughts were those?"
“Yes," added Jane, “What were you thinking?"
“Never mind," equivocated their sister, blushing furiously. “It is of little importance."
Jane turned back to Mary. “But why must you keep this secret from her ladyship? Surely she could have no objection to such an activity." Elizabeth voiced her agreement with JaneÅ‚s observation, but Mrs. Collins shook her head.
“Lady Catherine has put much stock into the belief that her daughter is of weak constitution and suffers ill health. It is why she has not allowed Anne to learn music or riding. If Anne cannot be a master of her talents, then she must not suffer to be exposed as a mere enthusiast. In fact, Anne only uses her carriage when her mother is occupied; she is supposed to be driven by others."
“Mary," said Jane, “are you saying that Lady Catherine would be displeased to learn that her daughter is not as unwell as she fears?"
“Anne does not enjoy perfect health; that is true." All remembered her ever-present cough. “But she is capable of more than her mother believes. Lady Catherine, however, is not a person to be gainsaid. She means well; she is concerned lest her daughter overexert herself."
Elizabeth asked, “So you and Miss de Bourgh practice in secret?"
“Yes, in the housekeeperÅ‚s rooms. As you know, Lady Catherine has kindly allowed me use of the pianoforte there and Mrs. Parks is in our confidence. Her ladyship would never enter those rooms, so we are safe."
“And Mr. Collins; he approves of this activity?Å‚
Mary said carefully, “He does not object is more accurate, Jane. He is uncomfortable in keeping something from Lady CatherineÅ‚s notice, but he realizes that Miss de Bourgh will one day become Mistress of Rosings and he does not wish to offend her. He is very pleased that she has bestowed such attentions upon me. He is caught in the middle, you see. So he closes his eyes and tends his gardens. We have convinced him that what Lady Catherine does not know will not harm her."
Lizzy nodded in approval. She had taken a liking to the heiress and wished her the same pleasure from music that she herself enjoyed. This image of Anne de Bourgh was in stark contrast to the description of the lady from Mr. Wickham, but Elizabeth convinced herself not to be troubled. The girl was obviously a person of secrets and if she could deceive her own mother, it was no surprise that others would so misconstrue her true character. And, she smiled to herself, Mr. Collinsł gardens were truly beautiful as evidenced by the constant care that was disposed there.
Jane, however, was troubled by Maryłs story, disguise being abhorrent to her. She soon brightened; her character was ill-suited to unhappiness and she comforted herself with the expectation of Lady Catherinełs happy surprise when the full extent of her daughterłs accomplishments was finally revealed.
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The next afternoon, Elizabeth was given the opportunity to gain a greater insight into the marriage of her sister. Mr. Collins entered the sitting room for tea, after shutting himself in his study working on that Sundayłs sermon.
“What will be the scripture reading, Mr. Collins?" asked his wife as she handed him his cup, prepared exactly to his liking.
The vicar smiled. “Our Lord cleansing the Temple of the moneychangers and the like." He sipped his tea. “Ah, perfect, as usual! You see, my dear sisters, how Mrs. Collins fairly dotes on me!"
“Thank you, my dear. And what will be the topic of the sermon?"
“The responsibility of all of us to cast out from society those that are unfit. Lady Catherine was most insistent that we remind the people that the dregs of society are a danger to the social order and the preservation of rank."
“But Mr. Collins, this sounds very like the sermon from last week! Will not Lady Catherine be offended? We cannot let her think her pastor is without imagination. It will not do to so submerge your talents, my dear." Mr. Collins paled at the thought. “What is the subject of next SundayÅ‚s sermon
Easter Sunday?"
“Why, the Resurrection, of course."
“Of course, how silly of me. HmmmPerhaps it might be wise to prepare the congregation for that Holy Day; remind them that Our Lord foresaw his sacrifice."
The tall clergyman began pacing about the room. “You know, I did have it in my mind to do just that very thing"
“Oh, how sensible of you, Mr. Collins! Christ was very brave to challenge the Sanhedrin, knowing that would provoke them to act against him."
“Indeed, indeed. I recall a lecture in school on that very subject. I can remember it still!"
“And shall you share such a mighty memory with the people of Hunsford, husband? Oh, how generous of you! Lady Catherine would be pleased, I am sure."
“Yes, yes! I shall write it this instant while it is clear in my head! Sisters, excuse me!"
Jane spoke up. “Mr. Collins, shall you not take tea?"
“No, Cousin Jane! I must strike while the iron is hot! My muse is upon me! I shall go! If you seek for me, look for me nowhere but in my study!" He strode quickly to the door, and as he flung it open he looked back at his wife. “Mary, my dear, may I ask that you look over my manuscript once I have done an acceptable draft?"
She nodded. “I am at your disposal, as always, my dear."
“Excellent! Wonderful woman! Your sister is an invaluable assistant, cousins. She often finds misspellings and other mistakes in my prose. Once she finishes her purview, my words truly sing to heaven! Never has my writing flowed so well!"
“It is a little thing, Mr. Collins. I know your intentions and I know your ways. Your ideas flow so fast your pen cannot keep up. I am glad I do justice to you talents."
“Indeed, I am the most fortunate of men. Until later, ladies!" With that he left the room.
Mary refilled her astonished sistersÅ‚ cups and gave a wink to Lizzy. “Shall we go to Rosings tomorrow, sisters?"
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That night Elizabeth found it difficult to sleep, so she perused Mr. Collinsł library. As she expected, it was meanly stocked, and the few volumes in evidence were of a pious nature. Finally settling on the least offensive book on hand, she left to return to her rooms, when she had yet another insight into the Collinsł relationship. She espied her sister and brother-in-law in earnest conversation in the sitting room as she walked towards the stairs. As she was a quiet walker, they had no idea of her presence and Elizabeth was in a quandary. She knew she should either withdraw or make her existence known. But like an onlooker to a terrible carriage accident, she moved closer, the shadows of the hall disguising her.
Collins was holding his wifeÅ‚s hand and looking most earnest, almost dancing in his impatience. “My dear, dear Mrs. Collins, might I come to you tonight?"
Oh, my lord!
Mary took on a thoughtful expression, then asked her husband, “You do recall our agreement, husband?"
“Oh, yes! Not a sound shall escape my lips."
“Silence is very agreeable, for our marital duties are a holy thing. But Mr. Collins, you forgot yourself last time."
The tall man seemed to shrink. “But my loveliness! I could not restrain my amour; forgive me!"
“That is all very well, but my most innocent sisters are in the house. It would not do toexpose them toour activities."
“You are right, you are very right! I shall redouble my efforts; I shall not fail you, oh mistress of my heart! Please say that you will receive me!"
She looked up at him then faintly smiled. “Very well. Shall we say in an hour?"
Never had Elizabeth seen her brother-in-law more pleased. “Oh, thank you, my little Mary-kins!" He bent to kiss her on the cheek.
Elizabeth took this opportunity to silently flee to her room. I believe I will be ill now.
The Gentleman Arrive
A stately carriage made its way across the early spring English countryside, conveying two gentlemen of varying incomes and deportment. One was sandy haired and jolly, dressed in the proper costume one would expect of the younger son of an Earl. The other was as dark as his companion was fair; serious as his friend was not; rich as the day was long.
Fitzwilliam Darcy, Esq., for five years the master of Pemberley in Derbyshire, wore his habitual dour expression, designed to keep the world at bay. Unfortunately, one of the few humanłs on the planet that would not be put off by his demeanor was sharing his coach. Colonel Richard Fitzwilliam, of His Majestyłs
th Horse, was his cousin, childhood friend, and the one man who truly understood the paragon that was Darcy. Most people acquainted with such an important personage would show the gentleman the proper deference; Colonel Fitzwilliam was not one of them.
“I say, Darce," the officer exclaimed, “did you eat a lemon at the public house at the station?"
“Lemon?" Darcy was confused. “No; I had the mutton, same as you. It was barely tolerable, I must say."
“I shall certainly agree with you as to the meal, cousin; that sheep was probably older than Georgiana. No, I was referring to the decided sour expression on your puss."
“Ä™On my pussÅ‚? Where did that term come from? More wisdom from your campfires?"
“Ha! One can learn much from honest soldiers
more than from the drawing rooms of London!"
“True enough; then you know why I keep my thoughts to myself."
“So you put on a disguise, which I thought you abhorred above all else."
“Disguise that misleads is what I abhor, Fitz. This is more a part, as an actor in a play."
“Ä™Out, out, brief candle! Life's but a walking shadow, a poor player that struts and frets his hour upon the stage; and then is heard no more. It is a tale told by an idiot, full of sound and fury, signifying nothing.Å‚"
“This is new
you quoting Shakespeare."
“Is that where it comes from? I thought it was from the Old Goat. Zounds, but I must have learned something at school after all."
Darcy gave out a short snort of laughter. “The only thing you learned at Cambridge was how to sleep with your eyes open."
“Do not scoff, sir. That is a useful ability in my profession."
“You may spend much more time in your tent in the future, should my uncle hear you again referring to him as a barnyard animal."
“Too true
which is why he never shall. Come, what is troubling you? You have not been yourself for weeks. Has anything untoward occurred?"
“No, no. I just went with Bingley to his new estate in Herefordshire for a few weeks and returned. There is nothing wrong with me."
“Bingley
there is another one who has been out of sorts lately. I believe I shall avoid that county in the future; there is something decidedly strange about a place that can have such an effect upon a fellow."
You have no idea, Fitz. “Do not be so harsh upon Herefordshire, cousin; BingleyÅ‚s ailment comes from a different source entirely."
“Ah; then he has another broken heart."
“Yes
I have saved him from a most imprudent marriage."
“Have you now? Was it a scarlet woman? A scurry maid?"
“No. Let us just say there were some objections to the lady and leave it at that."
Fitzwilliam shook his head. “And so you rode to his rescue
again. What would Bingley do without you, Darce?"
Darcy shivered. “He finds a great reliance on my judgment to be a comfort, Fitz. He is my friend; should I just let him flounder?"
“Perhaps you should, cousin. One of these days your decided tendency of rushing to save your friends and family will come back to haunt you."
“Unlikely."
“Well, it certainly wears on you."
“What do you mean?"
“You cannot say you are happy." His companion grunted. “We shall just have to get you married!"
Darcy started. “I beg your pardon?"
Richard grinned. “Well, if you are going to be miserable, you might as well have the oldest reason the world for it!"
Darcy grimaced; it was tiresome to be always the butt of FitzÅ‚s jokes. “Perhaps you are right. I am sure my aunt has some ideas on that score."
As expected, Richard lost all good humor. “Yes, what are you waiting for? All the family expects a union between Pemberley and Rosings." He turned to the window.
Darcy shook his head. He could not say what was more amusing: FitzÅ‚s predictable reaction or his inability to know his own mind. Darcy knew his cousin was attached to Anne de Bourgh; it was Fitz who didnÅ‚t know it. “Yes, that would please Lady Catherine no end, I should think. It is well that Anne and I are of one mind about this
we shall never marry."
“So you say, yet the family expects it, Darce. Do not think they cannot change your mind."
Darcy frowned. “Do you speak for the Earl?"
Fitz shook his head. “No; itÅ‚s just they grow inpatient with you. They say if you will not trouble yourself to find some lady agreeable to you, then you should marry Anne."
“And if I am disagreeable to Anne?"
Fitz brightened. “Yes
there is that." His face clouded up again. “But my Aunt Catherine can bepersuasive."
“If we can hold out this long, we can hold out forever."
“Good." A curious expression flowed across RichardÅ‚s face before he turned to the window again.
Darcy glanced at the colonel. It would be so easy to give Fitz a push in the right direction. But, noI should not play matchmaker. My talents lie in a quite another direction. He recalled with pain his conversation with Charles Bingley, in concert with his sisters, about Jane Bennetłs indifference. Never had he seen a man so defeated, so dejected. He truly loved the woman, he saw. It was a tragedy. Darcy rejoiced in his success in saving his friend from a most improper and loveless marriage
it had to be both to rouse Darcy to interference; proper and unloving was expected in their class. And he could not stop a loving and improper union, when he could not get a similar proposition for himself out of his mind.
“When shall be arrive at Rosings?" asked Fitzwilliam.
“In less than two hours, Fitz."
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Mrs. Collins escorted her two sisters to the grand house of Rosings, but to the puzzlement of her companions, she did not enter the building but began to walk around the house. She would answer her sistersł questions with a secret smile and kept moving. Finally the group approached a door to the rear of one of the wings of the estate. She paused just as she reached for the knob.
“Sisters, I must beg your promise not to reveal what occurs behind this door to anyone without first speaking to me. Forgive me, but I must insist on this."
The two were shocked, but Jane was able to utter, “It shall be as you wish, Mary."
Mary nodded in satisfaction and opened the door. The group soon found itself in a modest-sized sitting room filled with furniture, while in good repair, had come from a different age. Against one wall was a pianoforte. It was not of the highest quality, but it was not far from it. It was certainly finer than the one at Longbourn.
“This is Mrs. ParksÅ‚ rooms," Mary explained, “our sanctum sanctorum."
“Ä™Holy of holies,Å‚" Jane frowned. “Mary, that is not funny."
“Oh, Jane, please," said Elizabeth. “This is a lovely instrument." She glided her fingers over the wood and was about to reach for the keys when her eye fell on the music on the stand. “My heavens!"
“Lizzy, what is it?" cried Jane.
With trembling hands, Elizabeth took hold of the sheets of paper before her. “Thisthis music. ItI cannot believe it" She flipped through the sheets as her sister joined her. Her gasp was as great as LizzyÅ‚s. The two finally turned to Mrs. Collins, who owned a bemused expression. “Mary! This music! It is the most recent available. I did not know that half of these pieces were published!"
“(sniff) Does it meet with your approval?" came a voice from behind them. The ladies turned to see Anne de Bourgh close the door from the hallway behind her.
“Miss de Bourgh, of course it does!" cried Elizabeth. “I dreamed of playing some of these piecesbut they are so dear."
“Miss de Bourgh, how did you come by such a treasure?" asked Jane.
The girlÅ‚s smile was broad. “I have my sources, Miss Bennet. (cough) I am glad you like our surprise; Mary was sure you would be delighted."
“Who would not be?" mumbled Elizabeth as she turned her attention back to the pages. “I feel unworthy to even touch them."
The girl laughed. “That is unfortunate, as they are a gift to you."
The Bennet sisters gasped again. “Miss de Bourgh, you cannotit is too much!" sputtered Jane.
“Why not? (sniff)" Anne responded with a twinkle in her eye. “I have copies for Mary, and I am but a beginner. It will be some time before I can dream of attempting what you hold in your hands."
Elizabeth could only shake her head as Jane said, “Miss de Bourgh, you are too kind. How can we ever repay you?"
“But there is a catch, Miss Bennet! While you are here, you may only play those pieces in this room! (cough) That way I might have my own private recitals, and the joy of your company uninterrupted."
Jane colored with pleasure. Elizabeth was baffled. She could not reconcile the ever-changing Miss de Bourgh. First she greets us most charmingly, then she ignores us before her mother. Now she gives us
two strangers
a most wonderful and expensive gift! She recalled Mr. Wickhamłs description; it was not quite accurate, yet she could not dismiss what he said out of hand. Poor girl! Does she feel she has to buy her friends?
“Come, Mary, I wish to hear you play," requested the heiress.
“Anne, surely our guests should go first."
“In all propriety you are correct; (sniff) but I long to hear how you have mastered Für Elise, and I can wait no longer. I think your sisters will forgive me this whim."
Jane smiled. “It shall be as you wish, Miss de Bourgh. I too would love to hear how Mary has improved."
Reluctantly, Mrs. Collins took her seat and began to play. Her sisters were pleasantly surprised to hear that Mary had indeed improved. She was definitely no master, but her fingering and tempo were less forced. Without competing for attention, as she was forced to do at Longbourn, Mary was beginning to allow the music to take center-stage, rather than the performer. She listened now to the music, and that made a large difference.
It was then the sisters turn, and each did nothing to disgrace themselves. Anne sat back and took in the concert. Jane played charmingly light and airy, all excellent and delightful. Her performance was as she was
without pretence; no mysteries underneath.
Elizabeth was another story entirely. She was not as technically proficient as her sister, but she played with true emotion and feeling. Jane was a joy to the ear; Elizabeth struck to the heart. Anne had no complaints on how she spent the next hour, and thought how she would thank her benefactor, with the initials FD, for the music.
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The ladies were returning to Hunsford Parsonage, and had just turned the corner around the house, when they came upon a beautiful coach in the driveway, with two gentlemen descending from it. “My goodness," whispered Jane, “Lizzy, it is Mr. Darcy!"
The group came to a halt, which was a good thing for Elizabeth, as she was frozen in place. She could not believe that hateful man was here! Jane leaned over and asked, “Should we greet him, Lizzy? I do not know what would be proper."
Before Elizabeth could formulate an answer, she saw Mr. Darcy start as his eyes glanced in their direction. He seemed to stand shock still; then with a comment to his companion, he began moving in their direction. Heaven give me strength!
Darcy indeed was astonished to find the Bennet sisters at Rosings, though Mrs. CollinsÅ‚ presence could be reasonably expected. He called RichardÅ‚s attention to them and they crossed to do their duty. He bowed to them as he said in a voice that belied his inner turmoil, “Mrs. Collins, Miss Bennet, Miss Elizabeth. It is a pleasure to see you here at Rosings. Mrs. Collins, allow me to wish you and Mr. Collins joy."
Mary nodded. “You are very kind, Mr. Darcy."
A soft cough at DarcyÅ‚s elbow reminded him to say, “Please allow me to introduce my companion. This is my cousin, Colonel Richard Fitzwilliam. Colonel, this is Mrs. Collins and her sisters, Miss Jane Bennet and Miss Elizabeth Bennet."
“Charmed, ladies!" Fitz poured it on. “I am happy indeed that such lovely additions have been added to Hunsford this spring." As he bowed, it noticed that all the ladies were attractive in their own way, even Mrs. Collins, but he could not take his eyes from Jane. Zounds, what a beauty! “How long are you to visit, Miss Bennet?"
Jane was slightly discomposed at Colonel FitzwilliamÅ‚s attentions. “We are to visit my sister and brother until the end of May, sir."
“Six weeks! That is excellent! I am sure we shall be in company often in the time to come. Miss Elizabeth, how do you like Kent?"
Elizabeth could not help but notice that Mr. Darcy had returned to his usual taciturn self. “As we are just arrived ourselves, it would be premature to make a judgment, Colonel, but so far we can offer no complaints." It may go downhill from here, though, her eyes flashed.
What extraordinary eyes! IÅ‚m going to enjoy myself this year! “I shall see to it that your opinion does not suffer, Miss Elizabeth; and my cousin joins me; do you not, Darcy?"
“I would be happy to be of service." As was his wont, Darcy retreated into the mask he used to keep the world at bay. He thought he appeared polite, but the world saw nothing but pride and arrogance. He was agitated
he was not prepared to see the object of his deepest dreams so soon. Richard, knowing his cousin so well, was not blind to Darcyłs reaction, and was vastly curious as to the cause.
“If you ladies would excuse us." Darcy bowed again and took a step back to allow Richard to take his leave of the Bennet sisters. Not for the first time did he a little envious of his cousinÅ‚s easy manner. A moment later the gentlemen left and the ladies continued to the Parsonage.
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Colonel Fitzwilliam's manners were very much admired at the Parsonage, and the ladies all felt that he must add considerably to the pleasure of their engagements at Rosings. It was some days, however, before they received any invitation thither
for while there were visitors in the house they could not be necessary; and it was not till Easter-day, almost a week after the gentlemen's arrival, that they were honored by such an attention, and then they were merely asked on leaving church to come there in the evening. For the last week they had seen very little of either Lady Catherine or her daughter. Colonel Fitzwilliam had called at the parsonage more than once during the time, but Mr. Darcy they had only seen at church.
The invitation was accepted of course, and at a proper hour they joined the party in Lady Catherine's drawing-room. Her ladyship received them civilly, but it was plain that their company was by no means so acceptable as when she could get nobody else; and she was, in fact, almost engrossed by her nephews, speaking to them, especially to Darcy, much more than to any other person in the room.
Colonel Fitzwilliam seemed genuinely glad to see them; and Mrs. Collins's pretty sisters had moreover caught his fancy very much. He now seated himself by them, and talked so agreeably of Kent and Hertfordshire, of traveling and staying at home, of new books and music, that Elizabeth had never been half so well entertained in that room before; and they conversed with so much spirit and flow, as to draw the attention of Lady Catherine herself, as well as of Miss de Bourgh and Mr. Darcy. His eyes had been soon and repeatedly turned towards them with a look of curiosity; and that of the two ladies after a while, shared the feeling, was more openly acknowledged, for Lady Catherine did not scruple to call out --
"What is that you are saying, Fitzwilliam? What is it you are talking of? What are you telling the ladies? Let me hear what it is."
"We are speaking of music, madam," said he, when no longer able to avoid a reply.
"Of music! Then pray speak aloud. It is of all subjects my delight. I must have my share in the conversation if you are speaking of music. There are few people in England, I suppose, who have more true enjoyment of music than myself, or a better natural taste. If I had ever learnt, I should have been a great proficient. And so would Anne, if her health had allowed her to apply. I am confident that she would have performed delightfully."
At this Elizabeth could not stop from glancing at Miss de Bourgh. She showed no reaction to her motherłs comment.
The grand dame continued. “How does Georgiana get on, Darcy?"
Mr. Darcy spoke with affectionate praise of his sister's proficiency.
"I am very glad to hear such a good account of her," said Lady Catherine; "and pray tell her from me, that she cannot expect to excel if she does not practice a great deal."
"I assure you, madam," he replied, "that she does not need such advice. She practices very constantly."
"So much the better. It cannot be done too much; and when I next write to her, I shall charge her not to neglect it on any account. I often tell young ladies that no excellence in music is to be acquired without constant practice. I have told Mrs. Collinsł sisters several times that they will never play really well unless they practice more; and though Mrs. Collins has no instrument, they are very welcome, as I have often told them, to come to Rosings every day, and play on the pianoforte in Mrs. Parksł room. They would be in nobody's way, you know, in that part of the house."
Mr. Darcy looked a little ashamed of his aunt's ill-breeding, and made no answer; Jane noted it, but Lizzy saw nothing.
When coffee was over Colonel Fitzwilliam reminded Jane of having promised to play to him; and she sat down directly to the instrument. He drew a chair near her. Jane glanced at the music before her and gasped. She turned and looked at Miss de Bourgh, but the young lady wore an inscrutable expression. Jane then returned her attention to the instrument and began to play.
It was now Elizabethłs turn to be surprised. It was one of the pieces Miss de Bourgh had acquired for them.
She was not the only amazed person
Darcy was taken aback as well.
Jane made her way through the piece to general approval; Colonel Fitzwilliam was quite boisterous about it, which displeased the two de Bourghs. It was now Elizabethłs turn. She took Janełs place and began another selection of the secret gifts. Lady Catherine listened to half a song, and then talked, as before, to her other nephew; till the latter walked away from her, and moving with his usual deliberation towards the pianoforte, stationed himself so as to command a full view of the fair performer's countenance.
Elizabeth saw what he was doing, and at the first convenient pause, turned to him with an arch smile, and said, "You mean to frighten me, Mr. Darcy, by coming in all this state to hear me? But I will not be alarmed though your sister does play so well. There is a stubbornness about me that never can bear to be frightened at the will of others. My courage always rises with every attempt to intimidate me."
“Lizzy!" hissed Jane, mortified for her importance.
"I shall not say that you are mistaken," he replied, "because you could not really believe me to entertain any design of alarming you; and I have had the pleasure of your acquaintance long enough to know that you find great enjoyment in occasionally professing opinions which in fact are not your own."
Elizabeth laughed heartily at this picture of herself, and said to Colonel Fitzwilliam, "Your cousin will give you a very pretty notion of me, and teach you not to believe a word I say. I am particularly unlucky in meeting with a person so well able to expose my real character, in a part of the world where I had hoped to pass myself off with some degree of credit. Indeed, Mr. Darcy, it is very ungenerous in you to mention all that you knew to my disadvantage in Hertfordshire
and, give me leave to say, very impolitic too
for it is provoking me to retaliate, and such things may come out as will shock your relations to hear."
"I am not afraid of you," said he smilingly.
"Pray let me hear what you have to accuse him of," cried Colonel Fitzwilliam. "I should like to know how he behaves among strangers."
"You shall hear then
but prepare yourself for something very dreadful. The first time of my ever seeing him in Hertfordshire, you must know, was at a ball
and at this ball, what do you think he did? He danced only four dances! I am sorry to pain you
but so it was. He danced only four dances, though gentlemen were scarce; and, to my certain knowledge, more than one young lady was sitting down in want of a partner. Mr. Darcy, you cannot deny the fact."
"I had not at that time the honor of knowing any lady in the assembly beyond my own party."
"True; and nobody can ever be introduced in a ball room. Well, Colonel Fitzwilliam, what do I play next? My fingers wait your orders."
"Perhaps," said Darcy, "I should have judged better had I sought an introduction; but I am ill qualified to recommend myself to strangers."
"Shall we ask your cousin the reason of this?" said Elizabeth, still addressing Colonel Fitzwilliam. "Shall we ask him why a man of sense and education, and who has lived in the world, is ill qualified to recommend himself to strangers?"
"I can answer your question," said Fitzwilliam, "without applying to him. It is because he will not give himself the trouble."
"I certainly have not the talent which some people possess," said Darcy, "of conversing easily with those I have never seen before. I cannot catch their tone of conversation, or appear interested in their concerns, as I often see done."
"My fingers," said Elizabeth, "do not move over this instrument in the masterly manner which I see so many women's do. They have not the same force or rapidity, and do not produce the same expression. But then I have always supposed it to be my own fault
because I would not take the trouble of practicing. It is not that I do not believe my fingers as capable as any other woman's of superior execution."
Darcy smiled and said, "You are perfectly right. You have employed your time much better. No one admitted to the privilege of hearing you can think anything wanting. We neither of us perform to strangers."
Here they were interrupted by Lady Catherine, who called out to know what they were talking of. Elizabeth immediately began playing again. Lady Catherine approached, and, after listening for a few minutes, said to Darcy, "She is not the sister, unfortunately. Miss Elizabeth would not play at all amiss if she practiced more, and could have the advantage of a London master. She has a very good notion of fingering, though her talent is not equal to Miss Bennet, nor her taste is equal to Anne's. Anne would have been a delightful performer, had her health allowed her to learn."
Elizabeth looked at Darcy to see how cordially he assented to his cousin's praise; but neither at that moment nor at any other could she discern any symptom of love; and from the whole of his behavior to Miss de Bourgh she derived this comfort for Miss Bingley, that he might have been just as likely to marry her, had she been his relation.
Lady Catherine continued her remarks on Elizabeth's performance, mixing with them many instructions on execution and taste. Elizabeth received them with all the forbearance of civility, and, at the request of the gentlemen, remained at the instrument and took turns performing with Jane till her ladyship's carriage was ready to take them all home.
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“Enjoying yourself, cousin? (sniff)"
Richard was startled as he was about to strike the cue ball. “Anne! I did not hear you enter; forgive me."
Anne walked around the table. “An interesting game, billiards. (cough) I have often wondered if I should like to learn it."
Darcy darkened. “It is not a game for ladies, Anne."
“(cough) At one time, neither was riding, Darcy," she responded.
“Ha! She has you there, Darce!" Richard thought for a moment. “Why not learn, Anne?"
“What?" cried Darcy. “Richard"
“Oh, come off it, Darce. The girl needs some entertainment."
“Thank you, Richard," she said. She picked up a cue stick. She tried to hold it as Richard did, but she was having difficulty.
“That is wrong, Anne."
Anne sighed. “(sniff) Perhaps you can demonstrate the (cough) correct manner, Richard?" He did so and sent the cue ball inerrantly towards its target. She tried to copy it; she bent over the table
to Darcyłs embarrassment
and tried to copy her cousinłs shot. She missed the cue ball entirely.
“Fiddlesticks!" she cried. “Richard
help me."
“How may I be of service?"
“I am holding the stick wrongly. I need assistance."
Richard attempted to demonstrate again, but Anne would have would not have it. “Richard, I have tried to copy you, (sniff) but it does not serve. Show me."
“Very well." Richard put down his own stick and walked behind his cousin. “Anne
forgive me" He reached around her and set her hands in the proper manner.
“I see," she said. “But I need help in aiming."
Together they took a position behind the cue ball. With RichardÅ‚s help, Anne successfully struck another ball with the cue ball. “There!" he said as he released her. “Youyou can do it" His face was very red.
“I may need more assistance, cousin," she said as she eyed the table. “The cue ball is quite a distance away."
“Ummmyes, butI just rememberedI owe a letter to my motherforgive me" With that, the colonel quitted the room. Anne, scowling, reached over and executed a perfect bank shot to send a ball into a side pocket.
Darcy looked on with a raised eyebrow. “You are playing quite the game, Anne."
“Oh, do not lecture me, Darcy! (cough, cough) What else can I do? Richard is a blind as a bat, and"
“And the Bennet ladies are lovely"
Anne looked at him with pain.
“Do not fear, Anne. Richard is a second son, and the Bennets are poor."
She hung her head. “It was unchristian of me, I know, (sniff) but I was jealous. And Mrs. Collins (cough) has been such a friend to me"
“I noticed the choice of music today. I wondered why you wanted it." Darcy acquired the music Anne requested, but he had not known the reason behind her appeal. He had not known of AnneÅ‚s secret lessons with Mrs. Collins.
“She is the best friend I have, besides you and Richard."
“And you have shared this gift with Mrs. CollinsÅ‚ sisters?"
“Yes. They have been kind to me, as well."
Darcy, having closely observed the Bennet ladies in Hertfordshire, could not be surprised.
Anne was still displeased. “If one of the Bennet girls do not capture RichardÅ‚s affections, some other lady will certainly do so; one with fortune. (cough) What can I do?"
Darcy pitied his cousin. “He has resisted this long, Anne. It must have been for a reason." He paused. “I would be willing to speak to him"
“No. (cough) I want his love, not his pity."
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Elizabeth was sitting by herself the next morning, and writing to her sisters, while Mrs. Collins and Jane were gone on business into the village, when she was startled by a ring at the door, the certain signal of a visitor. As she had heard no carriage, she thought it not unlikely to be Miss Anne, and under that impression was putting away her half-finished letter when the door opened, and to her very great surprise Mr. Darcy, and Mr. Darcy only, entered the room.
He seemed astonished too on finding her alone, and apologized for his intrusion by letting her know that he had understood all the ladies to be within. They then sat down, and when her enquiries after Rosings were made, seemed in danger of sinking into total silence.
It was absolutely necessary, therefore, to think of something, and in this emergence, recollecting when she had seen him last in Hertfordshire, and feeling curious to know what he would say on the subject of their hasty departure, she observed, "How very suddenly you all quitted Netherfield last November, Mr. Darcy! It must have been a most agreeable surprise to Mr. Bingley to see you all after him so soon; for, if I recollect right, he went but the day before. He and his sisters were well, I hope, when you left London."
"Perfectly so, I thank you."
She found that she was to receive no other answer, and, after a short pause, added, "I think I have understood that Mr. Bingley has not much idea of ever returning to Netherfield again?"
"I have never heard him say so; but it is probable that he may spend very little of his time there in future. He has many friends, and he is at a time of life when friends and engagements are continually increasing."
"If he means to be but little at Netherfield, it would be better for the neighborhood that he should give up the place entirely, for then we might possibly get a settled family there. But, perhaps, Mr. Bingley did not take the house so much for the convenience of the neighborhood as for his own, and we must expect him to keep or quit it on the same principle."
"I should not be surprised," said Darcy, "if he were to give it up as soon as any eligible purchase offers."
Elizabeth made no answer. She was afraid of talking longer of his friend; and, having nothing else to say, was now determined to leave the trouble of finding a subject to him. He took the hint, and soon began with, "This seems a very comfortable house. Lady Catherine, I believe, did a great deal to it when Mr. Collins first came to Hunsford."
"I believe she did
and I am sure she could not have bestowed her kindness on a more grateful object."
"Mr. Collins appears very fortunate in his choice of a wife."
"Yes, indeed; his friends may well rejoice in his having met with one of the very few sensible women who would have accepted him, or have made him happy if they had. My sister has an excellent understanding
though I am not certain that I consider her marrying Mr. Collins as the wisest thing she ever did. She seems perfectly happy, however, and in a prudential light it is certainly a very good match for her." A flash of remembrance of an observed conversation and the echo of the words “my Mary-kins" turned LizzyÅ‚s face beet-red
"It must be very agreeable to her to be settled within so easy a distance of her own family and friends."
"An easy distance, do you call it? It is nearly fifty miles."
"And what is fifty miles of good road? Little more than half a day's journey. Yes, I call it a very easy distance."
"I should never have considered the distance as one of the advantages of the match," cried Elizabeth. "I should never have said Mrs. Collins was settled near her family."
"It is a proof of your own attachment to Hertfordshire. Anything beyond the very neighborhood of Longbourn, I suppose, would appear far."
As he spoke there was a sort of smile which Elizabeth fancied she understood; he must be supposing her to be thinking of Jane and Netherfield, and she blushed as she answered, "I do not mean to say that a woman may not be settled too near her family. The far and the near must be relative, and depend on many varying circumstances. Where there is fortune to make the expense of traveling unimportant, distance becomes no evil. But that is not the case here. Mr. and Mrs. Collins have a comfortable income, but not such a one as will allow of frequent journeys
and I am persuaded my sister would not call herself near her family under less than half the present distance."
Mr. Darcy drew his chair a little towards her, and said, "You cannot have a right to such very strong local attachment. You cannot have been always at Longbourn."
Elizabeth looked surprised. The gentleman experienced some change of feeling; he drew back his chair, took a newspaper from the table, and, glancing over it, said, in a colder voice, "Are you pleased with Kent?"
A short dialogue on the subject of the country ensued, on either side calm and concise; and soon put an end to by the entrance of her sisters, just returned from their walk. The tete-a-tete surprised them. Mr. Darcy related the mistake, which had occasioned his intruding on Miss Bennet, and after sitting a few minutes longer without saying much to anybody, went away.
"What can be the meaning of this?" said Mary, as soon as he was gone. "Lizzy, he must be in love with you, or he would never have called on us in this familiar way."
“Indeed; there must be some partiality towards you," agreed Jane.
But when Elizabeth told of his silence, it did not seem very likely, even to Janełs wishes, to be the case; and after various conjectures, they could at last only suppose his visit to proceed from the difficulty of finding anything to do, which was the more probable from the time of year.
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All field sports were over. Within doors there was Lady Catherine, books, and a billiard-table, but gentlemen cannot be always within doors. In the nearness of the Parsonage, or the pleasantness of the walk to it, or of the people who lived in it, the two cousins found a temptation from this period of walking thither almost every day. They called at various times of the morning, sometimes separately, sometimes together, and now and then accompanied by Miss de Bourgh. It was plain to them all that Colonel Fitzwilliam came because he had pleasure in their society, a persuasion which of course recommended him still more. Elizabeth was reminded by her own satisfaction in being with him, as well as by his evident admiration for her and her sister, of her former favorite George Wickham; and though, in comparing them, she saw there was less captivating softness in Colonel Fitzwilliam's manners, she believed he might have the best informed mind.
But why Mr. Darcy came so often to the Parsonage it was more difficult to understand. It could not be for society, as he frequently sat there ten minutes together without opening his lips; and when he did speak, it seemed the effect of necessity rather than of choice
a sacrifice to propriety, not a pleasure to himself. He seldom appeared really animated.
Mrs. Collins knew not what to make of him. Colonel Fitzwilliam's occasionally laughing at his stupidity proved that he was generally different, which her own knowledge of him could not have told her; and as she would have liked to believe this change the effect of love, and the object of that love her sister Elizabeth, she set herself seriously to work to find it out. She watched Mr. Darcy whenever they were at Rosings, and whenever he came to Hunsford; but without much success. He certainly looked at her sister a great deal, but the expression of that look was disputable. It was an earnest, steadfast gaze, but she often doubted whether there were much admiration in it, and sometimes it seemed nothing but absence of mind.
She had once or twice suggested to Elizabeth the possibility of his being partial to her, but Elizabeth always laughed at the idea. Mrs. Collins did not think it right to press the subject, from the danger of raising expectations which might only end in disappointment. In her opinion it admitted not of a doubt, that all her sisterłs dislike would vanish, if she could suppose him to be in her power.
A Walk in the Woods
In the weeks to come the Bennet women were often in the company of the gentlemen from Derbyshire. Elizabeth grew perturbed that she could not walk the groves of Rosings Park without encountering either Mr. Darcy or Colonel Fitzwilliam; usually both. Jane was more sanguine; she had no objection to conversing with two well-informed men. At least she thought Mr. Darcy well-informed. He was at most times silent and reserved to almost a painful extent.
Mary observed these actions with a close eye. She was a little concerned over Colonel Fitzwilliam and his attentions to her sisters, particularly Jane. She was aware of Miss de Boughłs partiality to that gentleman; and as mush as she wished that her sister Jane would find her joy, Maryłs heart hurt for the ill heiress. She might have been relieved had Jane shared her opinion of the officer. She found him handsome and charming, but she was in no danger of attaching herself to him
her heart still belonged to another.
Mr. Darcy was the main mystery. Had not Elizabeth made her decided dislike of the gentleman clear to Mrs. Collins, Mary might have thought that her sister could become mistress of Pemberley. Anne had shared much with her friend from the parsonage, and Mary knew that no matter what Lady Catherine proclaimed, her daughter had no intention of marrying her cousin. At least, that cousin.
But Mr. Darcyłs unusual behavior puzzled Mrs. Collins. His actions were those of a besotted man; but his words
or rather, lack of words
put the lie to that supposition. To discuss it with her sisters was useless; Jane saw only the good in everyone and Lizzy dismissed the gentleman out of hand. There was only one person she could talk about this with
and it was not her husband.
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Anne de Bourgh frowned as Jane sounded the final note. “That was certainly melancholy, Miss Bennet. (sniff) Are you well?"
Jane started at the comment. “Oh, no. I am perfectly happy, Miss de Bourgh. Who could not be, with your uncommon kindness?"
The heiress accepted JaneÅ‚s explanation with a slight narrowing of her eyes, but held her tongue. Elizabeth sensed the tension building in the room and spoke up. “Jane! It is such a lovely day. Shall we go for a walk?"
Jane looked at her sister. “It shall be as you wish. Please excuse us, Miss de Bourgh; Mary."
As the door closed behind the pair, leaving Anne and Mary alone in Mrs. ParksÅ‚ room, Anne spoke to her friend. “(cough) Mary, is there something amiss with Jane?"
Mary considered what to say. What she knew was between the Bennet sisters, but Anne had grown so much in her heart that she saw her as another sister. “Indeed there is, Anne. Jane is unhappy, and for the oldest reason in the world."
“Impossible! (cough) Jane Bennet disappointed in love? What cad could break such a lovely and tender heart? (cough)"
“I should not say, but I know you will keep my confidence. Last autumn a most eligible and agreeable gentleman took possession of a manner near Longbourn. Mr. Bingley impressed us all with his open manners, and his attentions to Jane seemed very marked to many in the neighborhood. It was a common expectation that Jane would be Mistress of Netherfield before Easter; yet within a week of a most wonderful ball held by Mr. Bingley, his whole party departed to London with hardly a word."
“Bingley? Are you speaking of Mr. Charles Bingley?"
“Yes. He is a great friend of your cousin. We made his acquaintance while he was Mr. BingleyÅ‚s guest."
“I have heard of the gentleman, although I have not met him. (sniff) Darcy has spoken of him; and Richard too. This is strange! From what I have been told, Mr. Bingley would be the last man to lead on and disappoint a young lady, (cough) especially one such as Miss Bennet."
“That was our belief, but the letters Jane has received from Mr. BingleyÅ‚s sisters have not been those that give one any hope of a future meeting."
“HmmmRichard has told me of Mr. BingleyÅ‚s sisters. Grasping social climbers, the both of them. (cough) I would not put much book into any sincerity from that corner. Oh, Mary, I am so sorry. Does Jane suffer much?"
“It is hard to tell, as it is against JaneÅ‚s character to wear her feelings as it they were a hat. But it is my opinion that she feels it deeply."
AnneÅ‚s emotions battled: her joy that JaneÅ‚s heart was quite attached away from Richard was tempered by her true concern for the sister of her dearest friend. Ultimately she felt disgusted with herself. She decided to drop the subject. “It is my hope that all will be well and that Jane will be reunited with her young man." And leave Richard for me! she could not help but think. “(sniff) Shall we practice more, Mary?"
“Of course." Mary began playing. “Mr. Bingley is fortunate in his friendship with Mr. Darcy."
“Yes," answered Anne. “Bingley is his particular friend."
“That is well; everyone should have such a close friend." The smile she gave the heiress gave no doubt who her closest friend was. “But their difference in temperament! It is astonishing!"
“Indeed?"
“Yes, Anne. Mr. Bingley, while in Herefordshire, charmed us all with his open countenance and happy, polite manner. While Mr. Darcywell, he did not make the same impression."
Anne frowned. “Darcy is uncomfortable (cough) among those he does not know."
“That is unfortunate. Mr. Bingley is an open book; all can see what a fine gentleman he is. But Mr. DarcyÅ‚s demeanor serves him ill. He appears cold and aloof. No one knows what he is thinking"
“Mary?"
“Yes?"
“(cough) Please do not play me like your husband. Do you have a question about my cousin?"
Mary gulped. “Anne! Forgive me; II did not know how to ask"
“If we are truly friends, then come right out and ask."
“Does Mr. Darcy admire my sister Elizabeth?"
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A junior groundskeeper entered the kitchen of Rosings for a bite to eat. The cook was a bit sweet on him and slipped the man a bit of the roast beef intended for her Ladyshipłs dinner table.
“Thankee, Maggie. This is fine, indeed."
“Oh, go on with you!" she teased. “What have you been up to today, Mickey?"
He looked around. Seeing Mrs. Parks nowhere in sight, he said, “I think the two young men who are visiting have gone mad, Maggie."
“Really?" she breathed. Gossip was her favorite sport.
“Aye. Did I not see them with me own eyes strikinÅ‚ a wee rock or ball or somethinÅ‚ with a strange bent stick?"
“Now that donÅ‚t sound so odd."
“And thatÅ‚s not all. They gave the sticks names: Driver, Cleek, Mashie, Niblick. TheyÅ‚re walking all over the East pasture, pretty as you please, hittinÅ‚ and chasing those littlefeatheries, as they called Ä™em."
“Names for sticks? Ä™FeatheriesÅ‚? Oohbut that donÅ‚t sound good. Why on earth would they be doinÅ‚ something like that?"
Mickey lowered his voice. “You can never tell about the upper classes, lass. ItÅ‚s my firm belief that half of Ä™em is touched in the head."
She giggled. Working at Rosings Park had certainly taught her that.
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“Here you go, sirs," said the footman as he handed Darcy and Richard their featheries. At four shillings apiece, the hand-made golf balls cost almost as much as a golf club; they were certainly not wasted.
“Thank you, my man," responded Richard.
“IÅ‚ll just take your clubs in now, sirs?" the footman asked.
“Yes, we are finished for today," said Darcy.
“Very good, sir." The footman picked up the golf bags and followed the two gentlemen in.
“Have you played St. Andrews yet, Richard?"
“No. I do have an Army career, you know. But Father and the Viscount are wild about it."
“They say itÅ‚s the birthplace of golf. I cannot say if that is true, but it is a magnificent place."
“Even the seventeenth hole?" (#)
“Wellperhaps not that hole"
The men continued to walk to the manor when they intercepted the two Miss Bennets, returned from a walk in the woods. Richard was his usual charming self, while Darcy could hardly think of anything to say other than to blurt out his admiration for Elizabeth Bennet. As that certainly would not do, he retreated into his mask of self-protection.
Anne could observe the meeting from a window in her private apartments, Mary having left for the Parsonage some time ago. She had been taken aback at Maryłs question. She had noticed no marked attentions paid to Miss Elizabeth by Darcy, she had assured her friend. But now, as she thought more upon it, she had noticed that Darcy always seemed aware of Miss Elizabeth and took pains in conversing with her.
She was relieved at the apparent friendly indifference by which Jane greeted the gentlemen. She could also see that Elizabeth was not as unresponsive as her sister; whether from approbation or aggravation she could not say. She enjoyed Richardłs company
that was obvious
but she seemed to spend much of the time regarding Darcy.
He she also watched. Knowing Darcy as well as she knew herself, she felt a thrill course through her. Perhaps Mary was right. If so, her salvation was in the offing.
She would have to speak privately to Richard as soon as could be.
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Colonel Fitzwilliam could not believe his ears. “You are serious, Anne?"
“Yes, Richard, (sniff)" said his cousin, “Darcy is in love."
“With one of the Miss Bennets?"
“With Miss Elizabeth Bennet, to be exact."
Colonel Fitzwilliam paced about the room. This information promised to be a foundation for diversion, something he always looked for during his visits to Rosings. “And how do you know this? What is the source of your information?"
She snorted. “Just behold the man himself, Richard! He is stiffer than ever. (cough) You know how he is when he is affected. It is as if a fireplace poker has been inserted up his"
“ANNE!"
“Bah! (cough, cough) You have said the same about him many a time before."
“Yes, but I am a crude soldier. You must not repeat the campfire terms I use. You are a lady highborn and beautiful."
“Stop it, Richard. Do not tease me."
“I do not tease you, Annie. One day you will bewitch some young gentleman who will take you away from all this"
“Humph."
“and you will make his life miserable." He ducked the thrown pillow.
“Richard, I am full earnest!" About more than DarcyÅ‚s affections
oh, Richard, why can you not see what is before you? “What shall we do?"
“Ä™WeÅ‚, Anne?"
“Yes. (sniff) You know Darcy. We must help him along."
Fitzwilliam looked thoughtfully at his cousin. “Does the lady feel the same?"
“Wellshe certainly is not indifferent to our cousin, but she may harbor some misgivings about him."
“Misgivings? About Darcy? The Church should make him a saint!"
Anne giggled, a sound that gave much pleasure to Richard. “He is not so bad, Richard. But if Miss Elizabeth was apprised of his true character, she might see him in a more favorable light. (cough) All Darcy needs is a bit of encouragement."
“It is important to you to see Darcy happy?"
“Richard, you know only DarcyÅ‚s marriage to someone else would end MotherÅ‚s schemes."
“I still do not see why you two are so stubborn about the whole thing. Why not marry? You like each other. Many have married with less regard."
He did not know how his words pained his favorite cousin. “Richard, Darcy and Iwe would not suit each other. We both know this; we agreed long ago. (sniff) Our characters are too similar. We would not be happy
believe me." Only one man could make me happy; and he is blind! “But Motherwe have tried to tell her, butit is useless."
“I can image." He thought for a moment. “So, Darcy marrying Miss Elizabeth would make you happy?"
“It would make Darcy happy; and that pleases me."
“Very well, my girl. Leave it to me. I know some things that should help charge the ladyÅ‚s mind. I will take the first opportunity to fill her head with DarcyÅ‚s goodness
though I may need a stiff drink afterwards."
“Brandy or sherry?" She opened a cabinet near her desk.
“Anne, you naughty girl! How long have you had you own personal bar?"
Anne giggled again. “Mrs. Jenkinson likes a nip in the evenings now and again. I personally prefer the port. (cough)"
“Ah! A girl after my own heart!"
Yes
I am indeed after your heart, Colonel Fitzwilliam.
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A week later Elizabeth found herself alone in the cottage
Jane was accompanying Mary on her rounds in the village. She tried to write a letter to Kitty, but her mind was unsettled. A bit of fresh air was what she needed, she thought. So, bonnet on head, she walked out into the fine Kent spring day.
Almost immediately she espied her cousin working diligently in his garden. The day was not warm, but a sheen of perspiration sat upon his brow as the tall man bent to his weeding. It was not Elizabethłs intention to spend her time in conversation with Mr. Collins, and she tried to walk away as quietly as she could, but the evil gravel underneath her foot gave her away.
“Elizabeth! Good day to you, my dear sister!" Mr. Collins cried.
Trapped, Elizabeth returned the greeting and walked towards him. “Your garden is looking very fine, sir." It was no idle complement. The garden was an explosion of flowers and greenery, and the roses were as fine as any Elizabeth had ever seen. She must own that her cousin was the excellent and diligent gardener of the world.
The vain clergymanÅ‚s pride was agreeably stroked. “It is most kind of you to say so, Eliza. Before you are the results of many hours of honest labor. Of course, my little bit of greenery is nothing compared to the incredible delights of Rosings Park; or at least it should be, but the Master Gardener has taken ill, I understand."
Elizabeth had to acknowledge that Rosings gardens were not what they should be.
Collins frowned at the thought that his patron would be so ill-served as to have an ill gardener. “Indeed; it is my belief that the under-gardener does not know his business. Oh, it is not to say that the vegetable gardens are anything but delightful. Such bounty! If I could grow such melons! And the peas! Have you ever had anything as wonderful as a Rosings pea?"
Elizabeth had to say she had not.
“That is what a pea should taste like! But being the expert vegetable gardener does not guarantee success in the flower garden."
“You certainly have a green thumb, brother. Your roses are exquisite."
Elizabethłs honest observation was poorly repaid, as Mr. Collins launched into a full discussion of methods and techniques. A full quarter hour was spent on the proper usage of manure. Lizzy bore it with tolerable humor, and soon the subject was exhausted.
“My sister is fortunate that she is the recipient of your diligence and expertise, brother."
“Indeed, Mrs. Collins is very happy with her lot in life. I know not, Miss Elizabeth, whether she has yet expressed her sense of your and JaneÅ‚s kindness in coming to us; but I am very certain you will not leave the house without receiving her thanks for it. The favor of your company and that of your sister has been much felt, I assure you. We know how little there is to tempt any one to our humble abode. Our plain manner of living, our small rooms and few domestics, and the little we see of the world, must make Hunsford extremely dull to young ladies like yourselves; but I hope both of you will believe us grateful for the condescension, and that we have done everything in our power to prevent your spending your time unpleasantly."
Elizabeth was eager with her thanks and assurances of happiness. She had spent four weeks with great enjoyment; and the pleasure of being with Mary, and the kind attentions she had received, must make her and Jane feel the obliged. Mr. Collins was gratified, and with a more smiling solemnity replied, “Our situation with regard to Lady Catherine's family is indeed the sort of extraordinary advantage and blessing which few can boast. You see on what a footing we are. You see how continually we are engaged there. In truth, I must acknowledge that, with all the disadvantages of this humble parsonage, I should not think any one abiding in it an object of compassion, while they are sharers of our intimacy at Rosings."
Words were insufficient for the elevation of his feelings; and he was obliged to walk about the garden, while Elizabeth tried to unite civility and truth in a few short sentences.
“You may, in fact, carry a very favorable report of us into Hertfordshire, my dear sister. I flatter myself at least that you will be able to do so. Lady Catherine's great attentions to Mrs. Collins you have been a daily witness of
and Miss de BoughÅ‚s, too. Let me assure you, my dear Miss Elizabeth, that I can from my heart most cordially wish you equal felicity in marriage. My dear Mary and I have but one mind and one way of thinking. There is in everything a most remarkable resemblance of character and ideas between us." He paused and in the same voice she had overheard in a more intimate setting said, “We seem to have been designed for each other."
This was a thought that could not give any reassurance to Elizabeth. I believe I will be ill now.
"It gives me the greatest pleasure to hear that you and dear Jane have passed your time not disagreeably. We have certainly done our best; and most fortunately having it in our power to introduce you to very superior society, and, from our connections with Rosings, the frequent means of varying the humble home scene, I think we may flatter ourselves that your Hunsford visit cannot have been entirely irksome."
“It has been all delightful," she managed to utter.
“Perhaps" he thought aloud
a mighty undertaking. “Perhaps Lady Catherine might be persuaded to introducing you to some worthy young men
of your own station, naturally."
“Naturally."
“A barristeror a" He almost said clergyman, but switched and said, “an officer. Colonel Fitzwilliam knows many good men of the lower gentry, I have no doubt." It was then he saw ElizabethÅ‚s appalled face. “Now, now, sister. We must be frank. It would not do to look too high; we must not disrupt the social order!"
“II have no intention to committing such a crime, Mr. Collins," Elizabeth finally managed to say. “I thank you for the consideration, but for my part I do not like your way of getting husbands."
“Excuse me?"
“What I meant to say was that such arrangements are best left to oneÅ‚s own family. I do not wish to inconvenience either Lady Catherine or Colonel Fitzwilliam."
“Hmmmyou are right, but it is a pity. You are not getting any younger, you know."
“What is this? I am not one-and-twenty!"
“A ripe age. But every flower that blooms eventfully wilts, my dear sister. Do not wait too long."
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It would be several days before Richard could put his plan to work. It seemed he could not escape the fellowship of his cousin. Darcy insisted on accompanying the colonel every time he even thought about visiting the Parsonage. As mush as he valued his friend and cousin, for once in his life, Richard would have been happy if Darcy had broken his leg
or at least sprained it.
Ten days thus passed before his opportunity presented itself. Darcy was to go riding the plantation with the steward. Colonel Fitzwilliam waited patiently for Darcy to leave
begging off the inescapable joy of riding through croplands, discussing drainage
before hurrying to the Parsonage. There he found that the ladies had already left to walk the woods of Rosings. Undeterred, he left as soon as he politely could and went in look of the Miss Bennets.
It took time
Who knew what great walkers those girls were!
when he finally came upon them.
Jane and Elizabeth were enjoying the fresh spring air. At least they were trying to. Lizzy kept making subtle comments about either Mr. Bingley or Colonel Fitzwilliam, and Jane was having none of it.
“Why, look
there is the colonel, Jane!" The officer in question waved; and soon his long legs caught them up.
Jane put away her thoughts and forcing a smile said, "I did not know before that you ever walked this way."
"(huff) I have been making the tour of the park," he replied, "as I (huff) generally do every year, and intend to close it with a (huff) call at the Parsonage. Are you going much farther?"
"No, we should have turned in a moment. Shall we, Lizzy?"
“It shall be as you wish." Jane gave Elizabeth a look of consternation
was her sister gently mocking her tendency to utter that phrase? Perhaps
Lizzy failed to keep a small smile off her lips.
Accordingly they did turn, and walked towards the Parsonage together.
Richard was pleased that he had found the Bennet sisters alone, but was at a loss on how to begin his mission of extolling the virtues of one Fitzwilliam Darcy. While he engaged in coming up with a strategy, the ladies took it upon themselves to carry on the discourse. “Do you certainly leave Kent on Saturday?'" asked Jane.
“Yes
if Darcy does not put it off again. But I am at his disposal. He arranges the business just as he pleases.''
“And if not able to please himself in the arrangement, he has at least great pleasure in the power of choice," replied Elizabeth. “I do not know anybody who seems more to enjoy the power of doing what he likes than Mr. Darcy.''
“He likes to have his own way very well,'' replied Colonel Fitzwilliam carefully. “But so we all do. It is only that he has better means of having it than many others, because he is rich, and many others are poor. I speak feelingly. A younger son, you know, must be inured to self-denial and dependence.''
Lizzy laughed. “The younger son of an Earl? Now, seriously, what have you ever known of self-denial and dependence? When have you been prevented by want of money from going wherever you chose, or procuring anything you had a fancy for?''
“Younger sons cannot marry where they like.'' And Darcy can; do you not see?
“Unless where they like women of fortune, which I think they very often do.''
“Our habits of expense make us too dependant, and there are not many in my rank of life who can afford to marry without some attention to money.''
Is this meant for me? thought Jane, and she colored at the idea.
Elizabeth said in a lively tone, “And pray, what is the usual price of an Earl's younger son? Unless the elder brother is very sickly, I suppose you would not ask above fifty thousand pounds.'' He answered her in the same style, and the subject dropped.
“I imagine your cousin brought you down with him chiefly for the sake of having somebody at his disposal." Elizabeth said next. “I wonder he does not marry, to secure a lasting convenience of that kind. But, perhaps his sister does as well for the present, and, as she is under his sole care, he may do what he likes with her.''
“No,'' said Colonel Fitzwilliam, “that is an advantage which he must divide with me. I am joined with him in the guardianship of Miss Darcy.''
“Are you, indeed? And pray what sort of guardians do you make? Does your charge give you much trouble? Young ladies of her age are sometimes a little difficult to manage, and if she has the true Darcy spirit, she may like to have her own way.'' As she spoke, she observed him looking at her earnestly, and the manner in which he immediately asked her why she supposed Miss Darcy likely to give them any uneasiness, convinced her that she had somehow or other got pretty near the truth.
Jane saw that the colonel was uncomfortable and said, “You need not be frightened. My sister and I have never heard any harm of her; and I dare say she is one of the most tractable creatures in the world."
“Yes," agreed Lizzy. “She is a very great favorite with the Bingley family."
“I know them a little. Their brother is a pleasant gentleman-like man
he is a great friend of Darcy's.''
“Oh! yes,'' said Elizabeth dryly, “Mr. Darcy is uncommonly kind to Mr. Bingley, and takes a prodigious deal of care of him.''
I am glad you brought that up. “Yes, I really believe Darcy does take care of him in those points where he most wants care. From something that he told me in our journey hither, I have reason to think Bingley very much indebted to him.''
“What is it you mean?'' asked Jane.
“What he told me was merely this; that he congratulated himself on having lately saved a friend from the inconveniences of a most imprudent marriage."
Jane felt a dagger in her heart.
Lizzy darkened. “Did Mr. Darcy give you his reasons for this interference?''
“I understood that there were some very strong objections against the lady.''
“Oh!" cried Jane.
“Miss Bennet! Are you unwell?"
“Nno, I am fine. Itit is only a headache coming on. I am well, I assure you."
“And what arts did he use to separate them?" continued Elizabeth.
“You are rather disposed to call his interference officious?" replied the colonel, keeping one eye on an ill-feeling Jane.
Elizabeth answered, “I do not see what right Mr. Darcy had to decide on the propriety of his friend's inclination, or why, upon his own judgment alone, he was to determine and direct in what manner that friend was to be happy. But," she continued, recollecting herself and Jane, “as we know none of the particulars, it is not fair to condemn him. It is not to be supposed that there was much affection in the case."
“That is not an unnatural surmise," said Fitzwilliam stupidly, “but it is lessening the honor of my cousin's triumph very sadly."
This was spoken jestingly, but it appeared to Elizabeth so just a picture of Mr. Darcy that she would not trust herself with an answer.
“Please," asked Jane, “can we talk of something else?" Her nerves were at the breaking point.
“Jane; surely you wish to return to the parsonage?" asked Lizzy.
“Yes, please."
Changing the conversation, Lizzy and Richard talked on indifferent matters
Jane remaining silent
till the party reached the parsonage. “There
I return you safe to your relations," said Richard. “I hope that you will feel better later, Miss Bennet. MustnÅ‚t miss tea at Rosings, you know!"
The colonelłs weak jest fell on indifferent ears, and he soon went away, to the ladies relief.
Once the door was closed, Janełs tears finally burst forth. Elizabeth tried to give were words of sympathy, but Jane would not listen and fled to their bedroom. Elizabeth gave her the privacy she desired and went into the sitting room. There she could think without interruption of all that she had heard.
That Darcy had been concerned in the measures taken to separate Mr. Bingley and Jane, she had never doubted; but she had always attributed to Miss Bingley the principal design and arrangement of them. But now it seeded that he was the cause
his pride and caprice were the cause
of all that Jane had suffered, and still continued to suffer. He had ruined for a while every hope of happiness for the most affectionate, generous heart in the world; and no one could say how lasting an evil he might have inflicted.
“There were some very strong objections against the lady," were Colonel Fitzwilliam's words. Oh, yes, objections indeed! Her having one uncle a country attorney and another in business in London, I am sure! For no one could say anything untoward about Jane! All loveliness and goodness as she is! Her understanding excellent, her mind improved, and her manners captivating!
Neither could anything be urged against my father, who, though with some peculiarities, has abilities which Mr. Darcy himself need not disdain, and respectability which he will probably never reach.
When she thought of her mother, indeed, her confidence gave way a little; but she would not allow that any objections there had material weight with Mr. Darcy, whose pride, she was convinced, would receive a deeper wound from the want of importance in his friend's connections, than from their want of sense. She was quite decided at last that he had been partly governed by this worst kind of pride, and partly by the wish of retaining Mr. Bingley for his sister.
And for Colonel Fitzwilliam to report it so cavalierly
he was sent to deliver a message. A message Mr. Darcy was too cowardly to deliver himself! How could there be such a man?
Proposal at Hunsford
Darcy moved quietly through the house, careful not to alert his aunt to his purpose. He succeeded in his aim and was soon ensconced within Mrs. Parksł rooms, listening to his cousin play the pianoforte. That is, if one could count doing scales as playing the pianoforte.
As Darcy moved over to a chair his movements caught AnneÅ‚s eye. “Zounds! I am discovered!"
Darcy shook his head as he sat. “Ä™ZoundsÅ‚ indeed! It is confirmed
you have been spending too much time in Richardłs company, Anne."
Or not nearly enough, she sighed. “(sniff) I suppose Richard told you about my little secret."
“He did. I am proud of you."
“Thank you, Fitzwilliam. (cough) Where is he, by the way?"
“Outside. I believe he was walking about the gardens with the Miss Bennets earlier."
“And you did not join him?"
Darcy colored. “I could not, Anne; I was with the steward for hours. We have in fact just completed our ride. The ladies will return for tea with the Collinses, I understand."
Hmmhere is an opportunity. “Mrs. Collins is very (cough) fortunate in her sisters, do you not think so?"
Darcy became very uncomfortable with this conversation. He did as he often did when uncomfortable: he rose and walked to the window. “The Miss Bennets are in every way very lovely and agreeable ladies," he replied as he scanned the grounds of Rosings. “It is well that they have secured your friendship. Their connections are such that they have few opportunities to meet with superior people."
“Fie on you, Fitzwilliam Darcy! (cough, cough) You sound as proud as my mother!"
Darcy turned open-mouthed to his cousin. “That was un-called for, Anne! I do not soundI mean your motheroh, drat!"
Anne smirked. “You cannot say anything against her; can you, even outside of her hearing? (sniff)"
Darcy returned to his perusal of the grounds outside the window. “We both know how your mother is, Anne. There is no reason to disparage her. It is unseemly."
“Bah! She does not deserve you, Fitzwilliam, or your deference." Darcy said nothing. “But I know of one deserving lady, my dear cousin."
Darcy turned his head slightly. “Of whom are you speaking of?"
Anne returned to her scales. “Jane Bennet is all sweetness and light. Never have I met with a more agreeable person. Her face and features
exquisite! (cough) And her conversation is what it ought
not too much or too little, and never an unkind word." She paused as she finished the scale. “And she would bore you to death."
DarcyÅ‚s face was one of puzzlement during the majority of this declaration. At the denouncement, he flushed and turned away, to hide the laugh he strained to contain. “Thatthat would be one whose heart would be difficult to secure. But she is a very admirable lady."
“To be sure
(sniff)
but her feelings are committed elsewhere."
The uneasy feeling that had been hovering about Darcy for the last fortnight returned. “Indeed? It is a fortunate man indeed that wins Miss Bennet."
“If the man is worthy of her. (cough) She is disappointed in love, Fitzwilliam."
Darcy started. “What! Do you know this for certain?"
“I cannot say more; trust me, I know of what I speak."
Darcy found himself falling into a chair. Good Lord! Could it be true? Is she speaking of Bingley? Butthere was nothing! I observed her most closely! Could I be deceived?
Anne looked at her cousin and was alarmed at his expression. “Fitzwilliam, are you well?"
He looked back at her, hiding his confusion. “Never better. I hope Miss Bennet finds solace soon."
She returned to the pianoforte. “(sniff) And Miss Elizabeth Bennet? Do you have the same wish for her?"
Now it was DarcyÅ‚s turn to cough. “Ofof course."
Anne smiled; her sally had hit its mark. “Now there is a rare treasure, indeed. Brightness of mind and wit; and not a disagreeable visage, either." Darcy nodded unconsciously. “Not every man would appreciate her; (cough) they would be jealous or intimidated. But to a man worthy of her and her mind"
Darcy shuddered as he thought of anyone else securing Elizabeth Bennetłs affections.
“he would be very happy, I think. (sniff)" Anne stopped and turned to Darcy. “Oh, cousin, are you blind?"
Preoccupied, he could only respond, “Wwhat?"
“Fitzwilliam, it is my opinion that Miss Elizabeth is not indifferent to you."
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“What do you mean you shall not go to tea?"
Elizabeth bid that Mr. Collins lower his voice. “Jane is ill and I must attend her. Please give Lady Catherine our regrets."
“Ill? Jane is ill?" cried Mary. “What is the matter?"
“A headache, only
but a painful one."
“I cannot leave! Husband, we shall all stay!"
Mr. Collins thought he was going to have a heart attack. “Nno! That will not be necessary! Eliza said herself that Jane has only the headache. Our servant can stay with her. It is not necessary for us to so disappoint Lady Catherine de Bourgh so completely over so trifling a malady!"
MaryÅ‚s eyes narrowed. “A servant
watch over my sister? Mr. Collins
of what can you be thinking of?"
I am thinking I shall spend very little time in your rooms in the near future, thought the clergyman morosely.
Elizabeth interjected. “No
no. This is unnecessary. I shall stay with Jane. You attend to Lady Catherine and Miss de Bourgh. We shall be fine." To Mary: “Should there be any hint of something serious I shall send word directly."
“I do not like this, Lizzy."
Mr. Collins realized that one Mary in the hand was better than three Bennets in the bush. “Eliza is being quite reasonable, my dear. She shall take care of poor Jane, and we shall do our duty to our noble patroness."
Mary wanted to wish her “noble patroness" to the Devil, but instead said, “Very well, Lizzy
we shall go without you. But I am most seriously displeased."
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Darcy walked his cousin to the sitting room, in full expectation of enjoying looking upon Elizabeth Bennetłs lovely face. Instead he found only his cousin, his aunt, a clergyman and his wife.
“But what is this?" he blurted out. “Where are the Miss Bennets?"
“A thousand pardons, my dear Mr. Darcy," began Collins. “My sister Jane is indisposed and Miss Elizabeth waits upon her. I tried to convince my younger sister to entrust Miss Jane to our most attentive housekeeper, but she would not hear of it. She is ratherstrong minded for one so young."
“Mr. Collins!" cried his wife. “Had not Lizzy insisted I attend today, I assure you that I would be with her at the parsonage this instant!"
“Of course, my dear wife; you are most attentive to othersÅ‚ needs"
Lady Catherine weighed in. “You are very right, Mrs. Collins
hired help cannot always be counted on to be attentive when one is ill. Miss Elizabethłs choice is right and proper; I hope that Miss Bennet shall recover quickly. She should stay out of the sun; she spends far too much time in it for it to be healthful for her. We shall all miss your sisters, but we shall endeavor to carry on, I dare say. You are looking very well, Anne; especially on Darcyłs arm. Does she not look well, Richard?"
“She is all loveliness, Aunt."
Anne blushed. If only you meant that, Richard!
On his part, Darcy heard hardly a word. Miss Bennet ill? Is it catching? I must see to this! “Aunt Catherine! Forgive me, but I have just recalled to my mind some business that must be attended to this instant. I shall see you at supper." He rose and headed for the door.
“Nephew! Where are you going?"
“Yes, Darce," chimed in Fitzwilliam. “Surely your business can wait until after tea."
“No! I must not tarry a moment longer!" He fled out of the room; within moments he was on the road to the parsonage.
“Well, I never!" exclaimed Lady Catherine.
Anne simply smiled to herself. Elizabeth, you are going to be a very happy woman!
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When they were gone, Elizabeth, as if intending to exasperate herself as much as possible against Mr. Darcy, chose for her employment the examination of all the comments and actions which Jane had made or done since her being in Kent. They contained no actual complaint, nor were there any revival of past occurrences, or any communication of present suffering. But in all there was a want of that cheerfulness which had been used to characterize her character, and which, proceeding from the serenity of a mind at ease with itself and kindly disposed towards every one, had been scarcely ever clouded. Elizabeth noticed every movement conveying the idea of uneasiness, with an attention that it had hardly received on the first notice. Mr. Darcy's shameful boast of what misery he had been able to inflict gave her a keener sense of her sister's sufferings. And now that it was out in the open, Janełs misery was complete. It was some consolation to think that his visit to Rosings was to end on the day after the next; and a still greater, that in less than a fortnight she and Jane would quit this hateful county, and enabled to contribute to the recovery of their spirits by all that affection they held for Hertfordshire.
She could not think of Darcy's leaving Kent without remembering that his cousin was to go with him; but agreeable as Colonel Fitzwilliam was, he had been Mr. Darcyłs messenger, and therefore she did not mean to be unhappy about him.
While settling this point, she was suddenly roused by the sound of the door bell, and to her utter amazement, she saw Mr. Darcy walk into the room. In a hurried manner he immediately began an enquiry after her sisterÅ‚s health thusly: “I understand that your sister is ill."
Barely containing her composure she answered. “I thank you sir, but it is but the headache. I assure you she is in good health."
“You did not come to tea today; they said Miss Bennet was ill." This statement was more to himself than anyone. He sat down for a few moments, and then getting up, walked about the room. Elizabeth was surprised, but said not a word. After a silence of several minutes, he came towards her in an agitated manner, and thus began,
“In vain have I struggled! It will not do. My feelings will not be repressed. You must allow me to tell you how ardently I admire and love you!" With that he took a knee at her feet. “In spite of all my endeavors, I have found it impossible to conquer the strength of my feelings. The inferiority of your family, the miserable connections; the denigration; the lack of judgment I display. The harshness that I will be rightly judged by my family
all this is as nothing against my attachment to you! I have struggled greatly, and I hope I shall be rewarded. Miss Bennet
will you accept my hand in marriage?"
Elizabeth's astonishment was beyond expression. She could easily see that he had no doubt of a favorable answer. He spoke of apprehension and anxiety, but his countenance expressed real security. Such a circumstance could only exasperate farther, and when he ceased, the color rose into her cheeks, and she said,
“In such cases as this, it is, I believe, the established mode to express a sense of obligation for the sentiments avowed, however unequally they may be returned. It is natural that obligation should be felt, and if I could feel gratitude, I would now thank you. But I cannot
I have never desired your good opinion, and you have certainly bestowed it most unwillingly! I am sorry to have occasioned pain to any one. It has been most unconsciously done, however, and I hope will be of short duration. ''
Mr. Darcy, who was still on one knee with his eyes fixed on her face, seemed to catch her words with no less resentment than surprise. His complexion became pale with anger, and the disturbance of his mind was visible in every feature. He was struggling for the appearance of composure, and would not open his lips, till he believed himself to have attained it. The pause was to Elizabeth's feelings dreadful.
At length, after getting to his feet and crossing to the mantle, Darcy turned and in a voice of forced calmness he demanded, “And this is all the reply which I am to have the honor of expecting! I might, perhaps, wish to be informed why, with so little endeavor at civility, I am thus rejected. But it is of small importance.''
“I might as well enquire,'' replied she, “why, with so evident a design of offending and insulting me, you chose to tell me that you liked me against your will, against your reason, and even against your character? Was not this some excuse for incivility, if I was uncivil? But I have other provocations. You know I have. Had not my own feelings decided against you, had they been indifferent, or had they even been favorable, do you think that any consideration would tempt me to accept the man, who has been the means of ruining, perhaps for ever, the happiness of a most beloved sister?''
As she pronounced these words, Mr. Darcy changed color; but he listened without attempting to interrupt her while she continued.
“I have every reason in the world to think ill of you. No motive can excuse the unjust and ungenerous part you acted there! You dare not
you cannot
deny that you have been the principal, if not the only means of dividing them from each other, of exposing one to the censure of the world for caprice and instability, the other to its derision for disappointed hopes, and involving them both in misery of the acutest kind! Can you deny that you have done it?''
“II do not deny that I did every thing in my power to separate my friend from your sister, for I had good reason to do so at the time. I have recently been given over to other thoughts on that matter"
“Other thoughts! Sir, my sister lies inconsolable upstairs due to your interference!"
Darcy could not bear her look and turned away.
“Oh, yes turn away! Are you afraid to see the fruits of your labors? But you must be; why else but to send your cousin to inform us of your triumph? Wicked man!"
Darcy turned back. “My cousin?"
“But it is not merely this affair on which my dislike is founded!" Elizabeth continued, talking over the question Darcy was trying to form. “Long before it had taken place, my opinion of you was decided. Your character was unfolded in the recital which I received many months ago from Mr. Wickham.''
His eyes flashed in anger. “You take an eager interest in that gentleman's concerns!''
“How can I not, knowing what his misfortunes have been?"
“His misfortunes!'' repeated Darcy contemptuously; “yes, his misfortunes have been great indeed.''
“You have reduced him to his present state of poverty! You have withheld the advantages, which you must know to have been designed for him! He was your childhood friend! You have deprived the best years of his life! You have done all this! Yet you can treat the mention of his misfortunes with contempt and ridicule!''
“And this,'' cried Darcy, as he walked with quick steps across the room, “is your opinion of me! This is the estimation in which you hold me! My faults, according to this calculation, are heavy indeed!" He moved to her. “But perhaps, these offences, real or otherwise"
“Otherwise!"
“might have been overlooked, had not your pride been hurt by my honest confession of the scruples that had long prevented my forming any serious design. These bitter accusations might have been suppressed, had I with greater policy concealed my struggles. But disguise of every sort is my abhorrence. Nor am I ashamed of the feelings I related. They were natural and just. Could you expect me to rejoice in the inferiority of your connections? To congratulate myself on the hope of relations, whose condition in life is so decidedly beneath my own?''
Elizabeth felt herself growing more angry every moment; yet she tried to the utmost to speak with composure when she said, “You are mistaken, Mr. Darcy, if you suppose that the mode of your declaration affected me in any other way, than as it spared me the concern which I might have felt in refusing you, had you behaved in a more gentleman-like manner.''
She saw him start at this, but he said nothing, and she continued, “You could not have made me the offer of your hand in any possible way that would have tempted me to accept it! From the very beginning, from the first moment I may almost say, of my acquaintance with you, your manners, impressing me with the fullest belief of your arrogance, your conceit, and your selfish disdain of the feelings of others, were such as to form that ground-work of disapprobation, on which succeeding events have built so immoveable a dislike. I had not known you a month before I felt that you were the last man in the world whom I could ever be prevailed on to marry!''
A very pale Darcy held up his hand, and he spoke in a very subdued manner. “You have said quite enough, madam. I perfectly comprehend your feelings, and have now only to be ashamed of what my own have been. Forgive me for having taken up so much of your time, and accept my best wishes for your health and happiness.''
And with these words he hastily left the room, and Elizabeth heard him the next moment open the front door and quit the house. She herself could not stir for the world; frozen as she was to her chair.
“Elizabeth?" She looked up at the sound of her sisterÅ‚s voice. Jane had opened the door and moved to her. “Whatever is the matter? I heard voices raised."
“Oh, Jane!" She threw herself into her sisterÅ‚s arms.
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A very agitated Fitzwilliam Darcy strode along the road connecting Hunsford and Rosings. His mind was in turmoil, and he was occupied in making some sense of it. Something must have happened recently! Anne was so confident! How could they have known about Bingley? Why did I ever get involved with that? Miss Bennet upset? Fitz said nothing about her being Fitz! “My cousin?" Oh, God, Fitz
what have you done? What did you tell them? You could not have been that stupid!
He did not notice that Mr. and Mrs. Collins walking from Rosings nearby. “My dear, Mr. Darcy looks quite upset. We should go and offer comfort."
“No, Mr. Collins; I do not believe he is in any mood right now. We should not beard the lion in his own den. Come along; we must see to Jane." What has happened? Did Elizabeth do something foolish?
Darcy was minutes later flying up the stars of Rosings, with the sound of his auntÅ‚s unanswered command that he explain his absence from tea ringing along the halls. Colonel Fitzwilliam was changing after tea when the door to his room flew open. “Darcy! There you are! Where the devil had you gotten to?"
He could say no more as Darcyłs fist connected with his jaw.
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The tumult of her mind was now painfully great. She knew not how to support herself, and from actual weakness sat down and cried for half an hour. Her astonishment, as she reflected on what had passed, was increased by every review of it. That she should receive an offer of marriage from Mr. Darcy! That he should have been in love with her for so many months! So much in love as to wish to marry her in spite of all the objections which had made him prevent his friend's marrying her sister, and which must appear at least with equal force in his own case, was almost incredible!
It was gratifying to have inspired unconsciously so strong an affection.
But his pride, his abominable pride, his shameless avowal of what he had done with respect to Jane, his unpardonable assurance in acknowledging, though he could not justify it; and the unfeeling manner in which he had mentioned Mr. Wickham, his cruelty towards whom he had not attempted to deny, soon overcame the pity which the consideration of his attachment had for a moment excited.
Once she had gathered control of her emotions she explained all that had befallen her. Jane for a short time forgot her own sorrow, so great was her amazement.
“Mr. Darcy! Proposed! You cannot be serious!"
“He did, Jane; not a quarter hour ago."
“Mr. Darcy, in love with you all this time. It is astonishing!"
“I have refused him, of course!"
“Of course. Butpoor Mr. Darcy!"
“Jane! You have not forgotten about what he did to you?" Elizabeth instantly regretted her words, as Jane broke down again.
It was to the sight of the Bennet sisters weeping in each otherłs arms that greeted the returning Collinses. After a few aborted attempts to mollify the young ladies, the tall clergyman admitted defeat and retreated to his study. It was only then that all was explained to Mary.
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The Bennet ladies were deep in discussion deep into the night. Mr. Collins, a loyal believer in Mr. FranklinÅ‚s “early to bed; early to rise" axiom, had already retired, and so the ladies were under no fear of discovery.
“I knew it," Mary declared. “I knew there was some admiration on his part towards you, Lizzy."
Elizabeth was still in an agitated state. “Be that as it may, Mary; how could he, in good conscience, expect me to accept him? Him, the destroyer of all of dear JaneÅ‚s hopes!"
Jane was in tears again. “Elizabethplease. If you truly liked him"
“I do not
especially after his cruel treatment of Mr. Wickham! You should have heard him
he almost boasted of it!"
Mary frowned. “As I have said before, I do not have the high opinion of that man that you do, sister. From what Miss de Bough tells me"
“Oh, Marythey are all alike! Do you truly expect Miss de Bourgh to go against her family?"
Mary grew very still. In a cold voice she said, “I trust my friend, Elizabeth; and I would ask you not to speak of her in such a manner."
Elizabeth saw how pale Mary had become, and was ashamed. “I am sorry, Mary. I had no right to talk ill of Miss de Bourgh. Please forgive me."
Mary nodded. “Thank you. If you knew how much she liked you, you would never say such a thing." Elizabeth blushed. “And I will tell you that I am quite vexed with Mr. DarcyÅ‚s interference with Mr. Bingley."
Jane said nothing. A few minutes later she excused herself to bed. The other ladies soon followed.
Two Letters
Jane and Elizabeth walked the groves of Rosings early the next morning, discussing Mr. DarcyÅ‚s shocking proposal. Elizabeth was rather annoyed by her sisterÅ‚s view of the subject. “Poor Mr. Darcy! Elizabeth, I cannot blame you for refusing him; I know how much you dislike the man. But to have loved you for so long
since Meryton! He must have been bitterly disappointed in your refusal."
“Jane! Have you forgotten what he has done to you? How he has influenced Mr. Bingley? I will certainly never forgive him for it!"
“NoI have not forgotten." They walked on in silence for a while. “Elizabeth, I have been thinking about that"
Before she could say more the tall, proud gentleman appeared before them. “Miss Bennet; Miss Elizabeth; I have been walking the grove some time in the hope of meeting you." He pulled two letters from his pocket. “Would you ladies do me the honor of reading these letters?"
Elizabeth was too shocked to speak as she took her letter, but Jane could speak to Darcy with composure. “To what do these letters portend, Mr. Darcy?"
Darcy colored. “Iam a poor orator, Miss Bennet. They are an explanation of my actions and, in your case, several heartfelt apologies. I must to town to set right what I have done. Please excuse me."
Elizabeth finally got a good look at DarcyÅ‚s face. “You are injured, Mr. Darcy! What has befallen you?"
Darcy touched his blackened eye. “Nothing I did not deserve. Goodbye." He turned to walk towards Rosings when he was interrupted by JaneÅ‚s voice:
“Mr. Darcy, I cannot accept any letter from you." She allowed the unopened message to fall to the ground. “If you have anything you wish to tell me, I am at my leisure."
Darcy was discombobulated. “Miss Bennet, II"
“Jane!" hissed her sister, but the lady was unmoved. Elizabeth then looked up at the gentleman. Never had she seen him so uncomfortable. Some dark part of her heart cheered at the sight.
Darcy began pacing back and forth before the ladies, involved in some inner struggle. A decision made, he turned to the Bennet women. “Does Miss Bennet know of ourinterview last evening?" he asked Elizabeth. Confirmed in his expectation, he said, “I will tell you all, but I must ask that you permit me to speak at length, without interruption. After I have said my piece I will answer what questions you may have. Is this agreeable to you?" The ladies answered in the affirmative, and after finding a fallen log upon which to sit on, they heard the following:
“Be not alarmed, Miss Elizabeth, by the apprehension of any repetition of those sentiments, or renewal of those offers, which were last night soso disgusting to you. Those wishes cannot be too soon forgotten; and the effort which the formation and the perusal of those letters must occasion should have been spared, had not my character required them to be written and read. You ladies must, therefore, pardon the freedom with which I demand your attention; your feelings, I know, will bestow it unwillingly, but I demand it of your justice.
“Three offences of a very different nature were laid to my charge. The first mentioned was, that, regardless of the sentiments of either, I had detached Mr. Bingley from you, Miss Bennet. The second was with malice beforehand that I dispatched Colonel Fitzwilliam to inform you of my success.
“I cannot deny the justice of the former; indeed until recently I congratulated myself on being of use to my friend. It is only within the last eight and forty hours I have learned that the foundations of my actions were false. My letter to you was an explanation of my actions.
“However, I absolutely deny that I sent my cousin on such a mission. Enclosed within your letter, Miss Bennet, is his written apology for the pain and mortification he has undoubtedly caused you."
“But then why would he do such a thing?" cried Elizabeth.
“A mistake on his part; nothing more. He did not know of Miss BennetÅ‚s involvement in the affair."
“Come, come
this is not good enough!"
Darcy closed his eyes and then said in a low voice, “He thought of impressing you, Miss Elizabeth, with examples of my Ä™goodnessÅ‚. Apparently, he was matchmaking."
Elizabeth could only stare stupefied.
“Yes
a poor choice of tales, wasnłt it? I havediscussed this with him. He has seen the error of his ways."
“Thus your eye, Mr. Darcy?" asked Jane.
“Just so. Please allow me to tell you of Charles Bingley.
“Bingley has been my particular friend since my days in school; we attended Cambridge together. His fortune came from his fatherÅ‚s business in trade; but he was to live like a gentleman. I have few friends, but those I do have are like family to me. We are not related, but to all intents and purposes, Bingley is my brother. He asked me to accompany him to the estate in Hertfordshire he was looking to acquire"
“Netherfield," Elizabeth could not help blurting out.
“Just so. I had not been long in Hertfordshire, before I saw, in common with others, that Bingley preferred your company, Miss Bennet, to any other young woman in the country. But it was not till the evening of the dance at Netherfield that I had any apprehension of his feeling a serious attachment. You must understand, I had often seen him in love before. At that ball, while I had the honor of dancing with your sister," he nodded to Elizabeth, who was mortified to realize that she blushed at his attention, “I was first made acquainted, by Sir William Lucas's accidental information, that Bingley's attentions had given rise to a general expectation of a marriage. He spoke of it as a certain event, of which the time alone could be undecided. From that moment I observed my friend's behavior attentively; and I could then perceive that his partiality was beyond what I had ever witnessed in him.
“You I also watched. Here I must give you pain
forgive me. Miss Bennet, I found your looks and manners open, cheerful, and engaging; but I could not see any symptom of peculiar regard. I remained convinced from the evening's scrutiny that though you received his attentions with pleasure, you did not invite them by any participation of sentiment."
His face was filled with deep pain. “I am now of the opinion that your true feelings were quite the opposite. If it be so, if I have been misled by such an error to inflict pain on you, your resentment has not been unreasonable.
“But I shall not scruple to assert that the serenity of your countenance and air was such as might have given the most acute observer a conviction that, however amiable your temper, your heart was not likely to be easily touched. I did not believe you to be indifferent because I wished it; I believed it on impartial conviction."
“And this was the only reason, sir?" Elizabeth cried, once again breaking her agreement, ignoring JaneÅ‚s unspoken request to remain silent. “I assure you that my sisterÅ‚s affections were quite attached to Mr. Bingley! Are you saying that having one uncle a country lawyer and another in trade had nothing to do with your interference?"
“I could have set that aside, as I did for myself!" he shot back with some passion.
Elizabeth colored as she remembered.
He continued. “I must admit that my objections to the marriage were not merely those which I have related before. The situation of your mother's family, though objectionable, was nothing in comparison of that total want of propriety so frequently, so almost uniformly, betrayed by your mother, by your two younger sisters, and occasionally even by your father."
“My father!" cried Elizabeth.
“Pardon me. It pains me to offend you. Let it give you consolation to consider that no one can condemn the manner by which you conduct yourself, Miss Elizabeth. It is all that a lady of the highest order should strive for, and your sisters Miss Bennet and Mrs. Collins joins you in this estimation of mine." The two ladies could not speak for the world as their faces turned the brightest red.
Turning back to Jane, Darcy said, “I will only say further that, from what passed that evening, my opinion was confirmed, and every inducement heightened, which could have led me before to preserve my friend from what I esteemed a most unhappy connection for both parties. Bingley left Netherfield for London, on the day following, as you, I am certain, remember, with the design of soon returning.
“The part which I acted is now to be explained. His sisters' uneasiness had been equally excited with my own; our coincidence of feeling was soon discovered; and, alike sensible that no time was to be lost in detaching their brother, we shortly resolved on joining him directly in London. We accordingly went and there readily engaged in the office of pointing out to my friend the certain evils of such a choice. I hesitated not in giving him the assurance of your indifference."
Darcy struggled at this point. “He had before believed you to return his affection with sincere, if not with equal, regard. But Bingley has great natural modesty, with a stronger dependence on my judgment than on his own. To convince him, therefore, that he had deceived himself was no very difficult point. To persuade him against returning into Hertfordshire, when that conviction had been given, was scarcely the work of a moment. I cannot blame myself for having done thus much, except that it was done on faulty intelligence.
“That I have wounded your feelings in certain; please know it was unknowingly done; and though the motives which governed me may to you very naturally appear insufficient, I have not yet learnt to condemn them. He is my friend; indeed I could not do less for him.
“Now I must ask you to confirm what I have recently learned. Miss Bennet, were your feelings attached to Mr. Bingley?"
Jane could only nod.
Darcy appeared anguished. “Then I have done a great injustice to you and to him! I must set right that which I have damaged. I will go to London to confess my superior knowledge of your feelings to my friend. I do not doubt the reception I will receive
a break is not inconceivable
but as unpleasant as it is likely to be, I shall not waver from my purpose. However, I offer no other hopes other than my confession. The rest must lie to the gentleman."
Jane would not lift her eyes to the man. “You truly believed I was indifferent to Mr. Bingley?"
“I did, yes."
“I forgive you."
“Jane?" Elizabeth was all astonishment.
DarcyÅ‚s voice was choked with emotion. “You are too kind. Miss Bennet; I deserve no such consideration!"
“In any case you have my forgiveness."
“Thank you, madam, but it will be no little time before I can forgive myself! I shall do right by you, I swear; I shall speak to Bingley in London as soon as may be done."
In a strange voice Jane said, “You must do as you must." Before Elizabeth could react to her sisterÅ‚s statement, Darcy began talking to her.
“The third offence laid at my door was that I had, in defiance of various claims, in defiance of honor and humanity, ruined the immediate prosperity and blasted the prospects of Mr. Wickham. Willfully and wantonly to have thrown off the companion of my youth, the acknowledged favorite of my father, a young man who had scarcely any other dependence than on our patronage, and who had been brought up to expect its exertion, would be a depravity to which the separation of two young persons, whose affection could be the growth of only a few weeks, could bear no comparison.
“I can only refute it by laying before you the whole of his connection with my family. Of what he has particularly accused me, I am ignorant; but of the truth of what I shall relate, I can summon more than one witness of undoubted veracity.
“Mr. Wickham is the son of a very respectable man, who had for many years the management of all the Pemberley estates; and was godson to my father, who supported him at school, and afterwards at Cambridge. My father was not only fond of this young man's society, whose manners were always engaging; he had also the highest opinion of him, and hoping the church would be his profession, intended to provide for him in it.
“As for myself, it is many, many years since I first began to think of him in a very different manner. The vicious propensities
the want of principle, which he was careful to guard from the knowledge of his best friend, could not escape the observation of a young man of nearly the same age with himself, and who had opportunities of seeing him in unguarded moments, which Mr. Darcy could not have.
“My excellent father died about five years ago; and his attachment to Mr. Wickham was to the last so steady, that in his will he particularly recommended it to me to promote his advancement in the best manner that his profession might allow, and, if he took orders, desired that a valuable family living might be his as soon as it became vacant. There was also a legacy of one thousand pounds. His own father did not long survive mine, and within half a year from these events Mr. Wickham wrote to inform me that, having finally resolved against taking orders, he hoped I should not think it unreasonable for him to expect some more immediate pecuniary advantage, in lieu of the preferment by which he could not be benefited. He had some intention, he added, of studying the law, and I must be aware that the interest of one thousand pounds would be a very insufficient support therein. I rather wished than believed him to be sincere. I knew that Mr. Wickham ought not to be a clergyman. The business was therefore soon settled, and he accepted three thousand pounds. All connection between us seemed now dissolved."
Three thousand pounds! Can it be believed? thought Elizabeth.
“For about three years I heard little of him; but on the decease of the incumbent of the living which had been designed for him, he applied to me again by letter for the presentation. His circumstances, he assured me, and I had no difficulty in believing it, were exceedingly bad. He had found the law a most unprofitable study, and now wished for the living that had been proposed for him. You will hardly blame me for refusing to comply with this entreaty, or for resisting every repetition of it. His resentment was in proportion to the distress of his circumstances
and he was doubtless as violent in his abuse of me to others, as in his reproaches to myself.
“After this period, every appearance of acquaintance was dropped. How he lived I know not." Darcy paused and looked closely at his audience. “But last summer he was again most painfully obtruded on my notice. I must now mention a circumstance which I would wish to forget myself. Having said thus much, I feel no doubt of your secrecy.
“My sister, who is more than ten years my junior, was left to the guardianship Colonel Fitzwilliam and myself. About a year ago, she was taken from school, and an establishment formed for her in London; and last summer she went with the lady who presided over it, Mrs. Younge, in whose character we were most unhappily deceived, to Ramsgate; and thither also went Mr. Wickham. He, with the assistance of Mrs. Younge, recommended himself to GeorgianaÅ‚s affectionate heart and she was persuaded to believe herself in love, and to consent to an elopement. She was then but fifteen."
There was a pair of gasps.
“Fortunately, I joined them unexpectedly a day or two before the intended elopement; and then Georgiana, unable to support the idea of grieving and offending a brother whom she almost looked up to as a father, acknowledged the whole to me. You may imagine what I felt and how I acted. Mr. Wickham left the place immediately, and Mrs. Younge was of course removed from her charge. Mr. Wickham's chief object was unquestionably my sister's fortune of thirty thousand pounds; but I cannot help supposing that the hope of revenging himself on me was a strong inducement. His revenge would have been complete indeed.
“This, ladies, is a faithful narrative of every event in which Mr. Wickham and I have been concerned together. For the truth of every thing here related, I can appeal more particularly to the testimony of Colonel Fitzwilliam, who is acquainted with every particular of these transactions."
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Jane looked at Elizabeth, who looked too overcome to speak. “Mr. Darcy, I thank you for this information. I understand how painful it was to relay, and speaking for my sister, we are honored by your candor and trust. We, of course, shall keep what you have shared with us confidential
your sister shall have no fear of exposure from us."
Darcy bowed, but his eyes remained on Elizabeth. “I expected no less from you; thank you."
Suddenly Elizabeth burred out, “But your sister
how horrible! Tell us not that she still suffers; she is quite recovered, is she not?"
Darcy grimaced. “She is well in body but not, I fear, in spirit. She is not as happy as she once was. I would give all I have to have her back as she was."
Elizabeth turned away so that he could not see the tears in her eyes. Jane misunderstood her sisterÅ‚s demeanor, thinking her distressed by being in such close contact with the man she had rejected. “Mr. Darcy, you have said much; much that we have to consider. Would you care for these letters back?"
“No
I wrote them for you. Do with them what you wish." Darcy knew he was being dismissed. He did not know what he was to expect when he began his confession. Miss Jane BennetÅ‚s quick forgiveness was surprising. He did not know what was in the other ladyÅ‚s mind. Her concern for Georgiana told him that she at least believed him about Wickham; other than that he had no idea. He hesitated, for he feared that he would never see her again. Finally, with one last earnest glance at Elizabeth, he took his leave with, “I thank you for your time, ladies. I will only add, God bless you both." With that he turned and returned to Rosings.
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The sisters sat in stunned silence. Then, as one, they opened their letters and read. After the ladies finished their own letters by unspoken agreement they exchanged messages.
If Elizabeth, when Mr. Darcy came upon them, did not expect a renewal of his offers, she had formed no expectation at all of the contents of the letters. But such as they were, it may be well supposed how eagerly she heard what he had to say, and what a contrariety of emotion they excited. Her feelings as she listened were scarcely to be defined. With amazement did she first understand that he believed any apology to be in his power; and steadfastly was she persuaded that he could have no explanation to give, which a just sense of shame would not conceal. With a strong prejudice against every thing he might say, she heard his account of what had happened at Netherfield. His belief of her sister's insensibility, she instantly resolved to be false, and his account of the real, the worst objections to the match, made her too angry to have any wish of doing him justice. He nothing expressed for what he had done which satisfied her (though it apparently was enough for Jane); his style was not penitent, but haughty. It was all pride and insolence!
How Jane could so quickly forgive him was a mystery to Lizzy.
But when this subject was succeeded by his account of Mr. Wickham, when she re-read, with somewhat clearer attention, a relation of events, which, if true, must overthrow every cherished opinion of his worth, and which bore so alarming an affinity to his own history of himself, her feelings were yet more acutely painful and more difficult of definition. Astonishment, apprehension, and even horror, oppressed her. She wished to discredit it entirely, repeatedly thinking, “This must be false! This cannot be! This must be the grossest falsehood!"
and when she had gone through the whole letter, though scarcely knowing any thing of the last page or two, put it hastily away, protesting that she would not regard it, that she would never look in it again.
“Lizzy," said her sister, “I wish to return to the Parsonage. Shall you come?"
“I beg leave to stay in the woods, Jane. My mind is all bewilderment. A walk is what I need."
“Very well; I understand. Do not be too long."
She assured Jane that she would not tarry; and she was alone within a short time. She walked the woods and glens of Rosings. In a perturbed state of mind, with thoughts that could rest on nothing, she walked on; but it would not do; in half a minute the letter was unfolded again, and collecting herself as well as she could, she again began the mortifying perusal of all that related to Wickham, and commanded herself so far as to examine the meaning of every sentence.
The account of his connection with the Pemberley family was exactly what he had related himself; and the kindness of the late Mr. Darcy, though she had not before known its extent, agreed equally well with his own words. So far each recital confirmed the other; but when she came to the will, the difference was great. What Wickham had said of the living was fresh in her memory, and as she recalled his very words, it was impossible not to feel that there was gross duplicity on one side or the other; and, for a few moments, she flattered herself that her wishes did not err.
But when she read, and re-read with the closest attention, the particulars immediately following of Wickham's resigning all pretensions to the living, of his receiving, in lieu, so considerable a sum as three thousand pounds, again was she forced to hesitate. She put down the letter, weighed every circumstance with what she meant to be impartiality
deliberated on the probability of each statement
but with little success. On both sides it was only assertion. Again she read on. But every line proved more clearly that the affair, which she had believed it impossible that any contrivance could so represent as to render Mr. Darcy's conduct in it less than infamous, was capable of a turn which must make him entirely blameless throughout the whole.
The extravagance and general profligacy which he scrupled not to lay to Mr. Wickham's charge, exceedingly shocked her; the more so, as she could bring no proof of its injustice. She had never heard of him before his entrance into the ----shire Militia, in which he had engaged at the persuasion of the young man, who, on meeting him accidentally in town, had there renewed a slight acquaintance. Of his former way of life, nothing had been known in Hertfordshire but what he told himself. As to his real character, had information been in her power, she had never felt a wish of enquiring. His countenance, voice, and manner had established him at once in the possession of every virtue. She tried to recollect some instance of goodness, some distinguished trait of integrity or benevolence, that might rescue him from the attacks of Mr. Darcy; or at least, by the predominance of virtue, atone for those casual errors, under which she would endeavor to class what Mr. Darcy had described as the idleness and vice of many years continuance. But no such recollection befriended her. She could see him instantly before her, in every charm of air and address; but she could remember no more substantial good than the general approbation of the neighborhood, and the regard which his social powers had gained him in the mess.
After pausing on this point a considerable while, she once more continued to read. But, alas! the story which followed, of his designs on Miss Darcy, received some confirmation from what Colonel Fitzwilliam had said only the morning before; and at last she was referred for the truth of every particular to Colonel Fitzwilliam himself
from whom she had previously received the information of his near concern in all his cousin's affairs, and whose character she had no reason to question. His written apology to Jane was heartfelt. At one time Lizzy had almost resolved on applying to him, but the idea was checked by the awkwardness of the application, and by the fact he was attempting to forward his cousin as a possible companion of her future life! At length her impulse was wholly banished by the conviction that Mr. Darcy would never have hazarded such a proposal if he had not been well assured of his cousin's corroboration.
She perfectly remembered everything that had passed in conversation between Wickham and herself in their first evening at Mr. Philips's. Many of his expressions were still fresh in her memory. She was now struck with the impropriety of such communications to a stranger, and wondered how it had escaped her before. She saw the indelicacy of putting himself forward as he had done, and the inconsistency of his professions with his conduct. She remembered that he had boasted of having no fear of seeing Mr. Darcy
that Mr. Darcy might leave the country, but that he should stand his ground; yet he had avoided the Netherfield ball the very next week. She remembered also, that till the Netherfield family had quitted the country, he had told his story to no one but herself; but that after their removal, it had been every where discussed; that he had then no reserves, no scruples in sinking Mr. Darcy's character, though he had assured her that respect for the father would always prevent his exposing the son.
How differently did every thing now appear in which he was concerned! His attentions to Miss King were now the consequence of views solely and hatefully mercenary. The mediocrity of her fortune proved no longer the moderation of his wishes, but his eagerness to grasp at anything. His behavior to herself could now have had no tolerable motive; he had either been deceived with regard to her fortune, or had been gratifying his vanity by encouraging the preference which she believed she had most incautiously shown.
Every lingering struggle in his favor grew fainter and fainter; and in farther justification of Mr. Darcy, she could not but allow that Mr. Bingley, when questioned by Jane, had long ago asserted his blamelessness in the affair; that, proud and repulsive as were his manners, she had never, in the whole course of their acquaintance
an acquaintance which had latterly brought them much together, and given her a sort of intimacy with his ways
seen any thing that betrayed him to be unprincipled or unjust
any thing that spoke him of irreligious or immoral habits. That among his own connections he was esteemed and valued
that even Wickham had allowed him merit as a brother, and that she had often heard him speak so affectionately of his sister as to prove him capable of some amiable feeling. That had his actions been what Wickham represented them, so gross a violation of every thing right could hardly have been concealed from the world; and that friendship between a person capable of it, and such an amiable man as Mr. Bingley, was incomprehensible.
She grew absolutely ashamed of herself. Of neither Darcy nor Wickham could she think, without feeling that she had been blind, partial, prejudiced, absurd.
How despicably have I acted! I, who have prided myself on my discernment! I, who have valued myself on my abilities! Who have often disdained the generous candor of my sister, and gratified my vanity, in useless or blamable distrust. How humiliating is this discovery! Yet, how just a humiliation! Had I been in love, I could not have been more wretchedly blind.
But vanity, not love, has been my folly. Pleased with the preference of one, and offended by the neglect of the other, on the very beginning of our acquaintance, I have courted prepossession and ignorance, and driven reason away, where either were concerned.
Till this moment, I never knew myself.
From herself to Jane
from Jane to Bingley, her thoughts were in a line which soon brought to her recollection that Mr. Darcy's explanation there had appeared very insufficient; and she read Janełs letter again. Widely different was the effect of a second perusal.
How could she deny that credit to his assertions, in one instance, which she had been obliged to give in the other? He declared himself to have been totally unsuspicious of her sister's attachment; and she could not help remembering what Charlotte Lusasł opinion had always been:
“If a woman conceals her affection with the same skill from the object of it, she may lose the opportunity of fixing him; and it will then be but poor consolation to believe the world equally in the dark. There is so much of gratitude or vanity in almost every attachment, that it is not safe to leave any to itself. We can all begin freely
a slight preference is natural enough; but there are very few of us who have heart enough to be really in love without encouragement. In nine cases out of ten, a woman had better show more affection than she feels. Bingley likes your sister undoubtedly; but he may never do more than like her, if she does not help him on."
Neither could she deny the justice of his description of Jane. She felt that Jane's feelings, though fervent, were little displayed, and that there was a constant complacency in her air and manner not often united with great sensibility. Apparently Jane recognized herself
that must have been the reason she forgave Mr. Darcy so readily.
When she came to that part of the letters in which her family was mentioned, in terms of such mortifying yet merited reproach, her sense of shame was severe. The justice of the charge struck her too forcibly for denial, and the circumstances to which he particularly alluded, as having passed at the Netherfield ball, and as confirming all his first disapprobation, could not have made a stronger impression on his mind than on hers. The compliment to herself and her sisters was not unfelt. It soothed, but it could not console her for the contempt which had been thus self-attracted by the rest of her family; and as she considered that Jane's disappointment had in fact been the work of her nearest relations, and reflected how materially the credit of both must be hurt by such impropriety of conduct, she felt depressed beyond any thing she had ever known before.
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After wandering along the lane for two hours, giving way to every variety of thought; re-considering events, determining probabilities, and reconciling herself, as well as she could, to a change so sudden and so important, fatigue, and a recollection of her long absence made her at length return home.
Elizabeth entered the house with the wish of appearing cheerful as usual, and the resolution of repressing such reflections as must make her unfit for conversation. She was immediately told that the two gentlemen from Rosings had each called during her absence; Mr. Darcy, only for a few minutes to take leave, but that Colonel Fitzwilliam had been sitting with them at least an hour, hoping for her return, and almost resolving to walk after her till she could be found.
“They asked about Jane, of course," Mary said, “but she remained upstairs, indisposed. Both gentlemen seemed quite concerned."
“Even Mr. Darcy?"
“Yes
even so." Mary gave her sister a most pitying look.
“Youyou did not berate them, I hope."
“It was not necessary."
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The two men rode in the carriage in silence.
Finally: “How is your jaw?"
“About the same as your eye, I should think."
A pause. “I am sorry, Fitz."
“I am too. Me and my big mouth. How was I to know that Miss Bennet was BingleyÅ‚s Ä™undesirableÅ‚?"
“What possessed you to say such a thing?"
“Believe it or not, Darce, I was trying to help you!"
“Help me? By this?"
“I thought by showing what a caring, conscientious friend you are to Bingley, it would ease your way with Miss Elizabeth. YouÅ‚ve been rather obvious, Darce. Anne and I discussed it."
“Oh, wonderful. Who else knows my business?"
“Aunt Catherine is oblivious."
“At least that is something."
“Darce, why in the world did you warn Bingley off Miss Bennet? SheÅ‚s an angel!"
“Because I am an idiot!"
“Too right, there." A pause. “So what do you do now?"
“I must repair the damage I have caused." And learn to live without Elizabeth Bennet.
A pause. “Need any help?"
“If I do, I know where to turn. Thank you, Fitz."
“DonÅ‚t mention it, idiot."
Return to Longbourn
Mary and Elizabeth were playing in Mrs. ParksÅ‚ room when Anne de Bourgh entered. “Mary, (cough) might I speak with Miss Elizabeth for a few moments?"
Mary gave her sister a knowing look. “I shall take a stroll about the rose garden, shall I?"
“I will join you there soon, Mary." Mrs. Collins stepped out the room, leaving the two women alone. Elizabeth was at the pianoforte, looking uncomfortable. Anne saw her discomfort but began directly.
“Miss Elizabeth, I am to understand that you have refused my cousin. (sniff) May I ask why?"
Elizabeth was beyond shocked. “Miss de Bourgh," she was able to utter after a few moments, “I do not know where you could have heard such a thing."
“From a very reliable source." Richard told her of the event as soon as he was able, after seeking aid for his injured jaw. “It is within your rights not to confirm this information, but I had hoped that our friendship would have given us some level of intimacy (cough)."
Elizabeth would not look at the girl. “You may rest assured that I am not engaged to Mr. Darcy."
Anne frowned. “That is unfortunate; I thought you well suited for one another." At ElizabethÅ‚s astonishment, she continued, “You must not put too much book into my motherÅ‚s schemes. Darcy is very dear to me, (sniff) as my friend and cousin. While Lady Catherine may wish for a union between Rosings and Pemberley, neither Darcy nor I want a closer relationship. (cough) We are too similar for us to achieve the happiness we desire in marriage with each other. Taciturn, shy and serious, we need partners that will lighten our moods, not sober it. I am only interested in his happiness." And mine; if I can get Darcy married, Mother may look elsewhere for a union. And where better than Matlock? “I know you admired him to some extent. Why have you refused him?"
“Miss de Bourgh, that must remain between Mr. Darcy and myself."
“Headstrong, obstinate girl! Can you not see that I am trying to help you? (cough, cough, cough) You have surely discussed this with your sisters! Will you not confide in someone who can tell you of DarcyÅ‚s character? Are you so in love with your opinions that you cannot have them challenged? (cough)" Miss de Bourgh was furious. “Perhaps it is for the best; perhaps you are not good enough for him!" She turned to walk out the door.
Elizabeth shot back, “So you think him perfect, do you?"
The lady stopped and then slowly turned back with a smile on her face. “So he insulted you, did he? I should have known. (sniff) How did he do it?" Elizabeth looked down into her hands. Miss de Bourgh joined her on the bench. “Come, my friend, tell me what the lovable fool did."
Sighing, Elizabeth told her of DarcyÅ‚s interference with Jane and Bingley. Her reaction was volatile. “Oh, Darcy, you fool! Shall you never learn that you cannot fix everything? (cough)" She gave Elizabeth a sad smile. “Miss Bennet, my unfortunate cousin is unswerving in his devotion to his family and friends. There is nothing he would not do to protect them, even from themselves. If one is among those he loves, he will be their Champion forever. Unfortunately, he is also aware of his excellent brain and abilities. He is constantly trying to make better what needs repair, whither the recipient wants his aid or not. (sniff) Richard and I have warned him of his tendency to involve himself in matters that are better left alone, and he means well, but" she shrugged. “Perhaps he has finally learned his lesson. Did he not say he would correct his mistake?"
Elizabeth nodded. She was amazed at Miss de Boughłs kindness and support.
“Then you can be as sure of his actions as you are that the sun will rise tomorrow. I hope that gives your sister some relief. (sniff) Surely, that is not all."
She then told her of WickhamÅ‚s allegations. “I know them now to be untrue, and I am heartily sorry for taking his side. You had warned Mary; I should have believed her."
Miss de Bourgh looked at her strangely. “How much did Darcy tell you?" She explained that he had told her of WickhamÅ‚s history with the family, leaving out Miss Darcy. “Is that all?"
“No; but I must decline saying further."
Miss de Bourgh gasped. “He told you about Ramsgate? (cough)"
“You know about that?"
“Yes." Richard had told her. “But you must say nothing about this to mother! (cough, cough) She has always questioned DarcyÅ‚s raising of Georgiana; should she become aware of this she would stop at nothing to take her away. (sniff)" She shook her head. “He must trust you, indeed! How could he make such a mess if it?"
Elizabeth looked down. “He was not kind in speaking about my family."
Miss de Bourgh took her hand with a pitting look. “I cam image what he said. Poor, poor fool. He was trying to impress you with his struggles; with what he was giving up, I suppose. I can just hear him. (sniff) Oh, Darcy, you are your own worse enemy."
Elizabeth had to admit, “Not everything he said was untrue; though it was uttered with little grace."
“Mary has told me of your family; of your mother and sisters. I cannot judge, with a mother such as mine. (cough)" She paused. “How long had you known of DarcyÅ‚s actions with regards with your sister?"
“Only a few hours
Colonel Fitzwilliam mentioned it in passing while we were walking the grounds."
Anne spurted. “What? (cough, cough) In passing? Waswas Miss Bennet in attendance?"
Elizabeth nodded.
Good Lord! “He said that in front of Jane? Why on earth for? (cough)"
“He believed it was a story worth repeating. He thought it reflected well on Mr. Darcy."
Anne paled. This was RichardÅ‚s idea of praising Darcy? “Oh! I will wring his blasted, beautiful neck when next we meet! (cough, cough)"
“Miss de Bourgh?"
Anne took ElizabethÅ‚s hands in hers. “I am afraid that this is (sniff) partially my fault, Miss Elizabeth."
“Yours?"
“I asked the colonel to(sniff)we wanted to impress youoh, this is mortifying!" She looked away in humiliation.
Elizabeth looked upon the heiress in wonder. “You have been trying to match me with Mr. Darcy?"
“II am afraid so. (cough) But I knew nothing of DarcyÅ‚s advice to Mr. Bingley! I am sorry, Miss Elizabeth. (cough)"
Elizabeth looked upon Miss de Bourgh. Her sorrow and embarrassment was obvious. She remembered JaneÅ‚s kindness and said, “Thank you. I am sure you meant well."
“We thought you two well suited
we meant everything good, I assure you." She looked up. “Darcy did say he would explain everything to Bingley. Everything will soon be right. Miss Elizabeth, Darcy is his own man. If he decided to ask for you, you can be sure that he valued you above all else. Will you not give him another chance?"
“My abuses of him must preclude any renewal of his addresses." Do I want him to ask again? I shouldnÅ‚t; my feelings are not what they ought; and yet, why do I feel so unsettled?
“I am sure he deserved it. (cough) What a muddle. Oh, what fools we mortals be!"
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“I assure you, I feel it exceedingly,'' said Lady Catherine; “I believe nobody feels the loss of friends so much as I do. But I am particularly attached to these young men; and know them to be so much attached to me! They were excessively sorry to go! But so they always are. The dear colonel rallied his spirits tolerably till just at last; but Darcy seemed to feel it most acutely, more I think than last year. His attachment to Rosings, certainly increases.'' She leered in AnneÅ‚s general direction, which caused distress in four ladiesÅ‚ hearts.
“However, I must see to the doorknobs. Darcy had the most unfortunate accident."
“Is that so, Lady Catherine?" asked Mary.
“Indeed! He came down to breakfast the day he and the Colonel departed with the most shocking damage to his eye! He said he had slipped and struck his face against the knob of his bedroom door on his way to the floor. Most singular! I must replace the knobs at once!"
“Of course, Lady Catherine!" cried her parson. “A person of your standing cannot have inferior hardware polluting the shades of Rosings!"
“Ummmy dear Lady Catherine" said Mary, “Might it be more economical to see to the rug beside his door? Surely that was the cause of his mishap."
“Perhaps, perhapsthe rug shall certainly be looked to. But I cannot have decorations that injure my guests! The knobs shall certainly be replaced!" Her tone signaled that the discussion was over.
Lady Catherine observed, after dinner, that the Miss Bennets seemed out of spirits; and immediately accounting for it herself, by supposing that they did not like to go home again so soon, she added, “But if that is the case, you must write to your mother to beg that you may stay a little longer. Mrs. Collins will be very glad of your company, I am sure.''
“I am much obliged to your ladyship for your kind invitation,'' replied Jane, “but it is not in our power to accept it. We must be home next Saturday.''
“Why, at that rate, you will have been here only six weeks. I expected you to stay two months. I told Mrs. Collins so before you came. There can be no occasion for your going so soon. Mrs. Bennet could certainly spare you both for another fortnight.''
Elizabeth spoke up. “But our father cannot. He wrote last week to hurry our return.''
“Oh! Your father of course may spare you, if your mother can. Daughters are never of so much consequence to a father," she dismissed her words with a wave of her fan. In a voice that declared she was giving the greatest of gifts, Lady Catherine proclaimed, “And if you will stay another month complete, it will be in my power to take one of you as far as London, for I am going there early in June, for a week; there will be very good room for one of you
and indeed, if the weather should happen to be cool, I should not object to taking you both, as you are neither of you large.''
Anne blushed at her motherÅ‚s ill breeding as Jane responded, “You are all kindness, Madam; but I believe we must abide by our original plan.''
Lady Catherine seemed resigned. “Mrs. Collins, you must send a servant with them. You know I always speak my mind, and I cannot bear the idea of two young women traveling post by themselves. It is highly improper. You must contrive to send somebody. I have the greatest dislike in the world to that sort of thing. Young women should always be properly guarded and attended, according to their situation in life. I am excessively attentive to all those things."
“My father is to send a servant for us.''
“Oh! He keeps a man, does he? I am very glad you have somebody who thinks of those things. Where shall you change horses? Bromley, of course. If you mention my name at the Bell, you will be attended to.''
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Reflection must be reserved for solitary hours; whenever Elizabeth was alone, she gave way to it as the greatest relief; and not a day went by without a solitary walk, in which she might indulge in all the delight of unpleasant recollections.
Mr. Darcy's letter, she was in a fair way of soon knowing by heart. She studied every sentence, and her feelings towards its writer were at times widely different. When she remembered the style of his address, she was still full of indignation; but when she considered how unjustly she had condemned and upbraided him, her anger was turned against herself; and his disappointed feelings became the object of compassion. His attachment excited gratitude, his general character respect; but she could not for a moment repent her refusal, no matter how Miss de Bourgh sang his praises.
In her own past behavior, there was a constant source of vexation and regret; and in the unhappy defects of her family a subject of yet heavier chagrin. They were hopeless of remedy. Her father, contented with laughing at them, would never exert himself to restrain the wild giddiness of his youngest daughters; and her mother, with manners so far from right herself, was entirely insensible of the evil. Elizabeth had frequently united with Jane in an endeavor to check the imprudence of Kitty and Lydia; but while they were supported by their mother's indulgence, what chance could there be of improvement? Kitty, weak-spirited, irritable, and completely under Lydia's guidance, had been always affronted by their advice; and Lydia, self-willed and careless, would scarcely give them a hearing. They were ignorant, idle, and vain. While there was an officer in Meryton, they would flirt with him; and while Meryton was within a walk of Longbourn, they would be going there forever.
Anxiety on Jane's behalf was another prevailing concern, and Mr. Darcy's explanation, by restoring Bingley to all her former good opinion, heightened the sense of what Jane had lost. His affection was proved to have been sincere, and his conduct cleared of all blame, unless any could attach to the implicitness of his confidence in his friend. How grievous then was the thought that, of a situation so desirable in every respect, so replete with advantage, so promising for happiness, Jane had been deprived, by the folly and indecorum of her own family!
When to these recollections was added the development of Wickham's character, it may be easily believed that the happy spirits which had seldom been depressed before, were now so much affected as to make it almost impossible for her to appear tolerably cheerful.
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The day for leaving was upon them, and to the ladiesÅ‚ surprise a representative from Rosings was in attendance to see them off. “Farewell, Miss Bennet; Miss Elizabeth, (sniff)" said Anne de Bourgh. “I hope to see you soon again at Rosings Park. (cough) I beg leave to write to you." The Bennet sisters assured the heiress that they would be happy to correspond with her.
Mr. Collins was beside himself. “Such an honor! I hope, my sisters, you appreciate what condensation that has been offered to you by the generous heart of the daughter of my most noble patroness, Lady Catherine de Bourgh!"
“I am sure that they do, Mr. Collins," said his wife. “Please see to the coachman; I believe he is in need of your supervision." With her husband so occupied, Mary was able to speak freely with her sisters. “Jane, Lizzy
thank you for coming. It is said that absence makes the heart grow fonder. If that is so, I fear that my heart will break for missing you! Please write to me as often as you can." She kissed them both, and none were without tears. “Courage, my loves
all will be right soon. Trust in the goodness of our Lord. Goodbye, goodbye!" The party waved as the coach rolled away.
The two sat in some silence as they considered the events of the last six weeks. Finally Elizabeth broke the quiet. “Jane, Mr. Darcy said he was to speak to Mr. Bingley. Surely he will be coming back to Netherfield. I am persuaded he will come to see you."
“Perhaps," said Jane quietly. “And you
what do you think of Mr. Darcy now, after your conversation with Miss de Bourgh?"
Elizabeth could not say, for she did not know. Instead, “What I think of Mr. Darcy is neither here nor there. Our interview must forever quash whatever tender feeling he may have held for my person. I am content. But I do not bear him any grudges, Jane, truely; I only hope his pain is of short duration, and that he may find his happiness." Yes; did he not say that his temper is unforgivable? That once his good opinion is lost it is gone forever? Elizabeth turned to her sister. “There is one point on which I want your advice before we reach home. I want to be told whether we ought, or ought not, to make our acquaintance in general understand Wickham's character.''
Janet paused a little and then replied, “Surely there can be no occasion for exposing him so dreadfully. What is your own opinion?''
“That it ought not to be attempted. Mr. Darcy has not authorized us to make his communication public. Miss de Bourgh seemed shocked that I knew; and begged me to keep it from her mother. On the contrary, every particular relative to his sister was meant to be kept as much as possible to ourselves; and if we endeavor to undeceive people as to the rest of his conduct, who will believe us? Wickham will soon be gone; and there is an end to it and him! At present I will say nothing about it.''
“You are quite right," Jane agreed. “To have his errors made public might ruin him forever. He is now perhaps sorry for what he has done, and anxious to reestablish a character. We must not make him desperate.''
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The usual chaos awaited them at home. Lydia and Kitty met the carriage at Bromley, waving out of the innłs window. They had brought money to buy luncheon, but had spent it all on bonnets and ribbons. Once packed into the carriage, the two longer girls squealed and argued the entire way home. The only news they brought was that Miss King was safe; her uncle in Liverpool had recalled her there, and Mr. Wickham was again free as a bird.
“I am sure that Wickham never cared three straws about her," claimed Lydia. “Who could about such a nasty little freckled thing?''
Hurrah for Miss King! thought Elizabeth.
Her joy was tempered by the fact that the Militia was removing to Brighton, and that Mr. Bennet had not seen fit to accompany them thence. “Lizzy, pray speak to Papa about letting us all go to Brighton! He is being so disagreeable about it! But he listens to you. We must go to Brighton!"
The thought of Wickahm being far away from Hertfordshire was agreeable to two occupants in the carriage. “Lydia, do not beg me to go to Father; for if I do I shall certainly advise him that we not go to Brighton."
The next five miles were very unpleasant.
The party eventually made it to the homestead with further incident. They were greeted emotionally by their mother (“Oh; you are both home again, yet unmarried! Oh my nerves!") and briefly by their father (“I am glad you are come back, Lizzy; and you, Jane. Very glad indeed.").
It was two days before they learned of a scheme by which Lydia would remove to Brighton with the Militia in the company of Colonel Forsterłs very young wife. Elizabeth decided to speak to her father.
She represented to him all the improprieties of Lydia's general behavior, the little advantage she could derive from the friendship of such a woman as Mrs. Forster, and the probability of her being yet more imprudent with such a companion at Brighton, where the temptations must be greater than at home.
He heard her attentively, and then said, “Lydia will never be easy till she has exposed herself in some public place or other, and we can never expect her to do it with so little expense or inconvenience to her family as under the present circumstances.''
“If you were aware,'' said Elizabeth, “of the very great disadvantage to us all, which must arise from the public notice of Lydia's unguarded and imprudent manner; nay, which has already arisen from it, I am sure you would judge differently in the affair.''
“Already arisen!'' repeated Mr. Bennet, chuckling. “What, has she frightened away some of your lovers? Such squeamish youths as cannot bear to be connected with a little absurdity are not worth a regret. Come, let me see the list of the pitiful fellows who have been kept aloof by Lydia's folly.''
Elizabeth blushed. “Indeed you are mistaken
I have no such injuries to resent. It is not of peculiar, but of general evils which I am now complaining. Our importance, our respectability in the world, must be affected by the wild volatility, the assurance and disdain of all restraint which mark Lydia's character. If you, my dear father, will not take the trouble of checking her exuberant spirits, and of teaching her that her present pursuits are not to be the business of her life, she will soon be beyond the reach of amendment. Her character will be fixed, and she will, at sixteen, be the most determined flirt that ever made herself and her family ridiculous! In this danger Kitty is also comprehended. She will follow wherever Lydia leads. Vain, ignorant, idle, and absolutely uncontrolled! Oh, my dear father, can you suppose it possible that they will not be censured and despised wherever they are known?''
Mr. Bennet saw that her whole heart was in the subject; and affectionately taking her hand, said in reply, “Do not make yourself uneasy, my love. Wherever you and Jane are known, you must be respected and valued; and you will not appear to less advantage for having a couple of
or I may say, three
very silly sisters."
Elizabeth flushed at her fatherłs cruel judgment of Mary. She was uncertain of the root of her improved opinion of her sister; she did not know if was because of her becoming Mrs. Collins or if it was a result of spending more time with her. Whatever the cause, Elizabeth now would never call Mrs. Collins silly.
Her father continued. “We shall have no peace at Longbourn if Lydia does not go to Brighton. Colonel Forster is a sensible man, and will keep her out of any real mischief; and she is luckily too poor to be an object of prey to anybody. The officers will find women better worth their notice, mark my words. Let us hope, therefore, that her being there may teach her of own insignificance. At any rate, she cannot grow many degrees worse without authorizing us to lock her up for the rest of her life!" He chuckled at his own jest.
With this answer Elizabeth was forced to be content, and she left him disappointed and sorry.
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It might well be imaged that with her quiet demeanor and sanguine disposition Jane Bennet was not a young lady who felt deeply. Of course, the reverse was the truth.
She was deeply shocked that Mr. Darcy had convinced Mr. Bingley of her supposed indifference; shocked enough to be angry as well as broken-hearted. Mr. Darcyłs unexpected letter and apology had done away with her anger for that gentleman, but the contents of her letter
and Elizabethłs, too
had affected Jane far more than anyone had ever guessed.
Mr. Darcyłs observations of her familyłs conduct had unearthed feelings Jane had not known she possessed. She saw the justice in his charges; her mother and younger sisters could be mortifying in the extreme. As she was not her fatherłs favorite, she readily accepted that his caustic wit could be found to be offensive to others, as it had been to herself countless times.
All her life, Jane submerged her occasional negative feelings for her familyłs actions, telling herself that love must be unconditional. With the cold light of day shining strongly on those emotions, she saw that she had been ill-served by this inclination. Hiding negative emotions led to camouflaging positive ones, too, when they grew too strong. No wonder an observant man like Mr. Darcy would so misconstrue her attachment to Mr. Bingley.
A resolution was made: no longer would Jane hide from her own feelings.
Thus liberated, she was able to consider her family in an unbiased light. What she saw gave her little comfort. Her fatherłs refusal to heed Lizzyłs warnings about Lydia and Brighton only proved his unsuitability as a parent. Someone had to be a responsible person; and since her mother was hopeless, that someone had to be the eldest child
herself.
Jane frowned as she recalled her relationship with Mary. They had never been close before Maryłs marriage to Mr. Collins. For all the love Jane had for her family, she had reserved her affection for Elizabeth. In Kent, as Jane got to know Mary better, she liked Mary better. There was a lesson there.
Kitty had long been under the spell of Lydia, and she was her motherłs daughter. Pretty, frivolous, silly, unfeeling for anyone but herself, Lydia was a dangerous example for someone as easily led as Kitty. Janełs experience with Mary showed that a little attention could go a long way. If neither her mother nor her father would be a parent to Kitty, Jane would take the girl in hand. It was her duty as the eldest.
Jane sat alone with her thoughts in the garden a fortnight after her return from Kent, as was her occupation of late, when approaching steps caught her attention. She was only slightly surprised at the sight of Mr. Bingley walking with purpose towards her. She rose as he greeted her with, “Miss Bennet! I am happy
very happy to find you unoccupied today."
Jane, true to her character, submerged her turbulent feelings; but remained fully aware of them. “I am happy to see you again. Mr. Bingley. It has been some time."
“Yes." The man was in a state of agitation. “Yes
we have not met since the ball at Netherfield on the 26th of November. It has been above five months, at least!"
“I believe you are correct." Jane was surprised he knew the exact date; a date she knew by heart. “Shall we go inside? My mother would be very pleased by your company."
“Of coursebut may I have a private moment with you first?" At JaneÅ‚s startled expression, he added, “I must explain my absence from Hertfordshire."
Jane nodded; she could not speak for the world.
“Miss Bennet, I must tell you that when I was last in Hertfordshire I found your company to be most enjoyable. Indeed, I may safely say that the weeks I spent here were the happiest days of my life. After the ball November last, my family and I removed to out town house in London, as we were to spend Christmas there. In London, people that are very close to me
people in whose judgment I have trusted in the past
came to me with their concerns for my happiness. I was led to believe that they had it on good authority that I was misinformed as to the depth of our acquaintance; that they were convinced of your indifference to me. This was distressing news, indeed! As I had no reason at the time to doubt the sincerity of their concerns, I gave their opinions far more weight than I ought. But do not think that my thoughts were of a resentful nature! Oh, no! I stayed away from Netherfield for your sake; so that I would no longer injure you with my attentions. Through my disappointment I believed I thought of nothing but you.
“It is only within the last few days that I have learned that I have been misinformed. You cannot know of my happiness to be made aware that my friends were mistaken; and you should know that I felt most severely for the mortification you must have endured. You believed that I had abandoned you, I am sure. How could you feel anything else? I am ashamed. I resolved to come to Longbourn as soon as may be done to offer to you this explanation and apology. Dear Miss Bingley
please forgive this trusting fool. I shall never fail you again."
Jane could not look at Mr. Bingley during this declaration. She fought with her doubts. How shall I deal with this? Oh, my nerves! At the end of his speech she forced herself to raise her head. The earnest, eager expression on Mr. Bingleyłs face settled everything in her mind. She began to speak:
“Mr. Bingley, I thank you for your apology. It is accepted. I am not unaware of the facts you have relayed. Mr. Darcy, whom I met in Kent, confessed his role in this matter." As Bingley started to speak, she held up her hand. “Do not fear on his part. He apologized for his actions; an apology I would be happy to accept if I felt that he had anything to apologize for. He was only looking out for the best interest of his particular friend, and acted with only your happiness in mind. In a like situation, I should not in any particulars act differently. He also promised to correct his mistake. You being here is evidence that he has kept his word. Mr. Darcy remains my friend."
Bingley smiled slightly. “I am glad to hear it."
“So, Mr. Bingley, I do forgive you. Was there anything else you wished to discuss, or shall we now go inside?"
Bingley started; JaneÅ‚s voice was colder than he had ever heard it before. He had to hear her warmth again. He pressed on. “Miss Bennet, I believe you misunderstand me. I am glad you bear Darcy no animosity, though I remain disappointed in him; at least for a little while. However, as he had already a blackened eye, I saw no reason to complete the pair." His jest fell on deaf ears. “I hope I have eased what hurt you have suffered and that we shall be as we were."
Jane could bear no more. “Sir, I must ask: what are your intentions?"
Bingley blinked. Could she not know? “Miss Bennet, you must know that my intentions are entirely honorable. Miss Bennetmy dear Miss Bennetpleaseplease allow me to ask that I may court you. Let me prove my regard for you. I know my heart now. Will you let me demonstrate my affection?"
Jane closed her eyes as Bingley took her hand. Her mind was in a whirl. She reached for the control she utilized when she was embarrassed by her motherłs thoughtlessness, her fatherłs neglect, her sistersł silliness and, occasionally, Lizzyłs impertinence.
“Mr. Bingley, you may call upon me if you wish
I have no objection to your company. But I beg that you do not speak to my father about an official courtship. I feel that I must tell you that I doubt that you will be successful in your suit."
Bingley was so flabbergasted he forgot himself. “Wwhat? Do you say he will refuse me?"
Jane flushed
she would have to be explicit. She looked off into nothingness. “Mr. Bingley, I enjoy your company." More than any other man of my acquaintance. “However, I require more than easy manners and an open countenance in the companion of my future life. That person must be a reliable and useful man, one that I and my progeny may rely upon. I do not wish for my security to be dependant upon the will and opinions of others." She closed her eyes; she would have to be brutal. “I will marry one man
not two."
Bingley could not believe his ears. “Youyou do not love me?"
Jane turned to him, tears running down her beautiful face. “I said nothing of love, Mr. Bingley butbut one cannot live on love!" With that, the lady leapt to her feet and ran into the house.
Bingley watched helplessly as Jane fled into the house. His mind could take in nothing except the despair that filled his breast. His Jane
his angel
had rejected him. He could do nothing but sadly mount his horse and ride slowly back to Netherfield, observed by no one except for a distraught Elizabeth Bennet from her bedroom window.
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Jane expected the knock on her door. “Come in, Lizzy."
Elizabeth peeked around the door. “Jane? Are you well?" She moved over to her sister and took her outstretched hand. “II could not help but see your interview with Mr. Bingley. I am so sorry."
Jane nodded. “I assumed you did. You seem to know everything that happens about Longbourn, sister."
Elizabeth flushed. “I assure you I was not spying on you, Jane!"
No
you were spying on Mr. Bingley. “I believe you, Lizzy. And I am glad you are here."
Elizabeth sat on the bed. “Do you wish to speak of it?"
Jane sighed as she looked away. “I suppose so. Mr. Bingley came to apologize and to ask to court me. I accepted the first and declined the second."
Elizabeth was intently confused. “Youforgave himyet rejected him?" Jane nodded. “Oh, Jane, why? Does not his actions speak of his attachment to you?"
Jane began to weep. “Yes, it does. I believe he loves me, Lizzy."
“I do not understand!"
“Lizzy
there is more to this than our feelings!" JaneÅ‚s color and emotions were higher than Elizabeth had ever seen before. “A marriage may be sweet words and caresses in the night. But it is also about providing for a roof over our heads and food on our table. Anda gentleman with an estate has many responsibilities, besides. Do not use our father as a guide, sister. You know what we do for him. If we did not help him with his correspondence, I fear to know what condition Longbourn would have fallen into."
Elizabeth blushed as she looked into her lap. It was painful to be reminded again of her fatherÅ‚s failings. “But Jane, you do not think Mr. Bingley is of the same temperament as Father."
“I do not know! All I know is that he does nothing without Mr. DarcyÅ‚s guidance!" At ElizabethÅ‚s look she added, “Please, I do not blame Mr. Darcy for this. I believe he means to be helpful to his friend. But he cannot
should not
do that forever. Mr. Bingley must know his own mind and be his own master." Her tears redoubled. “Or he is no husband for me!"
She fell into Elizabethłs lap, inconsolable. Her sister could do nothing except hold her, her own thoughts in disarray.
Trip to the Peaks
Charles Bingley sat in the study of Netherfield, holding a glass of whiskey, staring into the evening fire. He had eaten nothing since his return from Longbourn, and his only words to the staff was to be left alone. He had much to think on
the words thrown at him like daggers from Jane Bennet:
“I feel that I must tell you that I doubt that you will be successful in your suit."
“I require more than easy manners and an open countenance in the companion of my future life."
“I will marry one man
not two."
“Damn it!" he cried out loud. “This is DarcyÅ‚s fault!" The thrown glass shattered in the fireplace.
That was crystal
that was certainly brilliant, wasnłt it? Bingley shook his head at his own stupidity. You damn fool; this is not Darcyłs fault, anymore that that glass is Darcyłs fault. This is my fault
my damn cautiousness. Perhaps Father was right: I will never live up to what he wanted.
His mind flowed back to his demanding father. He pushed and prodded his children; they would never live like tradesmen. No; they would take their place in Society and Charles would be master of a great estate. The best schools, the best clothes, the best connections.
But how do you run an estate, Father? That was not part of his upbringing.
Louisa and Caroline succeeded in becoming the superficial people that were Mr. Bingley Seniorłs idea of landed people. Charles never seemed to meet his demanding expectations. Where his father was hard, Charles was soft. Where his father was suspicious, Charles was trusting. Where his father was sharp, Charles was generous.
Am I really such a failure, Father?
The only way he could earn his fatherłs grudging respect was to be right. To have the best grades. To make no mistakes. That was part of the reason he had made such a friend out of Fitzwilliam Darcy in school. Darcy was brilliant. He knew everything; and what he didnłt know, he knew where to find out. Until Jane, Darcy had never steered him wrong.
He had felt such amazement and resentment and finally elation at Darcyłs confession not two days ago. It was but a momentłs work to heartily forgive his friend before making arrangements to return to Netherfield. Minimal staff attended to him now; it was all he could arrange at short notice. He thought to open the rest of the house after his interview with Jane, assuming Darcy approved.
“I do not wish for my security to be dependant upon the will and opinions of others."
Bingley brooded as he stared into the dying fire. I have tried so hard not to make a mistake; and now that turns out to be the biggest mistake of my life. Jane is right; I have relied too much on others. It is time I was my own man. Yes, that is what I must do. God! How do I do that?
“Mr. Bingley, you may call upon me if you wish
I have no objection to your company."
Do I have a chance? Can I prove myself to her? Do I have a choice? Does she care?
“Mr. Bingley, I enjoy your company. However, I require more than easy manners and an open countenance in the companion of my future life. That person must be a reliable and useful man, one that I and my progeny may rely upon. I do not wish for my security to be dependant upon the will and opinions of others. I will marry one man
not two."
“Youyou do not love me?"
“I said nothing of love, Mr. Bingley butbut one cannot live on love!"
Bingley never felt so wretched in his whole life. I have no choice
I must learn how to live without Darcy. Because I cannot live without Jane.
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Elizabeth was now to see Mr. Wickham for the last time. On the very last day of the regiment's remaining in Meryton, he dined with others of the officers at Longbourn; and so little was Elizabeth disposed to part from him in good humor, that on his making some enquiry as to the manner in which her time had passed at Hunsford, she mentioned Colonel Fitzwilliam's and Mr. Darcy's having both spent three weeks at Rosings, and asked him if he were acquainted with the former.
He looked surprised, displeased, alarmed; but with a moment's recollection and a returning smile, replied that he had formerly seen him often; and after observing that he was a very gentlemanlike man, asked her how she had liked him. Her answer was warmly in his favor. With an air of indifference he soon afterwards added, “How long did you say that he was at Rosings?''
“Nearly three weeks.''
“And you saw him frequently?''
“Yes, and my sister too; almost every day.''
“His manners are very different from his cousin's.''
“Yes, very different. But I think Mr. Darcy improves on acquaintance.''
“Indeed!'' cried Wickham with a look which did not escape her. He added in a gayer tone, “Is it in address that he improves? Has he deigned to add ought of civility to his ordinary style? For I dare not hope that he is improved in essentials.''
“Oh, no!'' said Elizabeth. “In essentials, I believe, he is very much what he ever was. When I said that he improved on acquaintance, I did not mean that either his mind or manners were in a state of improvement; but that from knowing him better, his disposition was better understood.''
Wickham's alarm now appeared in a heightened complexion and agitated look; for a few minutes he was silent; till, shaking off his embarrassment, he turned to her again, and said in the gentlest of accents, “You, who so well know my feelings towards Mr. Darcy, will readily comprehend how sincerely I must rejoice that he is wise enough to assume even the appearance of what is right. I imagine this is merely adopted on his visits to his aunt, of whose good opinion and judgment he stands much in awe, and towards forwarding the match with Miss de Bourgh."
Elizabeth could not repress a smile at this, but she answered only by a slight inclination of the head. She saw that he wanted to engage her on the old subject of his grievances, and she was in no humor to indulge him. The rest of the evening passed with the appearance, on his side, of usual cheerfulness, but with no farther attempt to distinguish Elizabeth; and they parted at last with mutual civility, and possibly a mutual desire of never meeting again.
Yes, go away, you villain. May I never see you again.
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Lydia set out early the next morning. The separation between her and her family was rather more noisy than pathetic. Kitty was the only one who shed tears; but she wept from vexation and envy. Mrs. Bennet was diffuse in her good wishes for the felicity of her daughter, and impressive in her injunctions that she would not miss the opportunity of enjoying herself as much as possible; advice, which there was every reason to believe would be attended to; and in the clamorous happiness of Lydia herself in bidding farewell, the more gentle adieus of her sisters were uttered without being heard.
Had Elizabeth's opinion been all drawn from her own family, she could not have formed a very pleasing picture of conjugal felicity or domestic comfort. Her father, captivated by youth and beauty, and that appearance of good humor which youth and beauty generally give, had married a woman whose weak understanding and illiberal mind had, very early in their marriage, put an end to all real affection for her. Respect, esteem, and confidence had vanished for ever; and all his views of domestic happiness were overthrown. Neither Jane nor Elizabeth had been blind to the impropriety of their father's behavior as a husband. They had always seen it with pain; but respecting his abilities, and grateful for his affectionate treatment of themselves, they endeavored to forget what they could not overlook, and to banish from their thoughts that continual breach of conjugal obligation and decorum which, in exposing his wife to the contempt of her own children, was so highly reprehensible. But Elizabeth had never felt so strongly as now the disadvantages which must attend the children of so unsuitable a marriage, nor ever been so fully aware of the evils arising from so ill-judged a direction of talents; talents which rightly used, might at least have preserved the respectability of his daughters, even if incapable of enlarging the mind of his wife.
The time fixed for the beginning of their Northern tour was now fast approaching; Jane was to go with them. A fortnight only was wanting of it, when a letter arrived from Mrs. Gardiner, which at once delayed its commencement and curtailed its extent. Mr. Gardiner must be in London again within a month; and as that left too short a period for them to go so far, and see so much as they had proposed, they were obliged to give up the Lakes, and substitute a more contracted tour; and, according to the present plan, were to go no farther northward than Derbyshire. Mrs. Gardiner it had a peculiarly strong attraction to that county. The town where she had formerly passed some years of her life, and where they were now to spend a few days, was probably as great an object of her curiosity, as all the celebrated beauties of Matlock, Chatsworth, Dovedale, or the Peaks.
Jane was sanguine, but Elizabeth was excessively disappointed; she had set her heart on seeing the Lakes; and still thought there might have been time enough. But it was her business to be satisfied
and certainly her temper to be happy; and all was soon right again.
With the mention of Derbyshire, there were many ideas connected. It was impossible for Jane to see the word without thinking of Pemberley and its owner, both she mentioned to her sister. “But surely," responded Elizabeth, “it is a rather large county. I may enter his county with impunity, and rob it of a few petrified spars without his perceiving me, I am sure.'' Her private anxieties she kept to herself.
Mr. and Mrs. Gardiner, with their four children, at length appeared at Longbourn. The children, two girls of six and eight years old and two younger boys, were to be left under the particular care of their cousin Kitty. While not the general favorite that Jane was, and without her sisterłs steady sense and sweetness of temper, Kittyłs exuberance for the task exactly adapted her for attending to them in many ways, such as playing with them and loving them.
Jane had a private interview with Kitty: “My love, you are now responsible for our cousins. It is a heavy burden, I know; but it is one you must bear, for there is no one else. Our mother is not of the temperament to diligently care for anotherÅ‚s children; even if they are her nieces and nephews."
Kitty blinked at JaneÅ‚s direct words. “Oh, Jane, I am frightened! It is such a responsibility! II do not know if I am able to properly care for four children under the age of nine!"
“Trust in your heart, Kitty! You know what is right. Mrs. Hill will be here; she will help." Jane smiled. “I know you can do this. When in doubt, do as I would do."
Janełs words had the desired effect. Kitty relaxed in the face of such trust in her abilities. It was a first for her, for no one had said such words to her before.
The Gardiners stayed only one night at Longbourn, and set off the next morning with Jane and Elizabeth in pursuit of novelty and amusement. One enjoyment was certain
that of suitableness as companions; a suitableness which comprehended health and temper to bear inconveniences
cheerfulness to enhance every pleasure
and affection and intelligence, which might supply it among themselves if there were disappointments abroad.
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“Mr. Bingley," intoned the butler, “Mr. Darcy to see you."
Bingley looked up from his paperwork in surprise. “Show him in."
Darcy walked in, showing only a hint of the nervousness he felt. He heart warmed at BingleyÅ‚s cry: “Darce! Come in, my dear fellow! What brings you to Netherfield?"
“To see you and offer an invitation, Charles. But first allow me to say that I am impressed with the improvements to your fields. Your hard work has born good fruit."
“Thankee, Darce. Coming from you that is high praise indeed!" The two friends fell into a discussion over crop rotation. Once that subject had been thoroughly explored, and a glass of wine consumed, Bingley asked, “Now, what is this about an invitation?"
“Georgiana and I are returning north and wondered if you would like to accompany us."
“To Pemberley?" At DarcyÅ‚s nod, Charles frowned. “II do not know, Darce. II have much to do."
Darcy felt sick at BingleyÅ‚s mood. He had known of Miss BennetÅ‚s rejection of his friend and felt not a little guilty. Had I only held my tongue, you would have been happily married by now! “Come, Charles, you need a bit of diversion. It is obvious your new steward has things well in hand here. Come
the shooting will be at its peak in Derbyshire. I must have you use this new double-barreled gun I have just purchased."
“If you just bought it, would you not wish to use it yourself?"
“It is temping, to be sure, but as you are such a bad shot, I will still get the lionÅ‚s share of the coveys no matter what I shoot."
“Balderdash! I outshot you last time! Do you not remember?" Bingley caught the grin Darcy was trying to hide. “Oh, very well. But
I cannot go alone."
Darcy blanched. “Caroline?"
“Yes
sorry, old man, but I was to go to Scarborough with her and the Hursts."
“They are welcomed too, Charles"
Bingley laughed. “It is well to see there is something you cannot do, Darcy! You are the worst liar I have ever met! Come, we will go with you. It will give us something to do rather than think ofwhat could have been."
Darcy wore a rueful smile; he had confided to Bingley that Elizabeth Bennet had turned him down in Kent when he confessed his interference with Miss Bennet. “Yes
let us make merry together in Derbyshire."
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To the little town of Lambton, the scene of Mrs. Gardiner's former residence, and where she had lately learned that some acquaintance still remained, the party from Hertfordshire bent their steps, after having seen all the principal wonders of Derbyshire. Within five miles of Lambton, the Bennet girls found from their aunt that Pemberley was situated very close by. It was not in their direct road, but not more than a mile or two out of it. In talking over their route the evening before, Mrs. Gardiner expressed an inclination to see the place again. Mr. Gardiner declared his willingness, and Jane was applied to for her approbation.
She glanced at her sister. “I have no opinion on the matter. I leave it to Lizzy."
“My love, should not you like to see a place of which you have heard so much?'' said her aunt. A place too, with which so many of your acquaintance are connected. Wickham passed all his youth there, you know.''
Elizabeth was distressed. She felt that she had no business at Pemberley, and was obliged to assume a disinclination for seeing it. She must own that she was tired of great houses; after going over so many, she really had no pleasure in fine carpets or satin curtains.
Mrs. Gardiner abused her stupidity. “If it were merely a fine house richly furnished,'' said she, “I should not care about it myself; but the grounds are delightful. They have some of the finest woods in the country.''
Elizabeth said no more, but her mind could not acquiesce. The possibility of meeting Mr. Darcy, while viewing the place, instantly occurred. It would be dreadful! She blushed at the very idea; but felt she could not further object without explaining herself to an embarrassing degree.
Jane was of like mind, for she knew of her sisterłs distress. Accordingly, when she retired at night, she asked the chambermaid whether Pemberley were not a very fine place and whether the family was down for the summer. A most welcome negative followed the last question, which she swiftly relayed to her sister.
Her alarms being now removed, Elizabeth was at leisure to feel a great deal of curiosity to see the house herself. When the subject was revived the next morning and she was again applied to, could readily answer, and with a proper air of indifference, that she had not really any dislike to the scheme.
To Pemberley, therefore, they were to go.
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The Bennet girls, as they drove along, watched for the first appearance of Pemberley Woods with some perturbation; and when at length they turned in at the lodge, their spirits were in a high flutter. The park was very large, and contained great variety of ground. They entered it in one of its lowest points, and drove for some time through a beautiful wood, stretching over a wide extent.
Elizabeth's mind was too full for conversation, but she saw and admired every remarkable spot and point of view. They gradually ascended for half a mile, and then found themselves at the top of a considerable eminence, where the wood ceased, and the eye was instantly caught by Pemberley House, situated on the opposite side of a valley, into which the road, with some abruptness, wound.
It was a large, handsome, stone building, standing well on rising ground, and backed by a ridge of high woody hills. In front, a stream of some natural importance was swelled into greater, but without any artificial appearance. Its banks were neither formal, nor falsely adorned. Elizabeth was delighted. She had never seen a place for which nature had done more, or where natural beauty had been so little counteracted by an awkward taste. They were all of them warm in their admiration; and at that moment she felt that to be mistress of Pemberley might be something!
They descended the hill, crossed the bridge, and drove to the door. While examining the nearer aspect of the house, all of Elizabethłs apprehensions of meeting its owner returned. She dreaded lest the chambermaid had been mistaken. On applying to see the place, they were admitted into the hall; and Elizabeth, as they waited for the housekeeper, had leisure to wonder at her being where she was.
The housekeeper came; Mrs. Reynolds, a respectable-looking, elderly woman, much less fine, and more civil, than she had any notion of finding her. No gold leaf here! she thought impishly to herself. They followed her into the dining-parlor. It was a large, well-proportioned room, handsomely fitted up. Elizabeth, after slightly surveying it, went to a window to enjoy its prospect.
The hill, crowned with wood, from which they had descended, receiving increased abruptness from the distance, was a beautiful object. Every disposition of the ground was good; and she looked on the whole scene
the river, the trees scattered on its banks, and the winding of the valley, as far as she could trace it
with delight. As they passed into other rooms, these objects were taking different positions; but from every window there were beauties to be seen. The rooms were lofty and handsome, and their furniture suitable to the fortune of their proprietor; but Elizabeth saw, with admiration of his taste, that it was neither gaudy nor uselessly fine; with less of splendor, and more real elegance, than the furniture of Rosings.
And of this place, I might have been mistress! With these rooms I might now have been familiarly acquainted! Instead of viewing them as a stranger, I might have rejoiced in them as my own, and welcomed to them as visitors my uncle and aunt.
But no, that could never be: my uncle and aunt would have been lost to me: I should not have been allowed to invite them.
“And your master is away?" asked Mr. Gardiner.
“Aye, that he is," Mrs. Reynolds replied, adding, “but we expect him tomorrow, with a large party of friends.''
Elizabethłs eyes sought that of her sisterłs. How rejoiced were they that their own journey had not by any circumstance been delayed a day!
Her aunt now called her to look at a picture. She approached, and saw the likeness of Mr. Wickham suspended, amongst several other miniatures, over the mantelpiece. Her aunt asked her, smilingly, how she liked it. The housekeeper came forward and sniffed, “That young gentleman is the son of my late master's steward, and was brought up at the Darcy familyÅ‚s expense. He is now gone into the army, but I am afraid he has turned out very wild.'' Mrs. Gardiner looked at her niece with a smile, but Elizabeth could not return it.
“And that,'' said Mrs. Reynolds with a smile, pointing to another of the miniatures, “is my master
and very like him.''
“I have heard much of your master's fine person,'' said Mrs. Gardiner, looking at the picture; “it is a handsome face. But, Lizzy, you can tell us whether it is like or not.''
Mrs. Reynolds's respect for Elizabeth seemed to increase on this intimation of her knowing her master. “Does that young lady know Mr. Darcy?''
Elizabeth colored, and said, “A little; and my sister, too."
“And do you ladies not you think him a very handsome gentleman?''
Jane answered serenely, “Yes, very handsome.''
“I am sure I know none so handsome." Mrs. Reynolds then directed their attention to one of Miss Darcy, drawn when she was only eight years old.
“And is Miss Darcy as handsome as her brother?'' said Mr. Gardiner.
“Oh! yes
the handsomest young lady that ever was seen; and so accomplished! She plays and sings all day long. In the next room is a new instrument just come down for her
a present from my master; she comes here tomorrow with him.''
“He is certainly a good brother,'' said Jane.
“And this is always the way with him. Whatever can give his sister any pleasure is sure to be done in a moment. There is nothing he would not do for her.''
Mr. Gardiner continued the conversation. “Is your master much at Pemberley in the course of the year?''
“Not so much as I could wish, sir; but I dare say he may spend half his time here; and Miss Darcy is always down for the summer months.''
“If your master would marry, you might see more of him.''
“Yes, sir; but I do not know when that will be. I do not know who is good enough for him.'' Elizabeth blushed, and Jane blushed for her. At Mr. and Mrs. GardinerÅ‚s smile, she continued. “I say no more than the truth, and what everybody will say that knows him! I have never had a cross word from him in my life, and I have known him ever since he was four years old. I have always observed that they who are good-natured when children are good-natured when they grow up; and he was always the sweetest-tempered, most generous-hearted boy in the world.''
Mr. Gardner was successful in not rolling his eyes. “There are very few people of whom so much can be said. You are lucky in having such a master.''
“Yes, sir, I know I am. If I was to go through the world, I could not meet with a better."
“His father was an excellent man,'' said Mrs. Gardiner.
“Yes, ma'am, that he was indeed; and his son will be just like him
just as affable to the poor. He is the best landlord and the best master that ever lived. Not like the wild young men now-a-days, who think of nothing but themselves. There is not one of his tenants or servants but what will give him a good name. Some people call him proud; but I am sure I never saw anything of it. To my fancy, it is only because he does not rattle away like other young men.''
“This fine account of him,'' whispered her aunt, as they walked, “is not quite consistent with his behavior to our poor friend.''
Elizabeth was mortified. “Perhaps we might be deceived.''
“That is not very likely; our authority was too good.''
No, it was not.
In the gallery there were many family portraits, but they could have little to fix the attention of a stranger. Elizabeth walked on in quest of the only face whose features would be known to her. At last it arrested her
and she beheld a striking resemblance of Mr. Darcy, with such a smile over the face as she remembered to have sometimes seen, when he looked at her. She stood several minutes before the picture in earnest contemplation, feeling Janełs gaze on her, and returned to it again before they quitted the gallery. Mrs. Reynolds informed them that it had been taken in his father's life time.
There was certainly at this moment, in Elizabeth's mind, the most gentle sensation towards the original than she had ever felt in the height of their acquaintance. The commendation bestowed on him by Mrs. Reynolds was of no trifling nature. What praise is more valuable than the praise of an intelligent servant? As a brother, a landlord, a master, how many people's happiness is in your guardianship! How much of pleasure or pain it was in your power to bestow! How much of good or evil must be done by you! Every idea that had been brought forward by the housekeeper was favorable to his character, and as she stood before the canvas, on which he was represented, and fixed his eyes upon herself, she thought of his regard with a deeper sentiment of gratitude than it had ever raised before. She remembered its warmth, and softened its impropriety of expression.
When the entire house that was open to general inspection had been seen, they returned downstairs, and, taking leave of the housekeeper, were consigned over to the gardener, who met them at the hall door. As they walked across the lawn towards the river, Elizabeth turned back to look again; her uncle and aunt and sister stopped also, and while the former was conjecturing as to the date of the building
the owner of it himself suddenly came forward from the road, which led behind it to the stables.
The only sound was Janełs sudden intake of breath.
Elizabeth and Darcy were within twenty yards of each other, and so abrupt was his appearance that it was impossible to avoid his sight. Their eyes instantly met, and the cheeks of each were overspread with the deepest blush. He absolutely started, and for a moment seemed immoveable from surprise; but shortly recovering himself, he advanced towards the party. He spoke to Elizabeth, if not in terms of perfect composure, at least of perfect civility.
“Miss Elizabeth! Hhow do you do?"
“Mr. Darcy! II am well, thank you." She had instinctively turned away; but, stopping on his approach, received his compliments with an embarrassment impossible to be overcome. Jane immediately came to her sisterÅ‚s aid.
“Mr. Darcy. Good day, sir. We had no idea that you were at home."
Had his first appearance, or his resemblance to the picture they had just been examining, been insufficient to assure the Gardiners that they now saw Mr. Darcy, the gardener's expression of surprise on beholding his master must immediately have told it. They stood a little aloof while he was talking to their nieces.
“Miss Bennet; I am happy to see you. Is your family well?"
“They are in good health, sir."
Are you visiting the neighborhood?"
“Yes, we are."
“Where are you staying?"
Elizabeth willed herself to speak. “At the Green Man; in Lambton." Amazed at the alteration in his manner since they last parted, every sentence that he uttered was increasing her embarrassment; and every idea of the impropriety of her being found there recurring to her mind, the few minutes in which they continued together were some of the most uncomfortable of her life.
“Ahyes; fine inn, that. Your family; are they well?"
Jane smiled. “They are well."
Nor did Darcy seem much more at ease; when he spoke, his accent had none of its usual sedateness; and he repeated his enquiries as to the time of her having left Longbourn, and of her stay in Derbyshire, so often, and in so hurried a way, as plainly spoke the distraction of his thoughts. At length, every idea seemed to fail him; and, after standing a few moments without saying a word, he suddenly recollected himself, and took leave.
The others then joined them, and expressed their admiration of his figure; but Elizabeth heard not a word, and, wholly engrossed by her own feelings, followed them in silence. She was overpowered by shame and vexation. My coming here is the most unfortunate, the most ill-judged thing in the world! How strange must it appear to him! In what a disgraceful light I must appear! It must seem as if I have purposely thrown myself in his way again! Oh, why did I come? His behavior, so strikingly altered
what could it mean? That he should even speak to me is amazing! But to speak with such civility, to enquire after my family! Only Jane seemed aware of her inner struggle. She longed to be of use to her sister, but knew not what to do while her aunt and uncle remained so close at hand.
They had now entered a beautiful walk by the side of the water, and every step was bringing forward a nobler fall of ground, or a finer reach of the woods to which they were approaching; but it was some time before Elizabeth was sensible of any of it; and, though she answered mechanically to the repeated appeals of her uncle and aunt, and seemed to direct her eyes to such objects as they pointed out, she distinguished no part of the scene.
The others had walked enough ahead for Jane to attempt to talk to Elizabeth. “My dear sister! How can you bear it?"
“Oh, Jane! What must he think of me!"
“He seemed to meet you with pleasure."
“Pain or of pleasure I cannot say; he certainly had not met me with composure!" In defiance of everything, am I still dear to him? Oh, what is he thinking?
They crossed it by a simple bridge, in character with the general air of the scene; it was a spot less adorned than any they had yet visited; and the valley, here contracted into a glen, allowed room only for the stream, and a narrow walk amidst the rough coppice-wood which bordered it. Elizabeth longed to explore its windings; but when they had crossed the bridge, and perceived their distance from the house, Mrs. Gardiner, who was not a great walker, could go no farther, and thought only of returning to the carriage as quickly as possible. Her nieces were, therefore, obliged to submit, and they took their way towards the house on the opposite side of the river, in the nearest direction; but their progress was slow, for Mr. Gardiner, though seldom able to indulge the taste, was very fond of fishing, and was so much engaged in watching the occasional appearance of some trout in the water, and talking to the man about them, that he advanced but little.
Whilst wandering on in this slow manner, they were again surprised, and Elizabeth's astonishment was quite equal to what it had been at first, by the sight of Mr. Darcy approaching them, and at no great distance. The walk being here less sheltered than on the other side, allowed them to see him before they met. Elizabeth, however astonished, was at least more prepared for an interview than before, and resolved to appear and to speak with calmness.
With a glance she saw that he had lost none of his recent civility; and, to imitate his politeness, she began, “Mr. Darcy, I must say that your home is lovely, charming and delightful. I am sorry to intrude upon you; had we known you were to be here we would not have troubled you."
Darcyłs eyes were both warm and nervous, she realized with a start. Why, he is shy! How is it I have never realized that before?
“Please, Miss Elizabeth, Miss Bennet; I am truly happy to welcome you to Pemberley. Forgive my abrupt welcome
I was not properly prepared to greet guests." He indicated his change of clothes. “I am now armed to play the host to you." He indicated the others. “Will you do me the honor of introducing me to your friends?"
This was a stroke of civility for which she was quite unprepared; and she could hardly suppress a smile at his being now seeking the acquaintance of some of those very people against whom his pride had revolted in his offer to herself.
Jane did the honors, and Elizabeth could not but be pleased, could not but triumph at his more than cordial response. It was consoling that he should know she had some relations for whom there was no need to blush. She listened most attentively to all that passed between them, and gloried in every expression, every sentence of her uncle, which marked his intelligence, his taste, or his good manners. The conversation soon turned upon fishing, and she heard Mr. Darcy invite him, with the greatest civility, to fish there as often as he chose while he continued in the neighborhood, offering at the same time to supply him with fishing tackle, and pointing out those parts of the stream where there was usually most sport.
Mrs. Gardiner, who was walking arm in arm with Elizabeth and Jane, gave her a look expressive of her wonder. Elizabeth said nothing, but it gratified her exceedingly; the compliment must be all for herself. Her astonishment, however, was extreme. Why is he so altered? From what can it proceed? It cannot be for me; it cannot be for my sake that his manners are thus softened. My reproofs at Hunsford could not work such a change as this. I should say that he still loves me, if I did not know it to be impossible. Jane only gave her sister a very knowing look, which vexed her exceedingly.
Soon there chanced to be an alteration. It originated in Mrs. Gardiner, who, fatigued by the exercise of the morning, found her niecesł arms inadequate to her support, and consequently preferred her husband's. Mr. Darcy took her place by her nieces, one on each arm, and they walked on together.
After a short silence, the younger lady first spoke. “Mr. Darcy, your housekeeper informed us that you would certainly not be here Ä™till tomorrow.''
“True, Miss Elizabeth, but as I had business with my steward, I rode on ahead. My party will join me early tomorrow, and among them are some who will claim an acquaintance with you both." Here he glanced at Jane. “Mr. Bingley and his sisters.''
Jane colored; now it was her turn to be mortified. But for ElizabethÅ‚s sake, she said, “How lovely. I hope they are in good health."
Darcy was not convinced at the ladyÅ‚s composure, but said nothing. To Elizabeth he said, “There is also one other person in the party who more particularly wishes to be known to you. Will you allow me
or do I ask too much
to introduce my sister to your acquaintance during your stay at Lambton?''
The surprise of such an application was great indeed. “Miss Darcy? I should be pleasedoh, Jane"
Jane had recovered enough for her patented smile. “I would be delighted to meet her; and to be reacquainted with the Bingleys."
They now walked on in silence; each of them deep in thought. Neither Bennet girl was comfortable; that was impossible; but Elizabeth was flattered and pleased. His wish of introducing his sister to her was a compliment of the highest kind.
Soon the driveway way achieved, and after turning down refreshments, Mr. Darcy handed the ladies into the carriage. As it drove off, Elizabeth saw him walking slowly towards the house, watching their progress.
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Mr. Gardiner exclaimed as soon as it was acceptable, “He is perfectly well behaved, polite, and unassuming."
“There is something a little stately in him to be sure,'' replied his wife, “but it is confined to his air, and is not unbecoming. I can now say with the housekeeper, that though some people may call him proud, I have seen nothing of it. To be sure, Lizzy, he is decidedly handsome! But how came you to tell us that he was so disagreeable?''
Elizabeth excused herself as well as she could; said that she had liked him better when they met in Kent than before, and that she had never seen him so pleasant as this morning. Jane said nothing.
“But perhaps he may be a little whimsical in his civilities,'' replied her uncle. “Your great men often are; and therefore I shall not take him at his word about fishing, as he might change his mind another day, and warn me off his grounds.''
Jane now came to his defense. “Uncle, you have entirely mistaken Mr. DarcyÅ‚s character. If he invited you to fishing, I believe you may rely on it."
“From what we have seen of him,'' continued Mrs. Gardiner, “I really should not have thought that he could have behaved in so cruel a way by anybody, as he has done by poor Wickham. He has not an ill-natured look. On the contrary, there is something pleasing about his mouth when he speaks. And there is something of dignity in his countenance that would not give one an unfavorable idea of his heart. But to be sure, the good lady who showed us the house did give him a most flaming character! I could hardly help laughing aloud sometimes. But he is a liberal master, I suppose, and that in the eye of a servant comprehends every virtue.''
Elizabeth here glanced at Jane, who nodded. “Aunt, I feel I am called on to say something in vindication of Mr. DarcyÅ‚s behavior to Mr. Wickham," and therefore gave them to understand, in as guarded a manner as she could, that by what she had heard from his relations in Kent, his actions were capable of a very different construction; and that his character was by no means so faulty, nor Wickham's so amiable, as they had been considered in Hertfordshire. In confirmation of this, Jane related the particulars of all the pecuniary transactions in which they had been connected, without actually naming her authority, but stating it to be such as might be relied on.
Mrs. Gardiner was surprised and concerned, but said nothing more than, “But why have you told us nothing of this before?"
Again after exchanging glances with her sister, Elizabeth replied, “I did not wish to speak of something I was told, but not certain of."
It was with love and kindness that her aunt returned, “Then this is a changed Elizabeth, indeed."
Dinner at Pemberley
The Bennet girls had settled it that Mr. Darcy would bring his sister to visit two days hence; and were consequently resolved not to be out of sight of the inn the whole of that morning. But their conclusion was false; for the very next morning these visitors came. They had been walking about the place with some of their new friends, and were just returned to the inn, when the sound of the parlor-maid knocking on the door announced visitors. “Mr. and Miss Darcy to see you, sir," was the breathless verification.
Miss Darcy and her brother appeared, and this formidable introduction took place. With astonishment did Elizabeth see that her new acquaintance was at least as much embarrassed as themselves. She had been told that the girl was exceedingly proud; but the observation of a very few minutes convinced her that she was only exceedingly shy. Like her brother! Miss Darcy was tall, and on a larger scale than Elizabeth; and, though little more than sixteen, her figure was formed, and her appearance womanly and graceful. She had sense and good humor in her face, and her manners were perfectly unassuming and gentle. Elizabeth, who had expected to find in her as acute and unembarrassed an observer as ever Mr. Darcy had been, was much relieved by discerning such different feelings.
Their conversation was interrupted by Mr. Darcy. He spoke to Mr. Gardiner, but his eyes were on Jane. “My friend, Mr. Bingley, waits outside and wishes to visit. May I bring him in?"
Mr. Gardiner knew of Janełs partiality for the gentleman in the past. He looked at his niece and was alarmed at her very high color. Yet she nodded her acceptance and permission was granted.
Jane was in a quandary. She had only just steeled herself for meeting Mr. Bingley at some undetermined point in the future; but now that time was now. How she stopped from clutching her sisterłs hand in support she did not know; but when Bingley walked in a moment later, she was able to return his greeting with civility. She noted while he made the acquaintance of her family that he was at the same time the same and different. His features and manners were all that she remembered, but there seemed a reserve that was new to him. When he gazed at her again, Jane could see a ghost of pain that seemed to darken his blue eyes.
“I am very surprised to see you here, Miss Bennet," he said. “But glad, too. Was your journey enjoyable?" Bingley was not unaware in the changes to Miss Bennet. She was still the sun, but not the warm one of summer. Rather she was like a winterÅ‚s day
bright, yet with little warmth. Oh, for summer again!
“It was, sir. I had not had much chance to see the world, and my uncle was very kind to take us. Derbyshire is lovely."
“It is a pretty country; but there are many lovely spots in Britain. I have found Hertfordshire much to my liking."
Jane hid her start. “Indeed, sir? I should not disagree with you, as I have lived there all my life. You plan to stay at Netherfield?"
“Yes, I do. The place suits me, I think. I have begun improvements to it, you know."
She did not, and confessed her ignorance.
“Oh, yes. The property is very good, but has lacked serious management. Fortunately, the new steward and I are of a like mind about what needs to be done. Take the pastureland"
Elizabeth, conversing with the charmingly modest Georgiana, allowed herself to steal a glance at the others from time to time. She was relieved that Jane and Bingley could converse in an increasingly comfortable manner, and she was pleased beyond measure that Darcy had taken the opportunity to become better acquainted with the Gardiners. Never, even in the company of his dear friends at Netherfield, or his dignified relations at Rosings, had she seen him so desirous to please, so free from self-consequence or unbending reserve, as now. As he knows them better, he is more relaxed. I am such a fool!
“Four sisters," Georgiana was saying. “Oh, I should love to have sisters."
Elizabeth could not help herself. “With such a brother, I do not understand why."
The girl blushed. “He is the best brother in the world. I do not deserve him." Elizabeth saw the distress on the girlÅ‚s face, and her anger at the perpetrator of her anguish was rekindled. She impulsively reached for her hand.
“You are mistaken, I am sure. I believe you deserve every good thing in the world." She looked at Darcy. “Your brother thinks so, and we both know that Mr. Darcy is never wrong." It was unfortunate that the target of her gaze was otherwise engaged; for had he any inkling of the unintentional intensity of the look he would have thrown himself down at her feet.
Their visitors stayed with them above half an hour, and when they arose to depart, Mr. Darcy called on his sister to join him in expressing their wish of seeing Mr. and Mrs. Gardiner and the Miss Bennets to dinner at Pemberley before they left the country. Miss Darcy, though with a diffidence which marked her little in the habit of giving invitations, readily obeyed. Mrs. Gardiner looked at her nieces, desirous of knowing how they, whom the invitation most concerned, felt disposed as to its acceptance. Satisfied that Jane was not opposed and Elizabeth was eager, she accepted with gratitude.
The sisters wanted nothing but to retire to their shared room to discuss the morningÅ‚s activities, but their desire was stymied by their aunt. “Girls, we have been making inquires about Lambton, and I must say that Mr. Wickham is not held in much estimation; it is said he leaves debts wherever he goes." It was plain to see that her loyalties were switching from “poor Mr. Wickham" to “charming Mr. Darcy."
“Indeed," added the uncle. “And, to our wonderment, it seems that Mr. Darcy has been known to settle them
in full, as well. A remarkable gentleman." If his eye fell upon Elizabeth during this statement, the lady refused to acknowledge it.
The group then settled that such a striking civility as Miss Darcy's, in coming to them on the very day of her arrival at Pemberley
for she had reached it only to a late breakfast
ought to be imitated, though it could not be equaled, by some exertion of politeness on their side. Consequently it would be highly expedient to wait on her at Pemberley the following morning. Mr. Gardiner would also go
the fishing scheme had been renewed and a positive engagement made of his meeting some of the gentlemen at Pemberley by noon.
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The carriage ride back to Pemberley was quiet, as the three passengers were lost in their own thoughts. Georgiana was overjoyed at finally meeting the Miss Elizabeth Bennet she had heard about ad nauseam. She found her as lovely and kind as Fitzwilliam and Richard had described and far more refined than Caroline Bingley had suggested. Georgiana liked Miss Elizabeth very much, and was perfectly prepared to love her and all of her relations. The girlłs remark of wishing for a sister was no slip-of-the-tongue; might her brother have finally found his happiness? Hopefully, future interactions with the Bennet sisters while they visited Derbyshire might give Fitzwilliam a chance.
Charles Bingley was fighting not to leap out of the carriage and run back to the inn. Initially, Jane Bennet was very reserved during their tete-a-tete, but as Bingley talked about Netherfield
really talked about the passion he now had for his home
he could almost feel her presence, her esteem, radiating from her. Bingleyłs pride in his estate was no play-acting
he felt that he at last had found his place in the world. Should he prove himself to his angel
No, she was not his angel. Not now. Butperhapsthere was hope?
Fitzwilliam Darcy tried not to hope. He was glad at this chance to prove that Elizabethłs criticisms had been
finally
taken to heart. To be honest, he had some resentment for her refusal when he had returned to London. But it was during his humiliating confession with Bingley
where he had revealed all, including her refusal
he admitted to himself that he had been totally in the wrong. He could not understand how he could have been so arrogant, so presumptuous, to a woman he claimed to adore. Many days he spent in painful contemplation
and nights, too. Darcy came to the realization that while he was master of a great estate and owner of a large fortune, in truth Elizabeth Bennet was his superior in all ways that truly mattered. That is, dealing with his fellow man.
He was uncomfortable with those he did not know, so he withdrew, suspicious of their motives. Elizabeth enjoyed people, no matter their station, and tried to place them at ease. Who was the gentleperson and who was not?
“Had you behaved in a more gentleman-like manner."
Darcy closed his eyes. How those words burned! Yes, he had lost his opportunity to claim her as his own, yet he would still do right by his lady-love.
Even if she didnłt love him back.
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“Lizzy, he loves you," Jane began once the sisters finally achieved the privacy they so desperately desired. “Do not look at me in that manner
I know of what I speak."
“Jane, he cannot; not after what I said to him in Kent! You must be mistaken. Remember his letter."
She bent to take her hands. “Lizzy, I do remember both his letters. I must admit I would not wish to receive another like them; but you must look beyond his choice of words. Look to his actions. He kept his promise and spoke to Mr. Bingley. Have you imagined how mortifying that must have been?" Elizabeth realized that until now she had not. “And his manners are much changed; surely you have noticed that."
“I have, and know I have greatly wronged him, Jane. He is not proud; only shy with strangers."
“And how do you account for his manners towards our aunt and uncle? Does that not show he has taken your criticisms to heart?"
Elizabeth was pained to be reminded of her words to Mr. Darcy. “If it could take back what I said
my words were inexcusable. Jane, I cannot hope
it is useless!"
Jane kindly forced Elizabeth to look at her. “Elizabeth
do you love him? Would you accept him if he renewed his addresses?"
“I do not know if I love himyet but I think I would accept him."
Jane smiled. “I think he is a good man, and that he would make you happy, Lizzy."
Elizabeth smiled in return. “There was more than one good man in our sitting room this morning, Jane. What think you of Mr. Bingley now?"
It was as if they changed places. Jane turned away and spoke in a low tone. “He is the same as he was, Lizzy, yetdifferent." She choked back a sob. “I have hurt him badly; I can see it in his eyes." She sat on the bed and Elizabeth tried to comfort her. “He...he spoke of Netherfield, of what he is doing there, of the improvements he is making."
“Oh, Jane, we had no idea!"
“I know
our father shows little interest in the workings of the other estates; and our mother is only concerned over matters of society and gossip." Neither could account for the disinterest of the matrons of Meryton for the Master of Netherfield, unless it was because Mr. Bingley apparently had not stirred from the house since re-establishing his residency.
“Perhapshe has listened to your words, as well!" Like Mr. Darcy! she admitted to herself.
“PerhapsOh, Lizzy, I am so confused! My heart says one thing; my mind another! Can I risk myself yet again?"
“Do you love him?"
Jane was silent for a few moments. “I have never stopped loving him. But I still do not know if it is right!"
Elizabeth hugged her sister. “We shall be in Lambton for a few more days. Perhaps we shall learn the truth of these matters." She then decided to lighten the mood. “Now
what are we to wear to Pemberley tomorrow?"
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Convinced as Elizabeth now was that Miss Bingley's dislike of her had originated in jealousy, she could not help feeling how very unwelcome her appearance at Pemberley must be to her, and was curious to know with how much civility on that lady's side the acquaintance would now be renewed. Her only fear was that Miss Bingley would be unkind to Jane.
Jane had no such fear. She was reconciled to the fact that Mr. Bingleyłs sisters disapproved of her. She cared not two straws about that
for if it was her destiny not to be united for life with Charles Bingley, what did it matter what two unpleasant persons thought of her? She would be polite and open, and work hard to promote Lizzy to Miss Darcy. She saw that her sisterłs happiness would be most secured by a union with that illustrious gentleman; and therefore it became her heartłs desire.
On reaching the house, they were shown through the hall into the saloon, whose northern aspect rendered it delightful for summer. In this room they were received by Miss Darcy, who was sitting there with Mrs. Hurst and Miss Bingley, and the lady with whom she lived in London. Georgiana's reception of them was very civil; but attended with all that embarrassment which, though proceeding from shyness and the fear of doing wrong, would easily give to those who felt themselves inferior the belief of her being proud and reserved. Her guests, however, did her justice, and pitied her.
By Mrs. Hurst and Miss Bingley, they were noticed only by a curtsey; and on their being seated, a pause, awkward as such pauses must always be, succeeded for a few moments. It was first broken by Mrs. Annesley, a genteel, agreeable looking woman, whose endeavor to introduce some kind of discourse proved her to be more truly well bred than either of the others; and between her and Mrs. Gardiner, with occasional help from Jane and Mrs. Hurst, the conversation was carried on. Miss Darcy looked as if she wished for courage enough to join in it; and sometimes did venture a short sentence, when there was least danger of its being heard.
Elizabeth soon saw that she was herself closely watched by Miss Bingley, and that she could not speak a word, especially to Miss Darcy, without calling her attention. This observation would not have prevented her from trying to talk to the latter, even as shy the girl was proving in company. “Have you the opportunity of using your present, Miss Darcy?"
It took a moment for the girl to understand the object of her question. “Oh, yes! The pianoforte is lovely. I have never played on a better. But I am afraid that my talents do not do it justice."
“Not do it justice! Oh, my dear Miss Darcy, how you go on!" Miss BingleyÅ‚s exclamation only added to the girlÅ‚s discomfort. This went unnoticed by the lady and she continued. “Miss Elizabeth, I assure you I have heard no one play was well as Miss Darcy, and I have hopes she will favor us with a performance this morning."
Elizabeth could not help but notice the look of horror on their hostessÅ‚ face. “While I would be delighted to hear her play, and I doubt not her ability, I believe the shortness of our visit this morning would not do her justice; and I selfishly would like to continue our discussion of Austrian composers we began yesterday."
Georgiana looked strangely at Elizabeth
they had only expressed a mutual appreciation of Mozart
before she recognized the change of subject from performance. “Oh, yes. I must say I prefer Mr. Beethoven to Mr. Mozart. What is your opinion?" Her high opinion of Miss Elizabeth only increased at the aid she so smoothly offered, and wished that she could likewise converse with such ease.
Miss Bingley jumped in. “Oh, yes; Beethoven is far superior!"
Elizabeth smiled. “I must disagree, as I enjoy Mozart very much. But my sister Jane is of your opinion. She explained it to me thusly; Beethoven is for the music lover, while Mozart leads the listener to discover music; the stepping-stone towards a more general appreciation of music. He acts as an initiator, a bridge towards the discovery and appreciation of other musicians. Mr. BeethovenÅ‚s genius takes music to a new level, one that is only fully appreciated by those that have studied music intently. So it follows that you ladies, as accomplished as you are, should join Jane in showing the greater interest in Beethoven, while I, a mere enthusiast, should lean towards Mozart."
Georgiana could not help but smile at the enormous complement Elizabeth had paid to her studies. Caroline could not be as pleased; the pleasure to her vanity was diminished by the offhand reference to Janełs superiority.
The next variation which their visit afforded was produced by the entrance of servants with cold meat, cake, and a variety of all the finest fruits in season; but this did not take place till after many a significant look and smile from Mrs. Annesley to Miss Darcy had been given, to remind her of her post. With an embarrassed blush, Georgiana bent to her task. There was now employment for the whole party; for though they could not all talk, they could all eat; and the beautiful pyramids of grapes, nectarines, and peaches soon collected them round the table.
While thus engaged, Mr. Darcy and Mr. Bingley entered the room. They had been some time with Mr. Gardiner, who, with two or three other gentlemen from the house, was engaged by the river, and had left him only on learning that the ladies of the family intended a visit to Georgiana that morning. Miss Darcy, on her brother's entrance, exerted herself much more to talk; and Elizabeth saw that he was anxious for his sister and herself to get acquainted, and forwarded, as much as possible, every attempt at conversation on either side.
Miss Bingley saw all this likewise; and, in the imprudence of anger, took the first opportunity of saying, with sneering civility, “Pray, Miss Eliza, are not the ----shire militia removed from Meryton? They must be a great loss to your family.''
In Darcy's presence she dared not mention Wickham's name; but Elizabeth instantly comprehended that he was uppermost in her thoughts; and the various recollections connected with him gave her a moment's distress; but, exerting herself vigorously to repel the ill-natured attack, she presently answered the question in a tolerably disengaged tone. While she spoke, an involuntary glance showed her Darcy with a heightened complexion, earnestly looking at her, and his sister overcome with confusion and unable to lift up her eyes. Had Miss Bingley known what pain she was then giving her beloved friend, she undoubtedly would have refrained from the hint; but she had merely intended to discompose Elizabeth, by bringing forward the idea of a man to whom she believed her partial, to make her betray a sensibility which might injure her in Darcy's opinion, and perhaps to remind the latter of all the follies and absurdities by which some part of her family were connected with that corps. Not a syllable had ever reached her of Miss Darcy's meditated elopement. To no creature had it been revealed, where secrecy was possible, except to Elizabeth and Jane.
Elizabeth's collected behavior, however, soon quieted Darcyłs emotion; and as Miss Bingley, vexed and disappointed, dared not approach nearer to Wickham. Georgiana also recovered in time, though not enough to be able to speak any more. Her brother, whose eye she feared to meet, scarcely recollected her interest in the affair, and the very circumstance which had been designed to turn his thoughts from Elizabeth, seemed to have fixed them on her more, and more cheerfully.
The ardent look was not lost upon Elizabeth; and their eyes seemed to speak:
Thank you, Miss Elizabeth.
Mr. Darcy, I am so sorry.
You have nothing to apologize for, Miss Elizabeth. It is I who must apologize for bringing such ill-mannered people into my house.
They are Mr. Bingleyłs family; we cannot choose our relations.
Indeed, as I well know. But we can choose our friends. Thank you for helping Georgiana.
Who could not? She is all loveliness and sweetness.
She is everything to me.
I know.
II wish
Yes?
Bingley wished to lighten the mood. “I say, Miss Bennet, the weather is very fine! Would you not say so, Georgiana?" Elizabeth and Darcy were startled out of their mood.
“Yes, very fine," answered Georgiana.
“I believe it is fine weather for a picnic, do you not think so?"
Georgiana was puzzled; Bingley had never expressed a desire to picnic before. “I am sure it is."
“For me, I like nothing more than a picnic. And you, Miss Bennet
do you enjoy a picnic?"
Jane smiled modestly. “Yes, I enjoy them very much." She successfully suppressed the giggle that threatened to burst forth from her. Charles BingleyÅ‚s boyish charm was one of the more attractive features of his character.
“Miss Elizabeth; surely you join your sister in this sentiment?"
Elizabeth smiled broadly at her amusing friend. “We have enjoyed picnics very much at Longbourn, sir." Darcy was completely nonplused at the topic of conversation.
“That settles it! We shall have a picnic
tomorrow, if the weather cooperates! What say you, Darcy? Where is the best picnicking spot in Pemberley?"
Darcy looked cautiously at his friend, as if he had gone mad. “I would say that the small pond would make a superior place for such an outing, Bingley."
“It seems we shall have a picnic tomorrow, Miss Bennet; Miss Elizabeth," conceded an amused Georgiana. “Will you ladies attend? Please say that you will." The Gardiners begged off, but the Bennet girls did give their assurances of their attendance. The conversation continued into other matters until the time to leave was upon them.
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While Mr. Darcy was attending the party to their carriage, Miss Bingley was venting her feelings in criticisms on Elizabeth's person, behavior, and dress. Her opinions of Jane she kept to herself
she knew that her plans for separating them would fail if she were overt. No such restriction was felt for Miss Elizabethłs person, however.
But Georgiana would not join her. Her brother's recommendation was enough to ensure her favor in the beginning: his judgment could not err, and he had spoken in such terms of Elizabeth as to leave Georgiana without the power of finding her otherwise than lovely and amiable. Now that she had met the lady in question and had gotten to know her, only Fitzwilliam and Richard held a greater part in her heart. When Darcy returned to the saloon, Miss Bingley could not help repeating to him some part of what she had been saying to his sister.
“How very ill Eliza Bennet looks this morning, Mr. Darcy,'' she cried. “I never in my life saw any one so much altered as she is since the winter. She is grown so brown and coarse! Louisa and I were agreeing that we should not have known her again.''
However little Mr. Darcy might have liked such an address, he contented himself with coolly replying that he perceived no other alteration than her being rather tanned -- no miraculous consequence of traveling in the summer.
“For my own part,'' she rejoined, “I must confess that I never could see any beauty in her. Her face is too thin; her complexion has no brilliancy; and her features are not at all handsome. Her nose wants character; there is nothing marked in its lines. Her teeth are tolerable, but not out of the common way; and as for her eyes, which have sometimes been called so fine, I never could perceive anything extraordinary in them. They have a sharp, shrewish look, which I do not like at all; and in her air altogether, there is a self-sufficiency without fashion which is intolerable.
“I remember, when we first knew her in Hertfordshire, how amazed we all were to find that she was a reputed beauty; and I particularly recollect your saying one night, after they had been dining at Netherfield, Ä™She a beauty! - I should as soon call her mother a wit.Å‚ But afterwards she seemed to improve on you, and I believe you thought her rather pretty at one time.''
Georgianałs eyes flew to her brother.
“Yes,'' replied Darcy, who could contain himself no longer, “but that was only when I first knew her; for it is many months since I have considered her as one of the handsomest women of my acquaintance!"
Hurrah for you, brother! thought Georgiana.
He then went away with his sister, and Miss Bingley was left to all the satisfaction of having forced him to say what gave no one any pain but herself.
Mr. Bingley, who had witnessed all of the forgoing, now entered the fray. “Caroline, I would have words with you. No, Louisa, stay; this concerns you as well. I repeat what I said before
I bear you no ill will for your previous advice regarding Miss Bennet. You were looking after my best interests, I dare say. No, Caroline
not a word! Let me make myself rightly understood. I intend to court Miss Bennet for the usual purpose. I know my own mind and I shall not be swayed. You will treat my intended
and all of her family
with the respect that is due them as daughters of a gentleman. As head of the family I know you will attend to my decision. If you feel that this task is beyond you, you shall quit my company immediately. This is the last that I will have to say about this subject; the matter is closed.
“On a new subject, will you attend tomorrowÅ‚s picnic or not?"
Letters from Longbourn
The day broke over the forests and glens of Pemberley to witness its owner striding across a field. Fitzwilliam Darcy was agitated
rest was impossible
and needed to conquer his highly emotional state. All his life Darcy had hid his innermost feelings from a cold and uncaring world, a world that looked upon him and saw only a bank-book, not a man. Was there one woman in England who would see him for who he was, and not what he was? Just when he thought he might have to broaden his search to Scotland, he had found her in Herefordshire
and lost her in Kent.
But now he had a second chance. Darcy had taken Miss Elizabethłs criticisms to heart; he had made amends. He had tried to repair things between Miss Bennet and Bingley. And now she was here. What good fortune! Darcy vowed to do everything in his power to show proofs of his improvements.
Yet, what could he expect? She had rejected him utterly. Was there any hope for him now? She did not seem unhappy to meet him again, after the initial shock. And the way she and Georgiana got on was all and more than he had dreamed. The look they had shared the day before Dare he hope again? He wrestled with the temptation to ride to Lambton immediately and propose a second time.
Darcy sat on an old wooden footbridge over a small stream and berated himself. No, he could not so inflict himself on her until he was more certain of her feelings. It was his inability to truly gage her thoughts that led to the fiasco at Hunsford. What pride and arrogance! He blushed at the memory.
He looked about his grand estate. Here I am home; here I can be myself. Father would be embarrassed to see what I have become
prideful and aloof. But school and Town were so different. The demands upon me
the lack of principles, of morals. Oh, Father, I wish I had been better prepared.
He shook his head. Look at me. I, who claim to abhor disguise of any sort, have been wearing a mask for years! Outside of Pemberley, only my family and a few choice friends know who I really am. And not all of my family; I have been standoffish with Aunt Catherine for ages.
He looked over at the pond he had suggested for todayłs picnic. Yes, Bingley had a grand idea. There Miss Elizabeth will see the real Fitzwilliam Darcy. This will be the best picnic ever held in Derbyshire!
A creaking of the boards drew his attention. Hmmmmust have this bridge repaired. I will have a word with the steward tomorrow about it. Darcy stood and returned to the house for breakfast.
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“Oh!" Elizabeth cried as she sat up in bed.
“Lizzy, what is it?" asked her sister, who shared her bed.
Elizabeth looked about the room, reassuring herself that she was in Lambton. “Aa passing dream, Jane; nothing more."
“It must have been a mighty dream to awaken you in such a manner." Jane sat up. “Come; share this vision with me."
Elizabeth blushed. How can I tell her of my dream? “Jane, do not ask me to, I beg you."
“You have always shared your dreams with me before. Come, it will settle you. Now, was it a nightmare?"
In her mortification, Elizabeth was able to assure her that she did not have a nightmare.
“Well, that is well. But you know that nightmares never come true. Your dream was a pleasant one?"
Oh Lord! “It was not unpleasant."
“Good. That is often a harbinger of the future."
Thatłs what I was afraid of.
“So, what was the dream about?"
“Jane, it was a silly nothing. I can hardly remember it. What is the oÅ‚clock?"
Jane was distracted by the question. “I do not know, but I smell food from downstairs."
“Then let us prepare for breakfast." With that Elizabeth threw off the covers and went into the dressing room to begin her toilette. She was glad of the escape; for how could she tell her most innocent sister of her dream: Elizabeth, in a bedroom at Pemberley, being very agreeably ravaged by Mr. Darcy?
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“I do not understand what the fuss is all about!"
“Caroline, for the last time, I must ask you to be civil!"
“Charles, please, I mean nothing about sweet Jane, I assure you
but a picnic? Howcommon!"
Darcy strode into the breakfast room, adjusting his cravat. “What is Ä™commonÅ‚, Miss Bingley?"
Caroline looked up at Darcy and saw nothing that comforted her. His outburst from the evening before still rang in her ears: “for it is many months since I have considered her as one of the handsomest women of my acquaintance." She had hoped it was hyperbole, but as she took in his dress with a practiced eye she realized that he meant every word he said. Mr. Darcy, always factitious in his dress, had put in extra care today. In a fine green coat with bluff trousers, he cut an imposing figure. She knew in her heart that he had not dressed for Miss Bingley, but for Miss Bennet. Curses upon that name! Caroline BingleyÅ‚s slim hopes were fading fast. Only a miracle could save her now. Might it rain?
“How is the weather today, brother?" asked Georgiana, coving up the unfortunate silence.
“A fine sunny day, Georgiana. Perfect for a picnic." This last bit to Miss Bingley.
I believe I will be ill now thought Caroline.
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It was generally assumed that Jane Bennet was possessed of the most pacific temperament in the world; and it could be safely said that most people were correct on that score. At least given the evidence the lady in question chose to present to humanity. In actuality, Jane was as prone to fits of agitation as the next female. She simply kept her more passionate emotions to herself.
Jane placid demeanor was in grave danger of cracking this day as she dressed for what she expected to be a momentous picnic at Pemerbley. For it was obvious to her that Charles Bingley still held some admiration for her. This fact would have been pleasing to most unmarried ladies. Mr. Bingley was handsome, kind, deferential, amusing, thoughtful, and was in possession of five thousand a year. Jane was not immune to Mr. Bingleyłs charms, and her mother would never let her forget his fortune.
Last spring, Jane had made the choice of rejecting Mr. Bingleyłs suit, using the strongest words Jane had ever used in her life. Such words must destroy any tender feelings that had existed. She could only account for his present kindness as part and parcel of the gentlemanłs character. It could not be that Mr. Bingley felt anymore for her than he felt for her sister, Elizabeth. To wish for, expect any more, would be ridiculous; impossible.
Jane sighed. It was obvious to her that Elizabeth was coming to an acceptance of Mr. Darcyłs most marked regard. Should she desire it, she could be mistress of Pemberley before Christmas. Elizabeth, who never went looking for her heartłs desire, would soon achieve it: a marriage of love to a handsome, clever and intelligent man. His improved manners were due to Elizabethłs reproofs, she was sure, and what could show true regard more than that? The man was violently in love with her.
And Mr. Bingley? He said he had begun improvements to his estate at Netherfield. She had no reason to doubt him. But had he truly changed? Was it only his idea? Or did his friend advise him to see to his farms? She did not know and could not ask.
Not that it meant a hill of beans. Jane had killed any love Charles Bingley might have had for her. She must have
no regard could withstand her most hateful words. It was a shame, really.
For Jane was still in love with him.
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Charles Bingley was nervous as he checked his pocket watch for the third time this hour. He was to see his sweet Jane again, and he did not want to ruin it.
He glanced at the newspaper in front of him, but it could not hold his attention. Hurst was reading the racing results with great interest. Darcy was reviewing his correspondence. Georgiana had persuaded Caroline and Louisa to help with the preparations for the picnic. Charles was not fooled by his sistersł compliance
but as he had made it clear from the evening before, he would brook no foolishness from either of them.
He looked at his great friend. Yes, he had forgiven him his interference, but he had not forgotten it. What was more devastating was Janełs refusal: One cannot live on love. He had to credit the ladyłs insight; it was his duty to provide for his family, and he had done a poor job of it. It was time to be a man, and by Heaven, Charles Bingley would be his own master!
He just hoped he was doing it right.
He longed to ask for Darcyłs advice. Even Hurst had to admit that Pemberley was the best managed estate they had ever visited. There might be a better place than Pemberley, but they never heard of it. However, Charles could not ask. He had to learn it the hard way; make mistakes; take chances.
At least the steward seemed to know what he was doing. The fields were in far better shape than Charles had hoped. New tenants were already applying for land. Netherfield wasnłt much, but they would get the most out of it. Should they prove successful, Bingley might consider a larger place in the future.
No, Charles Bingleyłs luck was changing. How fortunate that just as he was looking for a new steward, the very man knocked at his door in London! This was a sign! He would be the man he was supposed to be! He would earn Miss Bennetłs regard
he would!
It was not known if Bingleyłs confidence would have survived had he known that his new steward came to his door by way of Pemberley and Matlock.
The sound of Darcy placing down his quill stirred Bingley out of his ruminations. “Are you done there, Darcy?"
“Yes; let me seal this letter and I am at your disposal."
Within a quarter-hour the two gentlemen were on their way to the stable, and thence to Lambton.
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The Bennet girls were nervously preparing for the picnic planned by Miss Darcy. Mr. and Mrs. Gardiner looked upon them with open affection and amusement.
“Wife, I believe we are in the way."
“I must agree with you, Mr. Gardiner. What is your advice?"
“Perhaps we may step over to the church down the street. Did you not wish to speak to the rector?"
Mrs. Gardiner nodded. “Indeed I did
I wished to look up some old family records. Girls, we shall be back within the hour. We will be in good time for your outing, never fear." With that the pair took their leave of their nieces.
They had just completed their preparations as two letters came in; they were both from Longbourn. One had been addressed poorly and had only arrived at it true destination in concert with the second. The one mis-sent must be first attended to; it had been written five days ago. Jane partook to read aloud as Elizabeth attended. The beginning contained an account of all their little parties and engagements, with such news as the country afforded; but the latter half, which was dated a day later, and written in evident agitation, gave more important intelligence. It was to this effect:
Since writing the above, dearest sisters, something has occurred of a most unexpected nature; but I am afraid of alarming you
be assured that we are all well. What I have to say relates to Lydia. An express came at twelve last night, just as we were all gone to bed, from Colonel Forster, to inform us that she was gone off to Scotland with one of his officers; to own the truth, with Wickham! I must own to it that I am not very much surprised
Lydia has written to me of her affection for that gentleman. Yet I am very, very sorry; so imprudent an action on both sides! Why not gain my fatherłs consent? But I am willing to hope the best. Thoughtless and indiscreet I can easily believe them, but this step (and let us rejoice over it) marks nothing bad at heart. In fact it is rather romantic! Our poor mother is sadly grieved. My father bears it better. They were off Saturday night about twelve, as is conjectured, but were not missed łtill yesterday morning at eight. The express was sent off directly. My dear sisters, they must have passed within ten miles of us. Colonel Forster gives us reason to expect him here soon. Lydia left a few lines for his wife, informing her of their intention. I must conclude, for I cannot be long from my poor mother. I am afraid you will not be able to make it out, but I hardly know what I have written.
Without allowing herself or Elizabeth time for consideration, and scarcely knowing what she felt, Jane, on finishing this letter, instantly seized the other, and opening it with the utmost impatience, read as follows
it had been written a day later than the conclusion of the first:
Dearest sisters, I hardly know what I would write, but I have bad news for you, and it cannot be delayed. Imprudent as an elopement between Mr. Wickham and our poor Lydia would be, we are now anxious to be assured it has taken place, for there is but too much reason to fear they are not gone to Scotland. Colonel Forster came yesterday, having left Brighton the day before, not many hours after the express. Though Lydia's short letter to Mrs. F. gave them to understand that they were going to Gretna Green, something was dropped by Denny expressing his belief that W. never intended to go there, or to marry Lydia at all, which was repeated to Colonel F., who, instantly taking the alarm, set off from B. intending to trace their route. He did trace them easily to Clapham, but no farther; for on entering that place they removed into a hackney-coach and dismissed the chaise that brought them from Epsom. All that is known after this is that they were seen to continue the London road. I know not what to think
I thought W. as the most agreeable gentleman! After making every possible enquiry on that side London, Colonel F. came on into Hertfordshire, anxiously renewing them at all the turnpikes, and at the inns in Barnet and Hatfield, but without any success; no such people had been seen to pass through. With the kindest concern he came on to Longbourn, and broke his apprehensions to us in a manner most creditable to his heart. I am sincerely grieved for him and Mrs. F., but no one can throw any blame on them.
Our distress, my dear sisters, is very great. My father and mother believe the worst, but I cannot think so ill of him. Many circumstances might make it more eligible for them to be married privately in town than to pursue their first plan; and even if he could form such a design against a young woman of Lydia's connections, which is not likely, can I suppose her so lost to everything?
Impossible. I grieve to find, however, that Colonel F. is not disposed to depend upon their marriage; he shook his head when I expressed my hopes, and said he feared W. was not a man to be trusted. My poor mother is really ill and keeps her room. Could she exert herself it would be better, but this is not to be expected; and as to my father, I never in my life saw him so affected. He is angry with me for having concealed their attachment; but it was a matter of confidence
what choice did I have? I am truly glad, Jane and Lizzy, that you have been spared something of these distressing scenes; but now, as the first shock is over, shall I own that I long for your return? Adieu.
I take up my pen again to do what I have just told you I would not, but circumstances are such, that I cannot help earnestly begging you all to come here as soon as possible. I know my dear uncle and aunt so well that I am not afraid of requesting it, though I have still something more to ask of the former. My father is going to London with Colonel Forster instantly, to try to discover her. What he means to do, I am sure I know not; but his excessive distress will not allow him to pursue any measure in the best and safest way, and Colonel Forster is obliged to be at Brighton again tomorrow evening. I think my uncle's advice and assistance would be everything in the world; he will immediately comprehend what I must feel, and I rely upon his goodness.
“Oh! where, where is my uncle?" cried Elizabeth, darting from her seat as Jane finished the letter, in eagerness to find him without losing a moment of the time so precious. As she reached the door, Jane close on her heels, it was opened by a servant, and Mr. Darcy and Mr. Bingley appeared, early for their appointment. Her pale face and impetuous manner made the gentlemen start, and before either could recover himself enough to speak, she, in whose mind every idea was superseded by Lydia's situation, hastily exclaimed, “I beg your pardon, but I must leave you! I must find Mr. Gardiner this moment, on business that cannot be delayed; I have not a moment to lose!"
“Good God! What is the matter?'' cried Darcy, with more feeling than politeness.
Bingley stepped forward. “We will not detain you a minute, but let me, or Darcy, or let the servant go after Mr. and Mrs. Gardiner! You are not well enough
you cannot go yourself
or you, Miss Bennet.''
Elizabeth hesitated, but her knees trembled under her, and she felt how little would be gained by her attempting to pursue them. Calling back the servant, therefore, she commissioned him, though in so breathless an accent as made her almost unintelligible, to fetch his master and mistress home instantly.
On the servant quitting the room, Elizabeth sat down, unable to support herself, and looking so miserably ill that it was impossible for Darcy to leave her, or to refrain from saying, in a tone of gentleness and commiseration, “Let me call your maid. Is there nothing you could take, to give you present relief? A glass of wine;
shall I get you one? You are very ill.''
“No, I thank you;'' she replied, endeavoring to recover herself. “There is nothing the matter with me. I am quite well. I am only distressed by some dreadful news which I have just received from Longbourn.'' She burst into tears as she alluded to it, and for a few minutes could not speak another word. Darcy, in wretched suspense, could only say something indistinctly of his concern, and observe her in compassionate silence.
Jane too was overcome with emotion, but it was she who recovered first, and spoke while a troubled Bingley attempted to comfort her. “We have just had a letter from Kitty, with such dreadful news. It cannot be concealed from anyone. My youngest sister has left all her friends
has eloped
has thrown herself into the power ofof Mr. Wickham. They are gone off together from Brighton."
Elizabeth cried, “You know him too well to doubt the rest! She has no money, no connections, nothing that can tempt him to
she is lost forever.'' Bingley was in open-mouthed amazement; Darcy was fixed in astonishment. “When I consider," she added, in a yet more agitated voice, “that I might have prevented it! I who knew what he was! Had I but explained some part of it only
some part of what I learnt
to my own family! Had his character been known, this could not have happened! But it is allall too late now"
“I am grieved, indeed," cried Darcy, a knife stabbing into his heart; “grieved
shocked. But is it certain, absolutely certain?" Damn that Wickham!
“Oh yes! They left Brighton together on Sunday night, and were traced almost to London, but not beyond; they are certainly not gone to Scotland."
“And what has been done, what has been attempted, to recover her?" asked Bingley.
Jane looked up. “My father is gone to London; and Kitty has written to beg my uncle's immediate assistance. We shall be off, I hope, in half an hour."
Elizabeth shook her head. “But nothing can be done; I know very well that nothing can be done! How is such a man to be worked on? How are they even to be discovered?" Her voice started to crack. “II have not the smallest hhope. It is every way hhorrible!" Darcy shook his head in silent acquiescence. “When my eyes were opened to his real character. Oh! had I known what I ought, what I dared, to do! But I knew not
I was afraid of doing too much. Wretched, wretched, mistake!"
“Elizabeth!" cried Jane. “It is not your fault alone! I too should have revealed him to our family and acquaintances. It is my fault as much as anyone elseÅ‚s! But II never thought someone could be sobad" She broke down and left BingleyÅ‚s side to move to her sister, and Elizabeth, with tears in her own eyes, tried to console her.
Darcy made no answer. He seemed scarcely to hear her, and was walking up and down the room in earnest meditation; his brow contracted; his air gloomy.
Elizabeth soon observed and instantly understood it. Her power was sinking; every thing must sink under such a proof of family weakness, such an assurance of the deepest disgrace. She should neither wonder nor condemn, but the belief of his self-conquest brought nothing consolatory to her bosom, afforded no palliation of her distress. It was, on the contrary, exactly calculated to make her understand her own wishes; and never had she so honestly felt that she could have loved him, as now, when all love must be vain. Her heart was breaking into a million pieces.
“Damn and blast!" shouted Bingley, startling the room. “I will not have it! Miss Bennet; Miss Elizabeth
do not fret! Come Darcy
we shall set this to rights!" With that he dashed out of the room. Jane stood up in shock. Darcy looked after his friend, grimaced and turned to the ladies.
“Please excuse my friendÅ‚s outburst. I am afraid you have long desired our absence; we have nothing to plead in excuse of our stay, but real, though unavailing, concern. Would to heaven that any thing could be either said on my part that might offer consolation to such distress! But I will not torment you with vain wishes, which may seem purposely to ask for your thanks, Miss Elizabeth; or yours, Miss Bennet. This unfortunate affair will, I fear, prevent my sister's having the pleasure of picnicking with you at Pemberley today.''
“Oh, yes," replied Jane. “Be so kind as to apologize for us to Miss Darcy. Say that urgent business calls us home immediately. Conceal the unhappy truth as long as it is possible. I know it cannot be long.''
He readily assured them both of his secrecy
again expressed his sorrow for her distress, wished it a happier conclusion than there was at present reason to hope, and, leaving his compliments for her relations, with only one serious, earnest, look to Elizabeth, turned to go away.
Jane cried out after him, “Mr. Darcy!" He turned. “You are going after them, are you not? After Mr. Wickham and my sister?"
Darcy struggled with his voice, but he could not deceive her. “Yesyes, I am."
Elizabeth was shocked. “No! This is impossible! You would so debase yourselfyou would deal with thatperson? After what he has done to you and yours? You cannot!" As if an invisible sting pulled her, she moved to him.
Darcy turned to her. “This is my fault, Miss Elizabeth. Had not my abominable pride held my tongue, I should have let the world know of WickhamÅ‚s true character. In my arrogance I considered my familyÅ‚s comfort superior to the well being of my neighbors, no matter how many yeomenÅ‚s daughters were ruined. And now another innocent has fallen to the charms of that reprobate! I must make amends."
“This is not your doing, sir!"
“I think it is. I must try to help your sister."
She looked at him in amazement, tears still running down her lovely face. “You will do this thing
this wonderful thing
for my family? After what I said to you in Kent?"
DarcyÅ‚s face twisted in pain. “What did you say that I did not deserve? Ä™If I had behaved in a more gentleman-like mannerÅ‚; you cannot know how those words are burned into me. I have tried to learn from my mistakes, to do better, to be the man my parents taught me to be. You have properly humbled me, Miss Elizabeth. This incident proves that I have failed in my responsibility to my fellow man.
“II would not give you false hopesbut I
Bingley and I
will do what we can. Please do not distress yourself. While my heart hurts for you and your family, which I respect so much, there is nothing untoward in my intended actions. I seek no reward or see to make you feel in any way indebted to me. I look for nothing for myself. I do this because duty demands this of me."
A tear-stained Elizabeth looked Darcy in the eyes. “Find them, and I am yours."
Upstairs Downstairs
There was no sound in the room, save for the gasp that escaped from a very shocked Jane Bennet. Darcyłs incredulous gaze took in his belovedłs face and manner. He could not believe his ears. His response was on his lips when there was a noise from the corridor without. Instinctively, the pair drew apart before the door was thrown open.
Mr. and Mrs. Gardiner were all concern. “Jane; Elizabeth
what has happened? The parlor-maidMr. Darcy! You are here, too?" He took in the countenance of his nieces and turned on the gentleman. “Sir, I must ask you to explain yourself."
“Mr. Gardiner; Mrs. Gardiner; forgive me. Bingley and I came upon your nieces just as they received some distressing news from home. I have only remained until your return; and I leave these ladies to your most excellent care. I shall intrude no more, and wish you and your lady good day; but sir, if I might have a few moments of your time when your business with your relations is completed?"
Gardiner was no fool; he saw the earnest look in ElizabethÅ‚s eye. “Very well, sir."
“Excellent. I shall be in the public room below." With that he took his leave.
Mrs. Gardiner then spoke to Miss Bennets. “My dears, what in heaven has happened?"
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Darcy found Bingley pacing the public room. He would not allow him to speak; and he took his friendłs elbow and led him to the table in the furthest corner of the room.
Bingley could be silent no longer. “What is this? What are we waiting for?"
Darcy gave Bingley the most intense of glares. “Will you hold your tongue, Bingley? Do you wish all of Lambton to know the BennetsÅ‚ business?"
Bingley collected himself. “Quite, quiteyou are correct, sir. But I do not understand this delay. You do mean to go with me, do you not?"
“Charles," Darcy began carefully, “you are an admirable fellow, to be sure, but I must say that there is no reason for you to be involved in this business"
“No reason!" he hissed. “Darce, do you mean not to help?"
Darcy glared again. “I was speaking of you, Charles, not me."
“I cannot see that you have any interest in this affair that is superior to mine."
Darcy sighed
he would have to reveal himself. Well, I might as well get used to it
concealment has been my downfall. “I am afraid I do have a connection to this, Charles. I am well acquainted with WickhamÅ‚s infamous character, but I chose not to reveal it to the world at large. I had my reasons
foolish reasons
but they are such that I will not share with you now, in this public place. Be assured that I will tell you all, later. It is because I would not take the trouble to expose Wickham thatthat this incident has occurred. I am responsible. I must make amends. But you have no injury"
“Injury enough for a gentleman!"
Darcy mouth contorted into a lopsided grin. “You speak of Miss Bennet? Do you have an understanding, then?"
Bingley looked down. “No." He then looked at his companion. “But I shall not see her in distress if it be in my power to relieve her. Besides
I do not think I am alone in my admiration of the Bennets." At DarcyÅ‚s alarmed look, Bingley laughed. “You are quite transparent, Darce. But do not despair
it is my opinion that the lady does not look upon you with disfavor."
No, she does not
but is it for the right reasons? Pushing those thoughts aside, Darcy returned to the issue at hand. “Charles, is it your wish to aid me in this endeavor?"
“If you mean to be of service to the Bennets, then yes
with all my heart."
He looked hard at his friend. “I will not say that I do not want your help; it indeed would be a comfort. But I must make myself clear: this is my task. The fault is mine and so must the remedy be. I will brook no interference from anyone, no matter how dear they might be to me. If you wish to help me, then you must be guided by me
you must agree to follow my instructions to the letter, without question. This is absolute. You must agree now or we must go our separate ways in this matter."
Bingley sat back. “You speak strongly, Darcy."
“Charles
I know Wickham. I know his character. I know to whence he will flee. I know what motivates him
what will work with him. You, with no knowledge of the man, do not. You will never find him; and neither will the Bennets. I am the only chance at success in this matter."
“You say you know where he is?"
“I know where he will go, rather. If he is not there, he soon will be."
“How is this? How do you know him so well?"
“This is not the first time I have had dealing with thatgentleman."
Bingley winced; never had he heard the word “gentlemanÅ‚ uttered with such contempt. I wonder if I really wish to hear of his history with Wickham. “Very well, Darce
it shall be as you say. Here is my hand upon it."
Darcy grasped the offered hand heartily. “You are too good
thank you, my friend."
“So, my captain, what is our first step?"
“We must speak with Mr. Gardiner before we do anything else."
Bingley looked at the stairs. “That might take some time, Darce. What say you to a porter while we wait?"
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The gentlemen had hardly touched their drinks before Mr. Gardiner descended from above. It took him but a moment to discover Darcyłs table and move towards it. He took the offered chair with a tired grunt.
“Would you care for anything?" offered Darcy.
“I believe something stronger than porter would not be un-welcomed, sir." Bingley caught the girlÅ‚s attention and soon a glass of acceptable port was before Mr. Gardiner. “Well, sirs," be began after taking a sip, “it seems you both are aware of our troubles."
“It was quite unintentional, sir," Darcy apologized.
“That is my understanding. What I do not comprehend is your intention to involve yourselves in this matter."
“Sir!" cried Bingley, “as gentlemen we feel it our duty to offer what assistance we may."
Gardiner looked at the both of them closely. “So you say. You must admit that it is unusual for men of your station to become a party to such unseemlinessunless there are other motivations?" He put down his glass. “Come, sirs
let us not bandy about. What is your interest in this event? Do either of you have an understanding with one of my nieces?"
“Mr. Gardiner." Darcy spoke almost immediately, hoping to stop the blush he was sure was covering his face. Did Elizabeth truly mean what she said? I cannot
will not
hold her to it. “I will not insult your intelligence. Both Mr. Bingley and I admire your nieces. There are no understandings of that nature to report, however. Our interest in this affair comes from another quarter" Darcy then explained his history with Wickham, leaving out only the events at Ramsgate. “There are other examples of WickhamÅ‚s wickedness which I cannot go into here. If you wish to know more, I will be willing to relate all to you in more private settings. Be it as it may, I feel it is due to my lack of judgment in not exposing Wickham to the worldÅ‚s scorn thatthe lady in question was not protected from that man."
Gardiner was taken aback. “Sir, you take too much upon yourself." The two fell into an earnest discussion, to which Bingley was a silent witness. Eventually, Mr. Gardiner gave way. “I say, you are intent upon your purpose! It seems I cannot do anything but welcome your assistance, and your friendÅ‚s, too."
“I thank you, sir. May we call on you when you reach town?"
“That would be satisfactory. Here is my card. I take it you gentlemen plan to leave directly?"
Darcy glanced at his friend, who nodded. “As soon as we make our excuses at Pemberley. We leave before nightfall." He picked up the card. “Ä™Gracechurch Street.Å‚ A lovely part of town."
Gardiner was again surprised
he never thought a man like Darcy would ever enter Cheapside. “You are familiar with it, sir?"
“I have been through that part of London. ThatÅ‚s where Beltbeck lives, Bingley."
Gardiner laughed. “That old thief? Surely you are paying too much for your wine, Mr. Darcy."
Darcy smiled. “Then I shall have additional business with you as well, sir."
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Eventually all was packed and the three ladies descended from the rooms upstairs. Elizabeth was grateful to see that Darcy had remained with her uncle to escort them to the carriage. “Mr. Bingley is not here?" she asked for JaneÅ‚s sake.
Darcy talked to Elizabeth but looked at Jane. “He has gone ahead to make our excuses to our people at Pemberley. He sends his most earnest complements. I will join him directly and thence to London." Mrs. Gardiner glanced at her husband but said nothing.
Elizabeth turned to her uncle once they were out of doors. “Sir, might I have a few moments to speak with Mr. Darcy?" Gardiner looked to his wife, who raised an eyebrow. Finding no objection, he gave his permission. The two walked about ten paces distance before Darcy spoke.
“Miss Elizabeth, II must tell you"
“Mr. Darcy," she interrupted, “You must permit me to apologize for myunseemly declaration in the upper rooms earlier." She closed her eyes, her mortification was so great. How could she say such a thing to him
to such a man
surely the best man in the world? “I am afraid I have embarrassed youand dishonored your noble intentions. What you have volunteered to do for my family! We will never be able to repay"
Darcy could stand for no more. “Miss Elizabeth, please. If you will thank me let it be for yourself alone. That the wish of giving happiness to you might add force to the other inducements which led me on, I shall not attempt to deny. But your family owes me nothing. Much as I respect them, I believe I thought only of you.''
Elizabeth was too much embarrassed to say a word.
After a short pause, her companion added, “You are too generous to trifle with me. If your feelings are still what they were last April, tell me so at once. Speak plainly and fear not
I shall not deviate from my intended course of action, no matter the answer. My affections and wishes are unchanged, but one word from you will silence me on this subject forever."
Elizabeth looked up at him, for the first time in perfect clarity. She beheld a tall, handsome man, graced by his Creator with a superb mind and understanding, raked with fear and uncertainty. She knew her own feelings at last, and she now knew as well that as excellent a man as Fitzwilliam Darcy was, he was a person who needed reassurance desperately. Only absolute truth would do for him. She closed her eyes and with all the courage she possessed she answered him:
“Sir, I may give you pain with this undignified response; I am sorry. You deserve better. But I must tell you that while I apologize for the manner of my statement, I cannot deny the truth of it. I meant every word I spoke upstairsFitzwilliam."
She opened her eyes and looked at him though her lashes. She thought she was prepared for his response, and she was very wrong. He did not touch her
as they were in a public street in broad daylight such an idea would be alien to either of them. He did not need to. His face glowed with wonderment, then joy, then contentment
all flashing across his countenance in a trice. But his eyes grew so dark and intense Elizabeth could feel her very soul burn with feelings never before experienced. She knew then she was lost; and that her sanity, if not survival, depended upon being in his company again, and very soon.
He pitched his voice very low, just for her ears. “I would move Heaven and Earth for you, Elizabeth"
she thrilled at the mention of her name
“and I shall. I will not fail you."
She replied in the same manner. “You cannot, Fitzwilliam. I do not say what I do because of what you pledge to do for me. I say it instead because you want to do it for me. I honor the man
not the action."
At that his face broke into a wide grin and his body seemed to relax. “Thank you for that, but my mind is determined. I will succeed."
She smiled in return. “I know." And somehow she did. She could not believe how easy it was to converse with him, now that all illusions were gone.
He glanced up. “Your companions are eager to go; and I too must be on my way." In a louder voice as he bowed over her hand, “I take my leave of you, Miss Elizabeth. I shall write to your mother." She knew all he did was right and proper, but she did feel a pang of disappointment that he did not sweep her up in his arms. By the time they had returned to the carriage, she recovered her senses and was able to observe him complete his leave-taking with composure and pride. Soon the party was in the Gardiner carriage and Darcy was astride his horse. “Farewell and safe journey! Mr. Gardiner, until London!" A wave and he rode away.
The carriage was moving for several minutes before Mrs. Gardiner broke the pregnant silence. “Do you have any news for us, Elizabeth?"
“Notnot today, Aunt," she replied, “but perhaps one day soon."
“He is a fine man to be sure, Lizzy"
“He is the best of men, Aunt
as he will prove in the days to come. And Mr. Bingley, too." She grasped Janełs hand as she said this.
“Yes," said Jane in a low voice as she gazed out the window, “and Mr. Bingley, too."
Mrs. Gardiner knew she was not to get any more information out of her nieces, so she turned to her husband. “Mr. Gardiner, would you please tell me how Mr. Darcy and Mr. Bingley became involved in this business?"
The story took some time, and it would be at least two hours before the discussion turned to what to do at Longbourn.
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“Charles, what has happened? Why must you leave so abruptly?"
Bingley was overseeing his man pack his things. “I have told you, Caroline; urgent business calls me to London
and Darcy, too."
“But you tell us nothing!"
“I told you all you need to know." He sighed. “Georgiana asks nothing; she just sees to her brotherÅ‚s things."
Caroline was aghast at the censure in her brotherÅ‚s words. Louisa leapt to her defense. “Charles, that is unfair"
Bingley could stand for no more. “How is pointing out oneÅ‚s duty being unfair?"
When Bingley returned to Pemberley, he found Georgiana and his sisters in the music room. Waiting until Hurst could be found and brought to him, he informed the group of his and Darcyłs intention to leave for London immediately. Georgiana was distressed, but asked no questions. She and Mrs. Reynolds went to see about Darcyłs things, planning to ask her brother privately about it when he returned. Caroline was not so circumspect.
“Charles
you can not talk to me in that manner!" cried Caroline.
Bingley was silent. He turned, strode out of his bedroom and walked downstairs, his complaining sisters in his wake. Despite their entreaties he would say nothing. Soon he entered the billiards room, where he found Hurst lining up a shot.
“Hurst," he cried, “can you do nothing with these relations of ours?"
Hurst looked up incredulously. “What do you expect me to do with them?"
“Anything! Take them to Scarborough; lock them in the Tower; put them on a boat to Australia; just keep them out of my hair!"
Hurst considered. “I do not think the Regent with allow me the Tower"
“Mr. Hurst!" cried his wife.
“Oh, hush, Louisa."
“Perhaps you can bully my sister," Caroline said as she pushed around her brother, “but I will not stand for it! No one will tell me to hold my tongue!"
“Caroline" said Bingley dangerously.
“This is all very singular! You and Mr. Darcy ride into Lambton to retrieve thoseladies from Herefordshire; and you later return exclaiming your intention to remove to Town instantly, and without your family! What has happened? I know it has to do with those Bennet creatures"
An incensed Bingley suddenly smiled, while a horrified Louisa whispered, “Caroline
stop!"
“I will not stop! I will have my say about this! Does someone have need of special license, I wonder? Has someone been caught by arts and allurements?"
“Whose Ä™arts and allurementsÅ‚ do you refer to, Miss Bingley?" came a voice from behind her.
Carolinełs stomach fell to her feet.
“Ä™Arts and allurementsÅ‚
are you speaking of your own, Miss Bingley?" asked a dusty Mr. Darcy, just in from riding from Lambton. “You would not be so crass as to speak such of either of the Miss Bennets in my house, would you?"
Caroline and Louisa gasped.
“I see that I will have to make something clear to you all. The Bennet family is under my protection now." Darcy moved into the billiards room, his hands clasped behind his back.
“And mine!" added Bingley.
“Just so, Charles. But what I wished to say was that as that good and honorable family is under my protection, I will not brook any snide remarks or unsubstantiated rumors within my hearing, or in any house I own. This is absolute. Any violation of these most reasonable requirements will subject the person in question to my displeasure." He walked over to Caroline. “We would not want that, would we?"
Caroline was so horrified she could say nothing.
“I will make something else clear. There is nothing to announce
either for myself or for Charles. The Bennets and the Gardiners are our friends, nothing more; and I take friendship very seriously." Again he turned to Caroline. “It is my earnest hope that nothinguntoward is spread abroad regarding those fine people. For if I do hear of such things, I would be displeased. That would be most unfortunate for the one spreading such stories. They would lose my good opinion; and as you know, once my good opinion is lost it is lost forever."
Ask George Wickham, thought Bingley.
“Are you ready to leave, Charles?" He said while staring at Caroline.
“I shall just see to it, old boy. I should not be a moment." With a grin to his sisters, he left the room.
“Excellent. Hurst, can you manage without us?"
Hurst looked Darcy in the eye. “We shall leave for Scarborough immediately."
“There is no rush, Hurst."
“Perhaps not, but I think it proper. You will excuse us, I trust?"
“Mr. Hurst!" cried his wife again.
“Louisa," Hurst replied, “see to our things. Now. Caroline, how soon can you be packed?"
“II cannot leave Georgiana!" she cried, looking for an out.
“Bah!" he said to her. “Georgiana is safe here with Mrs. Annesley and the Pemberley staff. She has lived here for weeks at a time while Darcy was in Town on business. You had no objections then. Your place is not here. And if you wish to continue to reside with me, you had best see to your packing!"
The sisters saw defeat when it was before their eyes; they quit the room directly.
“Well said, Hurst," said Darcy. “Please excuse me
I must to Georgiana now."
“Whatever," the man replied as he lined up a shot.
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Caroline Bingley was in a fury over her brotherłs treatment of her. She stewed as the maid packed her things. It was obvious to her that something disastrous had happened to the Bennets; why her brother and Mr. Darcy were involved was no mystery to her. It had to be for the oldest reason in the world. Elizabeth Bennet had gotten to Mr. Darcy before Caroline could.
Well, there was more than one way to skin a cat.
“You, girl
is there pen and paper in that desk?"
“Aye, maÅ‚am, there is," she answered. Of course there is, you witch! Where do you think you are? This is Pemberley!
Caroline smiled tightly, a plan coming to her. “Continue packing
I must write a letter."
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"I have been thinking it over again, girls," said their aunt, as they drove from the town; "and really, upon serious consideration, it appears to me so very unlikely that any young man should form such a design against a girl who is by no means unprotected or friendless, and who was actually staying in his colonel's family, that I am strongly inclined to hope the best. Could he expect that her friends would not step forward? Could he expect to be noticed again by the regiment, after such an affront to Colonel Forster? His temptation is not adequate to the risk. It is really too great a violation of decency, honor, and interest, for him to be guilty of it. I cannot think so very ill of Wickham. Can you yourself, Lizzy, as to believe him capable of it?"
“Not, perhaps, of neglecting his own interest; but of every other neglect I can believe him capable! Why should they not go on to Scotland, if that had been the case?"
“In the first place," replied Mrs. Gardiner, "there is no absolute proof that they are not gone to Scotland."
“Oh!" said her husband, “but their removing from the chaise into a hackney coach is such a presumption! And, besides, no traces of them were to be found on the Barnet road."
“Well, then
supposing them to be in London," continued Mrs. Gardner. “They may be there, though for the purpose of concealment, for no more exceptionable purpose. It is not likely that money should be very abundant on either side; and it might strike them that they could be more economically, though less expeditiously, married in London than in Scotland."
Jane said uneasily, "But why all this secrecy? Why any fear of detection? Why must their marriage be private?"
Elizabeth jumped in. “Oh! no, no
this is not likely. His most particular friend, you see by Kitty's account, was persuaded of his never intending to marry her. Wickham will never marry a woman without some money. He cannot afford it."
Mr. Gardner shook his head. “All that Mr. Darcy has told me collaborates this. And what claims has Lydia
what attractions has she beyond youth, health, and good-humor, that could make him, for her sake, forego every chance of benefiting himself by marrying well? As to what restraint the apprehension of disgrace in the corps might throw on a dishonorable elopement with her, I am not able to judge; for I know nothing of the effects that such a step might produce. But as to your other objection, I am afraid it will hardly hold good. Lydia has no brothers to step forward; and he might imagine, from my brotherłs former behavior, from his indolence and the little attention he has ever seemed to give to what was going forward in his family, that he would do as little and think as little about it as any father could do, in such a matter."
Mrs. Gardner tried again. "But can you think that Lydia is so lost to everything but love of him as to consent to live with him on any other terms than marriage?"
“It does seem, and it is most shocking indeed," replied Jane, with tears in her eyes, "that a sister's sense of decency and virtue in such a point should admit of doubt. But, really, I know not what to say. Perhaps I am not doing her justice."
Elizabeth cried, “She is very young; she has never been taught to think on serious subjects; and for the last half year
nay, for a twelvemonth
she has been given up to nothing but amusement and vanity! She has been allowed to dispose of her time in the most idle and frivolous manner, and to adopt any opinions that came in her way. Since the ----shire were first quartered in Meryton, nothing but love, flirtation, and officers have been in her head. She has been doing everything in her power, by thinking and talking on the subject, to give greaterwhat shall I call it? Susceptibility to her feelings; which are naturally lively enough. And we all know that Wickham has every charm of person and address that can captivate a woman."
“But you see that Kitty," said her aunt, "does not think so ill of Wickham as to believe him capable of the attempt."
Lizzy did not roll her eyes. “Kitty! When has Kitty ever felt Lydia did anything wrong, save when she be the victim? And who is there, whatever might be their former conduct, that she would believe capable of such an attempt, till it were proved against them? But Jane knows, as well as I do, what Wickham really is. We both know that he has been profligate in every sense of the word; that he has neither integrity nor honor; that he is as false and deceitful as he is insinuating."
“And do you really know all this?" cried Mrs. Gardiner, whose curiosity as to the mode of her intelligence was all alive.
“We do, indeed," replied Jane, coloring. "We told you, the other day, of his infamous behavior to Mr. Darcy; and you yourself, when last at Longbourn, heard in what manner he spoke of the man who had behaved with such forbearance and liberality towards him." She glanced at Lizzy. “And there are other circumstances which I am not at liberty
which it is not worth while to relate; but his lies about the whole Pemberley family are endless. From what he said of Miss Darcy, I was thoroughly prepared to see a proud, reserved, disagreeable girl. Yet he knew to the contrary himself. He must know that she was as amiable and unpretending as we have found her."
Mr. Gardner then spoke of his conversation with Mr. Darcy.
“But does Lydia know nothing of this?" cried his wife. “Can she be ignorant of what you all seem so well to understand?"
“Oh, yes!" said Elizabeth, “that, that is the worst of all. Till we were in Kent and saw so much both of Mr. Darcy and his relation, Colonel Fitzwilliam, we were ignorant of the truth ourselves. And when we returned home, the ----shire was to leave Meryton in a week or fortnight's time. As that was the case, neither Jane nor I thought it necessary to make our knowledge public; for of what use could it apparently be to any one that the good opinion which all the neighborhood had of him should then be overthrown? And even when it was settled that Lydia should go with Mrs. Forster, the necessity of opening her eyes to his character never occurred to me. That she could be in any danger from the deception never entered my head. That such a consequence as this should ensue, you may easily believe was far enough from my thoughts."
“When they all removed to Brighton, therefore, you had no reason, I suppose, to believe them fond of each other?" said her uncle.
“Not the slightest." said Jane. “I can remember no symptom of affection on either side; and had anything of the kind been perceptible, you must be aware that ours is not a family, on which it could be thrown away. When first he entered the corps, she was ready enough to admire him; but so we all were."
Elizabeth sighed. “Every girl in or near Meryton was out of her senses about him for the first two months; but he never distinguished Lydia by any particular attention; and consequently, after a moderate period of extravagant and wild admiration, her fancy for him gave way, and others of the regiment, who treated her with more distinction, again became her favorites."
“This is a puzzlement that bodes ill," said the aunt. All in the coach knew of what she meant: without affection, how was Wickham to be convinced to marry Lydia?
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Darcy embraced his sister. “Do not cry, Georgie. I will write from London."
“Be careful, brother," she sobbed. “II hate him, you know"
“He will never bother you again, Georgie
I swear it."
She kissed his cheek. “All my love to Miss Elizabeth, brother." Darcy said nothing, but hugged his sister tighter.
“Are you ready, Darcy?" called Bingley from his saddle.
Without an answer, Darcy mounted his horse. From upon it he saw the Hursts and Miss Bingley move towards their carriage. He had not seen Caroline slip a letter to the butler while he was bidding farewell to Georgiana.
“Godspeed, Fitzwilliam!" cried Georgiana.
Darcy tipped his hat and the pair was away towards London.
An Appointment in London
Mr. Thomas Bennet was having a very bad day. He had planned to leave his rented rooms in London after breakfast and take a cab to Gracechurch Street, but the innkeeper kept him waiting for over two hours
he had gone out on an errand. Then no hackney cab could be secured until another hour had been lost. On top of that, it began to rain. It was a very damp and aggravated Mr. Bennet that entered his brother-in-lawłs lodgings in Cheapside. After greeting his relatives and recounting his tale of woe, he was shown into Mr. Gardinerłs study for a bit of brandy.
“What news, brother?" asked Gardiner after Bennet had enjoyed his first sip.
Bennet rolled his eyes. “Colonel Forster might be a fine commander of militia, but as a hunter and guide he is as bereft of ability as he is a guardian! We have found no trace of Lydia or that scoundrel! I must admit I am glad to see you, brother, for I am at my wits end."
“Patience, Thomas; they will be found."
“Found? In the largest city in the world? I must wonder at your confidence, sir, for I have none. No, I have not the least expectation Lydia will be discovered. In any case, I expect it is too late; I am sure Wickham has already achieved his purpose. She is ruined, Edward, and all my girls with her."
“You do not know that, Thomas. Do not despair; have faith in your daughter."
“You deceive yourself sir!" Bennet cried. “I know she is lost
she is like her mother. I blame her mother for this!" At GardinerÅ‚s pained expression, he added, “Forgive me, Edward; that was uncalled for"
“Say no more, Thomas. I know well my sisterÅ‚s failings. However, you must hold your tongue. We have guests coming."
Bennet started. “Guests? At a time like this?" He raised his glass to his lips.
“Yes, Thomas; they are"
At that moment, the door of the study was opened by the butler. “Mr. Bingley and Mr. Darcy to see you, sir."
Bennet did a perfect spit-take.
“Sir!" cried Bingley to Mr. Bennet. “Are you well? May I get you something for your relief?" Without waiting for leave he crossed over to the choking man and began pounding him on the back.
“Bingley," said Darcy dispassionately, “you may want to stop beating the man before you injure him."
“Oh, of course! I beg your pardon, Mr. Bennet!"
Bennet soon recovered from his coughing fit and BingleyÅ‚s remedy. “Itit is quiet all right, young man. I must admit I am surprised to see you here; and my astonishment is redoubled at your attendance, Mr. Darcy."
Bingley gave the gentleman a slight bow. “We are here to offer our services to you, Mr. Bennet!"
A nameless dread was creeping into BennetÅ‚s bones, but he fought the temptation to leap up and scream. “What services are those, Mr. Bingley? I fail to understand your meaning."
Darcy glanced at Gardiner in confusion; that momentary pause prevented him from stopping Bingley from replying: “Why, to help find Miss Lydia, sir!"
Bennet gave into temptation. “WHAT?" He spun upon his brother-in-law. “ARE THESE GENTLEMEN AWARE OF OUR TROUBLES? WHY IN HEAVENÅ‚S NAME DID YOU TELL THEM? GARDINER, ARE YOU MAD?"
“Mr. Bennet!" cried Darcy. “I will explain all, but you must control yourself, sir!" As Bennet continued to babble, he added, “SIT DOWN, SIR!" The power of DarcyÅ‚s personality hit the older man like a force of nature. Before he knew it, Mr. Bennet was seated back in his armchair.
Darcy took breath. “Inadvertently, Mr. Bingley and I learned of your familyÅ‚s misfortune. As you know, I have had dealings with Mr. Wickham before. Due to my superior knowledge of thatmanÅ‚s habits and tendencies, I offer my talents and those of my friend to help recover your daughter and to protect your familyÅ‚s honor."
“You know where he is?" the distraught father exclaimed.
“No, sir, I do not. However, I am confident that I can find him."
Bennet looked at Darcy with a suspicious eye. “How is it that a man of your standing would acquire such knowledge?"
Darcy hesitated, but he knew this time would come. In a calm voice he relayed his history with Wickham, including the reprobatełs attempt to seduce Georgiana. Bingley had heard the tale during their trip from Derbyshire, but the story was new to the older gentlemen, and their astonishment was great. They could not doubt the veracity of his account, as they could not imagine a man like Fitzwilliam Darcy inventing such a tale.
Bennet held his head in his hands. “Hopeless
it is hopeless" As Gardiner tried to comfort him, he raised his face to Darcy. “Such a man; such a lack of scruples! How is he to be worked on? Mr. Darcy, thank you for your offer
and you too, Mr. Bingley
but there is nothing to be done. My daughter is ruined, whether she is recovered or not, and all that remains is to call that rascal out and leave my wife a widow."
“Mr. Bennet, there is a way to end this matter in asomewhat satisfactory manner," offered Darcy.
“Do not toy with me, sir," begged Bennet. “I know you have little reason to love me
I have not been kind to you
but I ask you to take pity on me."
“Sir," Darcy kneeled down, “could you bear Wickham as a son-in-law?"
He grimaced. “I would bear anything to preserve my familyÅ‚s honor, sir."
“Then all is settled. I shall see them married."
“How, sir? He hates you!"
“There is something Wickham loves above all else, sir. Money."
Bennet snorted. “I have not been sitting on my hands, Mr. Darcy; I have been making inquiries here and in Meryton. Colonel Forster has quite the accounting from Brighton, as well. His debts are more than I could hope to cover."
“Do not be concerned about that issue, Mr. Bennet."
“What do you mean?" Astonishment overcame his countenance. “Mr. Darcy, surely you are not saying?"
DarcyÅ‚s words were like ice. “The fault is mine, and so must the remedy be. Leave Wickham to me."
“Mr. Darcy! You take too much on yourself!"
“Nevertheless, I shall have it. I shall not be swayed. My mind is determined."
“DonÅ‚t bother to argue, brother," advised Gardiner. “I have tried until I am blue in the face. Mr. Darcy is resolute, if nothing else."
“Indeed, sir," added Bingley. “I cannot remember any time in our acquaintance that Darcy was persuaded away from his purpose."
Bennet shook his head. “But this makes no sense! I can understand your interest in the matter, Mr. Bingley," he said as he pointed to him, “but what is your concern, Mr. Darcy? Why should you care about my familyunless" His face went white. “Ohohoh nonono!"
“Sir?" asked Darcy.
“Not Lizzynot my Lizzy!"
Mr. Bennetłs day definitely got worse.
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A very fine carriage rolled through a notorious part of the British capital in the early evening. Up and down narrow lanes it traveled, until it stopped by a darkened lane off a small street. Five gentlemen descended from the vehicle, all carrying weapons, and they took in their surroundings.
“Is my Lydia here?" a shaky voice was heard to utter.
“No," said another. Instructions were given to the driver and his companions. After the gentlemen were satisfied with the level of alertness in their servants, the five moved quietly down the lane, never glancing at the denizens of the neighborhood they traveled through. Within moments they were knocking at a certain door.
“Who is it?" came a challenge.
“Mick sent me," was returned. “God save thÅ‚ King."
Satisfied with the password, the door was unlocked. At that instant, the men charged the door, forcing it open and overpowering the large guard inside.
“Quickly," cried a man used to giving orders. “That door! Stop for nothing!" An instant later the group had forced the second door as well.
“All right, Darce; itÅ‚s your show now," said Colonel Fitzwilliam.
“You, girl," Darcy demanded of a maid, “where is Mrs. Younge? Be quick, or it will go badly for you."
The frightened servant quickly took the group to a third door. But before they could knock it opened. “Ah, Mr. Darcy; I thought I heard your voice," said a middle-aged woman who wore too much make-up and too little clothing.
Fitz jumped in front of his cousin, drawing his pistol on the woman. “Aye, Younge, and not alone! Drop that gun, or by Heaven youÅ‚ll not see the sunrise!" Bingley and Gardiner brandished their arms as well.
Mrs. Younge smirked and dropped her derringer. “You havenÅ‚t changed, have you, Colonel?"
“It is why I am still alive, Mrs. Younge." He pushed by her and quickly searched the room. “ItÅ‚s all right to come in, Darce."
“WonÅ‚t you come in, Mr. Darcy?" Mrs. Younge spoke in a mocking tone. The company entered what turned out to be a cheaply over-done sitting room. Their nostrils were filled with the exotic smells of illegal substances. “You gentlemen too," she added to the groupÅ‚s back. “May I offer you something? I believe I have what youÅ‚re looking for."
Darcy turned to her. “If it is information you offer, Younge, yes, you do. As for what else youÅ‚re peddling, I believe with shall give it a pass."
“Information about what?"
“Where is Wickham?"
Her face closed up. “I donÅ‚t know what youÅ‚re talking about."
“Come, madam!" cried Mr. Bennet. “Tell us what you know! He has my daughter; surely you see we are desperate?"
YoungeÅ‚s eyes glinted with malice. “And what is that to me?"
“Younge! I can have you taken up, you know." Darcy picked up a vase. “Do you think I have forgotten this piece? It has been missing from my townhouse for over a year."
Hate flowed out of the womanÅ‚s countenance. “Go ahead, sir, do your worst! Miss Georgiana gave that to me! My word against yours!" She laughed. “As if you would suffer your precious sister to testify in public!"
Before Darcy could reply, Bingley stepped in. “You are right, Mrs. Younge. Darcy has misused you, hasnÅ‚t he?"
“Aye, he did. Underpaid and underappreciated I was!"
Bingley gave her a tight smile. “Yes, I know how he can be. Do you know he told me not to marry my love?"
Younge nodded. “Yes, thatÅ‚s him all over." Darcy flushed but said nothing. The other gentlemen remained silent as they followed the two menÅ‚s lead. YoungeÅ‚s eye was caught by the gold guinea that had suddenly appeared in BinglyÅ‚s fingers. It glittered in the candlelight as he twirled it about.
“Yesss" he went on in a low voice. “But we know what can make it betterIThis/I can, can it not?"
Younge gulped.
“Mr. Bennet will give me permission to court his daughter if we recover her sister. Now, I know you would not stand in the way of true love" A second guinea followed. “You want to help me, donÅ‚t you?" She snatched at the coins, but he pulled away. “No, nothe address first."
She licked her lips. “You wonÅ‚t give me up to the magistrate?"
“You have my word: twenty of these for the address. A like amount mailed to you upon our success."
“What if heÅ‚s left already?" she whined.
“Then you better be quick about it."
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“Darcy, I do apologize for what I said back there." Bingley leaned across the carriage, hand outstretched in friendship. Darcy wasted no time in grasping it.
“Think nothing of it," he said.
“You would have gotten her to tell us what she knows, eventually, but it came to me that this approach might serve; and in an expedited manner. And it occurred to me she would be more amenable to someone she thought had a grudge against you; as she obviously does."
“It matters not, old man; we got the information we need. Besides," Darcy looked down, “you were not far wrong. My interference in your matters is beyond disgraceful."
Bennet could no longer hold his tongue. “I must interject, sirs, as you seem to be speaking about my daughter. There was truth in what you said to that jade back there?"
Before Darcy could explain his faults, Bingley said, “A misunderstanding, Mr. Bennet, nothing more, and one that have been forgiven. I must disagree with my friendÅ‚s statement, however; DarcyÅ‚s judgment is of the highest quality." Darcy blushed at his friendÅ‚s great goodness. “I hope you are not offended by my claim to that woman, butit was the only thing I could think of at the timeI am most exceedingly sorry to bring your daughter up in this."
“Mr. Bingley, I would be honored to have you court my daughter."
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George Wickham was awakened from sleeping off a night of drink and debauchery by an insistent knocking on the door of his rented rooms. Not one to trust anyone that knocked on any door he found himself behind, his first inclination was to ignore it. However, the noise awoke Lydia, and she had no scruples against calling out, “Who is it?"
Stupid cit!
“There be some gentlemen wantinÅ‚ to speak to Mr. Wickham, maÅ‚am," called out the keeper of the disreputable inn they found themselves in. “They gots a business proposition for him."
That perked up two sets of ears. “Did you hear that, Wickie? Now you can settle your business and we can get married!"
Marriage to Lydia was not high on Wickhamłs life list
going to fight Napoleon one-handed and blindfolded beat it by a factor of three
but she was a jolly and willing sort, and she caught on fast to the sorts of games Wickham enjoyed, so he intended to keep the girl around for awhile. “Excellent, my dear. Go into the dressing area and make yourself presentable while I see to the door. And remember"
“Yes, yeskeep quiet; I know."
He gave her a grin. “Business can be so droll, my dear. Off with you." She squealed as he gave her a slap on her most agreeable bottom and she dashed into the other room. “Be right there!" he called out as the knocking resumed. He pulled on his clothes and walked over to the door. “Who is it?"
“Younge sent us," came a response. It was the right one; Wickham took off the chain and opened the door to see
“What the hell
Darcy!"
“Wickham."
“Hello, Wickham; donÅ‚t tell me youÅ‚ve forgotten me," came another unwelcomed voice.
“Nno, I havenÅ‚t. Colonel Fitzwilliam; long time no see."
The party entered without waiting to be invited. With Darcy and his cousin were two other gentlemen. “Wickham," began Darcy, “this is Mr. Gardiner
Miss Lydiałs uncle
I believe you know Mr. Bingley. We would have words with you. First; where is Miss Lydia?"
Wickham was confused; he understood GardinerÅ‚s interest, but he had no idea why the other three were there. To buy time he tried to brazen it out. “Miss Lydia
Miss Lydia Bennet? I do not know what you are talking about. Is she missing? She is not here, as you can see."
Bingley was livid
he could see the state of the room and a ladyÅ‚s chemise on the lone chair. “Blackguard! Tell us this instant what you have done with her!"
“Wickie?" came a female voice. “Is that Mr. Bingley?"
Bingley lost all control. “You cur! You have taken advantage of a mere child!" He stripped off one of his gloves and raised it high as he moved toward the cornered man. “You shall pay for this, you" He did not finish as a lighting-fast fist shot out and connected on the manÅ‚s chin. Bingley fell to the filthy floor, insensitive to all around him.
“Sorry about that, Darce," said Fitzwilliam as he drew back his aching fist. “I thought you wanted to handle this."
“I did; good work, Fitz."
“Mr. Bingley!" cried Lydia as she emerged from the dressing room. “Why is he on the floor? Is he ill?"
The other four men blanched at her entrance, for varying reasons. At least the girl had respectable clothing on; she owned more than one chemise. Gardiner started to open his mouth, when Darcy interrupted. “Yes
he has just taken ill, Miss Lydia. Would you help your uncle bring him downstairs for aid?" A change in plans that would serve very well.
“I canÅ‚t pick him up; IÅ‚m a lady!" she cried. Darcy resisted the urge to roll his eyes. “Why donÅ‚t you carry him, Mr. high-and-mighty Darcy? Are you too good to do it?"
This was not the place to argue
Mr. Bennet was waiting below, as planned. “Very well. Mr. Gardiner, your assistance please? Miss Lydia, we will need your help downstairs." The two seized the now woozy Bingley by his arms and half-carried him out of the room, Lydia trailing behind. The room was empty save for Colonel Fitzwilliam and Lt. Wickham.
“Well," sneered Wickham, “you got what you came for, so why donÅ‚t you just bugger off?"
“Wickham, you should be more grateful," replied Fitzwilliam easily. “WeÅ‚ve just saved you a world of trouble."
“Trouble? What do you mean?"
“Surely even a man of your limited intellect could see that Bingley was going to challenge you to a duel."
Wickham laughed. “That fool? You need not have bothered
I could have taken him one-handed!"
A very distinct sound brought realization to Wickhamłs mind. He just recalled that most of the men present had walking-sticks in their hands; the type that concealed thin blades. It was common for gentlemen to carry such weapons in Town for their protection. But Fitzwilliam had no stick in his hands. He didnłt need one, it turned out. That sound was that made by a cavalry sword being drawn from its scabbard; the same sword now an inch from his throat.
“Wickham, Wickham, Wickham
will you ever learn? No one will have the chance to kill you before I do. You only live because I suffer that you do."
Wickham looked into the dead-serious eyes of the colonel. “I get your.point, Colonel."
“Fitz! What is this?" cried Darcy as he reentered.
“I was trying to decide the best way to filet this baggage, cousin."
“Peace, Fitz; let us give Wickham his last chance first."
Richard hesitated before re-sheathing his blade. “You always spoil my fun, Darcy."
Wickham steeped back and laughed nervously. “Do not sport with me, gentlemen. Strike down an unarmed man, outnumbered three-to-one? You would not dare! YouÅ‚d be taken up for it."
“DonÅ‚t be so sure, Mr. Wickham," said Gardiner as he reentered. “You, a stewardÅ‚s son, have misused the daughter of a gentleman. He, on the other hand, is an officer and the son of an Earl. Do you really think he shall be held responsible?"
“A bit of scandal
what is that to me?" observed Richard with his arms crossed.
Wickham was shaken. “Andand the Bennet family? Do you care nothing for them?"
Darcy assumed his most disinterested air. “They are not my family, Wickham." Not yet, anyway.
“Mr. Gardiner, surely you can see the damage such a scandal would do to your nieces!" cried the desperate man.
GardinerÅ‚s rage was no play-acting. “Are they not already ruined by your actions, sir? It seems to me your destruction would lessen that disgrace. Why, it might be forgotten in a twelve-month." He paused. “Let us get down to cases, Wickham. As Mr. Darcy said, you have one last chance. He is here on my behalf as my friend and business partner." It was not true
yet
as they had not had time to completely discuss the future business dealings they had mentioned in past conversations. But Wickham did not need to know DarcyÅ‚s true motivations. And Gardiner could lie much better than Darcy. “He has kindly agreed to negotiate for my family."
To Wickham that sounded like money. Might he survive? And better yet, might he make a profit from this? “I am all attention, my good sirs."
“Sit down, Wickham," commanded the Master of Pemberley to his one-time playmate. “This is how it is going to be"
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Within a half-hour the party was on their way back to Cheapside. In one carriage was a very distraught father, a very disgusted uncle and a very foolish newly engaged girl of fifteen. In the other rode a very embarrassed Master of Netherfield with his two companions.
“I am sorry about striking you, my good fellow," Fitzwilliam said as he patted BingleyÅ‚s back.
“Come, Bingley, say you forgive him," begged Darcy.
“Oh, I already have; do not be alarmed, Colonel." He shook his head sadly. “I did it again, didnÅ‚t I, Darcy?"
“IÅ‚m afraid so, old man." Darcy grinned to himself; Bingley was the most forgiving man he had ever met. Perhaps thatÅ‚s why he was his best friend.
“ItÅ‚s just as well, Bingley," said Fitzwilliam. “We couldnÅ‚t have Wickham sticking you, now could we? Miss Bennet would never forgive us."
Bingley got a hurt expression on his face, but it was Darcy that answered. “You might be wrong on that score, Fitz."
“What do you mean, Darce? You canÅ‚t doubt Miss BennetÅ‚s affection now, can you?"
“How do you know about that?" cried Bingley.
“Opps." He forgot that Darcy had told of it in the strictest confidence.
Darcy frowned. “It matters not, as I have already told Charles that I was in error about that. I do not know your source of information, cousin, but I would advise you to keep a better hold on your tongue, or Bingley here may make you regret it."
Richard laughed. “Darcy! Forgive me, my dear Bingley, but I have seen you fence."
Darcy said, “Not lately." Richard turned to his cousin. “You mistook my meaning earlier, Fitz. What you are wrong about was BingleyÅ‚s skill with a blade. He has been my fencing partner this last half-year, and he has progressed very well. I believe he could take Wickham easily."
Bingley wore a rueful grin. “It is nice for you to say so, Darce, but I have yet to beat you."
Not many have. “Ah, but I have also fought Fitz here, and I would observe that there is not much difference between the two of you. No, you would be very well matched."
Fitzwilliam began chuckling at this. Darcy gave his friend a significant look. “Care to meet me, Colonel?" asked Bingley.
Richard sobered up at the earnest look in BingleyÅ‚s eye, but he was never one to back away from a challenge. “All right, old boy; what say you to tomorrow afternoon?"
Bingley smiled, which unnerved the colonel further. “The day following would be better. Would two oÅ‚clock at the fencing club suit you?"
“Done." Fitz shook BingleyÅ‚s hand, wondering what he had gotten himself into.
Darcy smiled. This should prove to be entertaining.
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As the carriages stopped before the Gardiner house on Gracechurch Street, Darcy leaned out to take his farewell of the other party. To his surprise, Mr. Bennet handed over his daughter to Mr. Gardiner and approached the Darcy carriage.
“Mr. Darcy," said the weary man, “I must thank you and your companions for everything you have done for me and my family."
“Think nothing of it, sir. We were happy to have been of service."
“Ah
the very subject I wished to raise with you. Might I have the opportunity to speak with you tomorrow?"
Darcy frowned. “I have business with my banker tomorrow morning"
“No doubt."
“Hmmyes. But I am at my leisure afterwards." He handed Bennet his card. “Shall we say two oÅ‚clock?"
Bennet looked at the card. “Sir! I am honored, butI did not mean to invite myself to your home"
“It is not Buckingham Palace, sir. I shall see you then."
Tidings that will Give Satisfaction
The carriage made good time from Derbyshire, and two days after leaving Lambton it pulled up to the steps of Longbourn. Mr. and Mrs. Gardiner tarried but an hour before gathering up the children and pushing on to Town, to Mrs. Bennetłs dismay. But to no entreating would the couple attend
they were expecting very distinguished company at Gracechurch Street.
Mrs. Bennet was all that Kitty described and more. She flailed about, alternately blaming her distress on everyone but herself and making herself hysterical over fears that Wickham would make her a widow in the inevitable duel. "If I had been able," said she, "to carry my point of going to Brighton, with all my family, this would not have happened; but poor dear Lydia had nobody to take care of her. Why did the Forsters ever let her go out of their sight? I am sure there was some great neglect or other on their side, for she is not the kind of girl to do such a thing if she had been well looked after. I always thought they were very unfit to have the charge of her; but I was over-ruled, as I always am! Poor dear child! And now here's Mr. Bennet gone away, and I know he will fight Wickham, wherever he meets him; and then he will be killed, and what is to become of us all? Mr. Collins cannot run the estate, and if my brother is not kind to us, I do not know what we shall do!" To the girlsł peace of mind, she kept to her rooms, allowing the sisters to talk and console each other without interruption.
Mary was heard from:
Sisters! Such distressing news you send me! Lydia run off with Mr. Wickham! Oh, why did no one pay heed to the warnings? How was it my father allowed a girl with such weak understanding to go to Brighton, where the temptations must be overwhelming? This is a most unfortunate affair; and will probably be much talked of. But we must stem the tide of malice, and pour into the wounded bosoms of each other the balm of sisterly consolation.
Mr. Collins is very concerned, and would go to Longbourn to offer succor, but I have convinced him to stay and attend to his duties. Alas! Be careful what you wish for! My husband took me at my word, and went without delay to inform Lady Catherine of our distress. She is all concern, I am told, and advises us to write the wayward girl out of our lives this instant. Lady Catherinełs kindness knows no bounds. Anne, of course, is truly concerned and sends her private condolences.
Mr. Collins has been advised on the poor choice he made in sharing our burden. He will feel it greatly, I have no doubt.
The only good news to come of this is that you tell me that Mr. Darcy and Mr. Bingley have offered their services. I, of course, have shared this intelligence with only Anne. She is as surprised and happy over this news as I; and begs me to assure you both that Mr. Darcy is the cleverest of men, and will soon see the matter set to rights, if any man can. I pray to Our Lord that her confidence is not ill placed, and that more than one lady may win her happiness
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The day after she returned, Jane was walking about the flower garden where she discovered Kitty in tears. Hurrying to her side she embraced her sister while asking about the reason for her distress.
“Oh! I have just ccome from MerytonI went for some laceand was most cruelly cut by Mrs. Fairweather!"
“Oh, Kitty, are you certain? She has been our motherÅ‚s friend for years."
“The cut direct, I say!" she cried. “I was coming out of the shop, andand I saw her and her daughter come out from the bakery across the street. They had just begun crossing the street when I bid them hello. Sheshe saw me and turned on her heel and walked in the opposite direction, dragging her daughter with her!"
“Oh, my!"
“That is not all. I saw Lady Lucas and Maria on my way to the village. Lady Lucas was polite, as always, but I could tell she was uneasy. Oh, Jane, what shall I do if she decides I am unfit company for Maria? She is my onlyfriendleft" She broke down.
Jane tried to offer consolation, but Kitty would not hear of it. “No, Jane
I deserve it! I knew what Lydia was planning. I could have stopped it if I told. But I did not, and Father is so angry with me, and now all of Meryton is rising against me!"
“How much did you know, Kitty?"
“Lydia wrote to tell me that Mr. Wickham had been paying her exclusive attention in the last week before she" Kitty dug into her reticule. “And she left this note at the Forsters"
MY DEAR HARRIET,

You will laugh when you know where I am gone, and I cannot help laughing myself at your surprise to-morrow morning, as soon as I am missed. I am going to Gretna Green, and if you cannot guess with who, I shall think you a simpleton, for there is but one man in the world I love, and he is an angel. I should never be happy without him, so think it no harm to be off. You need not send them word at Longbourn of my going, if you do not like it, for it will make the surprise the greater, when I write to them, and sign my name "Lydia Wickham." What a good joke it will be! I can hardly write for laughing.
Pray make my excuses to Pratt for not keeping my engagement, and dancing with him to-night. Tell him I hope he will excuse me when he knows all; and tell him I will dance with him at the next ball we meet, with great pleasure. I shall send for my clothes when I get to Longbourn; but I wish you would tell Sally to mend a great slit in my worked muslin gown before they are packed up. Good-bye. Give my love to Colonel Forster. I hope you will drink to our good journey.
Your affectionate friend,
LYDIA BENNET.
"Oh! thoughtless, thoughtless Lydia!" cried Jane, when she had finished it. "What a letter is this, to be written at such a moment! But at least it shows that she was serious in the object of her journey. Whatever he might afterwards persuade her to, it was not on her side a scheme of infamy. My poor father! How he must have felt it!"
“I never saw any one so shocked. He could not speak a word for full ten minutes. My mother was taken ill immediately, and the whole house in such confusion!"
“Oh, Kitty," cried Jane, "was there a servant who did not know the whole story before the end of the day?"
“I do not know. I hope there was. But to be guarded at such a time is very difficult. My mother was in hysterics, and though I endeavored to give her every assistance in my power, I am afraid I did not do so much as I might have done! But the horror of what might possibly happen almost took from me my faculties."
Jane stoked KittyÅ‚s forehead with concern. “Your attendance upon her has been too much for you. You do not look at all well. Oh, that I had been with you! You have had every care and anxiety upon yourself alone."
“I know, and it has been hard. But what has Lydia done that was so bad? Is it not romantic to elope?"
"Kitty, you must understand. Loss of virtue in a female is irretrievable
that one false step involves her in endless ruin
that her reputation is no less brittle than it is beautiful
and that a lady cannot be too much guarded in her behavior towards the undeserving of the other sex."
“And my reputation, too?"
“Yes."
“Then it is my fault!"
“No, Kitty. It is no more your fault than it is mine or LizzyÅ‚s."
“How is this?" Kitty asked. “Did you know of LydiaÅ‚s intentions?"
“No, but we knew of WickhamÅ‚s true nature."
“Then why did you not say something?"
Elizabeth did and Father did not attend. “The information came from another. We thought it not our story to tell. In this we were wrong. But you must see that this must be laid at LydiaÅ‚s feet. She was not carried away. She chose to go with Wickham. We must now try to save her from herself
she does not know Wickhamłs true nature."
“How can we? Father will never find them in London."
“Father will not need to
we have help. Kitty, you must promise to keep this most secret; even from our mother." KittyÅ‚s eyes grew wide as her sister continued. “Mr. Bingley and Mr. Darcy, who we saw in Derbyshire, accidentally became aware of our shame and have volunteered to help us. Mr. Darcy assures us he will be able to hunt down Mr. Wickham."
“Mr. Bingley andMr. Darcy? Odious Mr. Darcy?"
Jane smiled. “Do not let Lizzy hear you say that."
“What do you mean?"
Jane recalled LizzyÅ‚s outburst: “Find them, and I am yours." Aloud she said, “We have discovered in Derbyshire that Mr. Wickham was not so admired, nor Mr. Darcy so disagreeable, as we had been lead to believe. Allow me to assure you that Mr. Darcy, rather than being proud and aloof, is the most kind and generous man. Wickham is his enemy, having had done great injury to him in the past. He feels he must protect his friends from Mr. Wickham."
“His injuries? But Mr. Wickham said"
“All lies, my love. Everything Mr. Wickham said the opposite is true."
“FriendsMr. Darcy considers us his friends?"
“Us and the Gardiners
yes."
Kitty smiled. “It is agreeable to have such a friend, even if he is not an officer."
Jane laughed. “It is also agreeable to have you as my sister. You have done well here. Do not dwell overmuch on this sad business. Come
I would have you laugh again."
Kittyłs eyes shown. A born follower, she copied Lydia because Jane and Lizzy had had no time for her
and Mary was ill-suited to set an example. Now that Lydia was disgraced and Jane was paying her attentions, it was but a momentłs work for her to switch her alliance to her eldest sister; and by extension, to Elizabeth, too.
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“Mr. Bennet, sir," the butler announced at the doorway of DarcyÅ‚s study.
Darcy arose from his desk and greeted the older man. He offered his guest a chair, but the gentleman waved him off, lost in admiration of the ownerłs collection of books.
“This is a fine library, Mr. Darcy!" he said. Darcy acknowledged the complement and watched Bennet peer closely at the volumes. Seeing that all had been read, some numerous times, the Master of Longbourn looked at the Master of Pemberely with new respect. “I am glad you are not one of those who collect books for the color of the spines, sir."
Darcy hid a small smile; he knew many who did just that.
“And does your home in Derbyshire have a like collection?"
Darcy shook his head. “This library has been my humble construction. It is nothing to PemberleyÅ‚s; that is work of many generations."
Bennet sighed. He took a chair and sat, looking at Darcy. “I suppose you are wondering why I wished to speak with you."
“I must admit a curiosity, sure," he replied as he took his own chair behind his desk.
“This has been a most unpleasant business, and a puzzling one, too. I am the injured father, and I wish I had nothing to do with it. You, on the other hand, are a stranger. Yet you have announced that you will see that my unfortunate daughter reclaim her respectability though lawful marriage. No matter the cost."
Darcy coughed. “Sir, I must insist"
“No, nothere is no talking you out of it, I am sure. My one question is: why? Why do you do it? Do you not know you are the kind of man I can deny nothing?"
Darcy started. “II do not have the pleasure of understanding you, sir."
“If you want to marry my Lizzy, why not ask me?"
Darcy leapt to his feet and crossed to the window, trying to settle his emotions. Bennet watched him with glee. I got you there, Mr. Darcy!
After a moment, Darcy turned to him. “Mr. Bennet, I will not insult your intelligence by denying feelings that I may have. I will say that I admire your second daughter
admire her greatly, in fact. But I must make myself perfectly understood upon this matter. I do not do what I do in search of thanks or reward. I expect nothing. Duty requires I set right what Wickham has done."
“Yes, yes; I remember your tale. Frankly, I would have let your cousin run the bugger through."
A smile tugged at DarcyÅ‚s lip. “Thethought had occurred to me."
Bennet was pleased to see that Darcy was human after all. “So you expect nothing, eh? Does Elizabeth know of your involvement?"
Darcy blushed. “Yes
unfortunately."
“Why do you say this? Do you not want my daughterÅ‚s gratitude?"
“Again I must say I ask for nothing"
“Yes, yes; let us stop beating around the bush. Do you have something to ask of me, Mr. Darcy?"
Darcy swallowed. “Mr. Bennet, may I have the honor of paying court to your daughter, Miss Elizabeth?"
“Well, that wasnÅ‚t so hard, was it?" Bennet said, while his heart sank with the reality of the situation. He knew this day would come, and he admired Darcy, but Lizzy was his favorite. “Have you any idea if Lizzy would welcome your company?"
Darcy recalled her words: I honor the man
not the action. “Yes, I believe she would have no objection."
“This is rather sudden. I know you were in her company while she and Jane were traveling with the Gardners in Derbyshire."
“YesI also saw Miss Elizabeth in Kent. I was visiting Rosings while your daughters were visiting Mrs. Collins."
“Ah haAnd it was there you began changing LizzyÅ‚s opinion of you? It was rather low at one time, as I recall."
Darcy recalled his disastrous proposal and his mortifying explanation the next day. “Yes, I suppose that was the genesis of our better understanding. Sir, I must assure you that nothing underhanded has occurred. Your daughter is one of the most unique and intriguing individuals I have ever met. I have for many months been impressed with her wit, understanding and principals. I am well aware of the differences in oursituations. Yet, she is a gentlemanÅ‚s daughter."
Bennet nodded.
“And I am a gentleman. So we are equal. I also wish you to know that I am a better man for knowing your daughter. Believe me when I say that I value Miss Elizabeth above anyone I know
she is on a par with my dear sister, for whom I would do anything."
Again Bennet nodded.
“I am my own man
I answer to no one save my conscience. My good father raised me to know my duties and responsibilities. Should I be successful in my suit, I would look upon it as a great gift from my creator. Your daughter would want for nothing, be it her comfort, her respect or heraffections." By now, Darcy was blushing furiously.
Bennet, who had already gotten the same intelligence from his brother Gardiner, decided to end his teasing game. “Then you have my permission. Now that that is over with, do you have any port? I could use a drink."
Darcy smiled and gave the older gentleman a glass of his best tawny. Grinning at the look of pure delight on his guestÅ‚s face as he sipped, he asked, “Did you bring a carriage, sir?"
“What? No, I did not. I used a hired coach."
“Then we shall return to Gracechurch Street together. I am to supper tonight, along with Bingley."
“You are a glutton for punishment, sir. There will be little suitable conversation with my daughter in the house."
“Perhaps. Might I interest you in a bit of entertainment tomorrow?"
“I am all ears."
“You must come to my fencing club. There will be a most interesting match; I think you will enjoy it."
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As Jane and Kitty were walking together in the shrubbery behind the house a week after their earlier conversation, they saw the housekeeper coming towards them, and, concluding that she came to call them to their mother, went forward to meet her. Instead of the expected summons, when they approached her, she said to Miss Bennet, "I beg your pardon, miss, for interrupting you, but I was in hopes you might have got some good news from town, so I took the liberty of coming to ask."
"What do you mean, Hill? We have heard nothing from town."
"Dear miss," cried Mrs. Hill, in great astonishment, "do you not know there is an express come from the master this half-hour? Miss Elizabeth has it."
Away ran the girls, too eager to get in to have time for speech. They ran through the vestibule into the breakfast-room; from thence to the library
Lizzy was in neither; and they were on the point of seeking her upstairs with their mother, when they were met by the butler, who said

"If you are looking for Miss Elizabeth, miss, she is walking towards the little copse."
Upon this information they instantly passed through the hall once more, and ran across the lawn after their sister, who was deliberately pursuing her way towards a small wood on one side of the paddock.
Jane, who was not so light nor so much in the habit of running as Kitty, soon lagged behind, while her sister, panting for breath, came up with Elizabeth and eagerly cried out

“Oh, Lizzy, (puff) what news
what news? (puff) Have you heard from my father?"
“Yes, I have had a letter from him by express."
“Well, and what news does it bring
good or bad?"
“What is there of good to be expected from this business?" said she, taking the letter from her pocket. “But perhaps you would like to read it."
Kitty impatiently caught it from her hand. Jane now came up.
“Read it aloud," said their sister, "for JaneÅ‚s sake."
Gracechurch Street,
Monday, August 2.
MY DEAR DAUGHTERS,
At last I am able to send you some tidings of my wayward daughter, and such as, upon the whole, I hope will give you some little satisfaction. Soon after your uncle Gardiner came to Town, I was fortunate enough to find out in what part of London they were. The particulars I reserve till we meet: it is enough to know they are discovered. I have seen them both

“Then it is as I always hoped," cried Jane; "they are married!"
“Keep reading, Kitty," said Elizabeth.
I have seen them both. They are not married, nor can I find there was any intention of being so; but I hope it will not be long before they are. All that was required of me is to assure to your incredibly silly and irresponsible sister, by settlement, her equal share of the five thousand pounds secured among you girls after the decease of myself and your mother; and, moreover, to enter into an engagement of allowing her, during my life, one hundred pounds per annum.
These are conditions which, considering everything, I had no hesitation in complying with. You will easily comprehend, from these particulars, that Mr. Wickham's circumstances are not so hopeless as they are generally believed to be. And if you believe that, I shall think you all are the great simpletons of the world. Without the aid of a certain gentleman from Derbyshire and his good friends, I doubt that this even this melancholy event would have come to pass. The world is upside-down, my loves.
I command that you all therefore stay quietly at Longbourn, and depend on my diligence and care. I shall not further reward this sham of a holy event with the attendance of yourselves and your mother. We have judged it best that my daughter should be married from this house, of which I hope you will take comfort from. I leave to you the task of informing your mother of the above. Tell her what you will.
I shall write again as soon as the deed is done.
Your's, etc.
THO. BENNET
“Is it possible?" cried Kitty, when she had finished. “Can it be possible that he will marry her?"
“My dear father, I congratulate you!" said Jane. “And have you answered the letter, Lizzy?"
“No; but it must be done soon."
“Let me write for you," said Jane, "if you dislike the trouble yourself."
“I dislike it very much," she replied; "but it must be done. Oh, Jane! Can you not see what has passed?"
Jane colored. Kitty, confused, asked, “Of what do you mean?"
“Kitty
Wickham was bribed to marry our sister; depend upon it!"
“Well, yes
Father settled some money on him. A hundred a year is not so bad"
“No man in his senses would marry Lydia on so slight a temptation as one hundred a year!" cried Elizabeth.
“That is very true," said Jane. "His debts to be discharged, and something still to remain! It must be our friendsÅ‚ doings! Good, generous men, I am afraid they have distressed themselves. A small sum could not do all this."
“No," said Elizabeth; "Wickham's a fool if he takes her with a farthing less than ten thousand pounds!"
Kitty gasped. “Ten thousand pounds! Heaven forbid! How is half such a sum to be repaid?" She stopped and thought about what Jane said. “Andwho has to be repaid?"
Lizzy took the letter from KittyÅ‚s hand and re-read: “Ä™without the aid of a certain gentleman from Derbyshire and his good friends, I doubt that this even this melancholy event would have come to pass.Å‚"
Kitty gasped again. “Mr. Darcy?"
Elizabeth threw down the hated letter as tears formed in her eyes. “Yes! Fitzwilliam Darcy
the most honorable, the most worthy, the most generous man of my acquaintance
has paid a fortune so that the most un-worthy man in England, his greatest enemy, marry ourourfool of a sister!"
Jane was troubled, as well; Mr. Bingley might have felt inclined to help his friend. "And they must marry! Yet he is such a man!"
Anger and mortification battled over ElizabethÅ‚s expression. “Yes, yes, they must marry. There is nothing else to be done! But there are two things that I want very much to know: one is how much money Mr. Darcy has laid down to bring it about; and the other, how I am ever to pay him."
“What are you talking about, Lizzy?" cried Kitty.
“Never mind, Kitty; I have coin he will accept."
“Lizzy
do not speak so!" Jane grasped her shoulders. “Do not do this! II thought your exclamation in Lambton was due to your heightened emotions. You cannot have been serious! Oh, Lizzy, no matter what, do not marry without love!"
Elizabeth smiled through her tears. “Love and devotion is my dowry, Jane
and he shall have it all."
Jane looked at her sister. Then, breaking into tears herself she embraced her.
“LLizzy?" Kitty still looked horrified. “Are you speaking of Mr. Darcy?" Lizzy nodded. Kitty asked, “Do youlove him?"
“With all my heart and all my soul." Kitty joined in the embrace. Jane made no comment
her thoughts still in turmoil.
“And they are really to be married!" cried Elizabeth. "How strange this is! And for this we are to be thankful. That they should marry, small as is their chance of happiness, and wretched as is his character, we are forced to rejoice. Oh, Lydia!"
“I comfort myself with thinking," replied Kitty, "that Wickham certainly would not marry Lydia if he had not a real regard for her. Though yourkind friends have done something towards clearing him, I cannot believe that ten thousand pounds, or anything like it, has been advanced. How could even he spare half ten thousand pounds?"
“If we are ever able to learn what Wickham's debts have been," said Elizabeth, "and how much is settled on our sister, we shall exactly know what Mr. Darcy has done for them, because Wickham has not sixpence of his own! The kindness of Mr. Darcy
and Mr. Bingley
can never be requited; nor my uncle and aunt either. Their taking her into their home, and affording her their personal protection and countenance, is such a sacrifice to her advantage as years of gratitude cannot enough acknowledge. If such goodness does not make Lydia miserable now, she will never deserve to be happy! What a meeting for her, when she first saw my aunt!"
Yes
Aunt Gardner would have had some choice words for Lydia! “We must endeavor to forget all that has passed on either side," said Jane: "I hope and trust they will yet be happy. His consenting to marry her is a proof, I will believe, that he is come to a right way of thinking. Their mutual affection will steady them; and I flatter myself they will settle so quietly, and live in so rational a manner, as may in time make their past imprudence forgotten."
“Their conduct has been such," growled Elizabeth, "as neither you, nor I, nor Kitty, nor anybody can ever forget! It is useless to talk of it."
Kitty stood silently, thinking on what had been said. "May we take Fatherłs letter to read to Mother?"
“You are right, Kitty; it shall be done instantly."
The sisters walked quietly to the house and they went up stairs together. After a slight preparation for good news, the letter was read aloud
edited, of course. Mrs. Bennet could hardly contain herself. As soon as Jane had read Mr. Bennetłs hope of Lydia's being soon married, her joy burst forth, and every following sentence added to its exuberance. She was now in an irritation as violent from delight, as she had ever been fidgety from alarm and vexation. To know that her daughter would be married was enough. She was disturbed by no fear for her felicity, nor humbled by any remembrance of her misconduct.
“My dear, dear Lydia!" she cried. "This is delightful indeed! She will be married! I shall see her again! She will be married at sixteen! My good, kind husband! I knew how it would be. I knew he would manage everything! How I long to see her! and to see dear Wickham too? But the clothes, the wedding clothes! I will write to Mr. Bennet about them directly and ask him how much he will give her. Ring the bell, Kitty, for Hill. I will put on my things in a moment. My dear, dear Lydia!
How merry we shall be together when we meet!"
Her eldest daughter endeavored to give some relief to the violence of these transports, by leading her thoughts to the obligations which Mr. Gardiner's behavior laid them all under. “For we must attribute this happy conclusion," she added, "in a great measure to his kindness. We are persuaded that he has pledged himself to assist Mr. Wickham with money." The girls had decided to continue their omission of the involvement of Mr. Darcy and Mr. Bingley in the affair. Kitty, deeply distressed at her motherÅ‚s antics, silently agreed to the scheme.
“Well," cried her mother, "it is all very right; who should do it but her own uncle? If he had not had a family of his own, I and my children must have had all his money, you know; and it is the first time we have ever had anything from him, except a few presents."
By this outlandish statement Mrs. Bennet proved the wisdom of Janełs and Elizabethłs choice.
“I am so happy!" she continued. “In a short time I shall have another daughter married. Mrs. Wickham!
how well it sounds! And she was only sixteen last June. My dear Jane, I am in such a flutter, that I am sure I can't write; so I will dictate, and you write for me. We will settle with your father about the money afterwards; but the things should be ordered immediately."
She was then proceeding to all the particulars of calico, muslin, and cambric, and would shortly have dictated some very plentiful orders, had not Jane, though with some difficulty, persuaded her to wait till her father was at leisure to write again. One day's delay, she observed, would be of small importance; and her mother was too happy to be quite so obstinate as usual. Other schemes, too, came into her head.
“I will go to Meryton," said she, "as soon as I am dressed, and tell the good, good news to my sister Phillips. And as I come back, I can call on Lady Lucas and Mrs. Long. Kitty, run down and order the carriage. An airing would do me a great deal of good, I am sure. Girls, can I do anything for you in Meryton? Oh! here comes Hill! My dear Hill, have you heard the good news? Miss Lydia is going to be married; and you shall all have a bowl of punch to make merry at her wedding."
Mrs. Hill began instantly to express her joy. Elizabeth received her congratulations amongst the rest, and then, sick of this folly, took refuge in her own room that she might think with freedom.
Poor Lydia's situation must, at best, be bad enough; but that it was no worse, she had need to be thankful. She felt it so; and though, in looking forward, neither rational happiness nor worldly prosperity could be justly expected for her sister, in looking back to what they had feared, only two hours ago, she felt all the advantages of what they had gained.
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Jane proved to be right and wrong at the same time. Mr. Bennet did write again
letters were delivered the next day. But there were more than one. A public letter was sent to Mrs. Bennet. Private messages were sent to his two eldest daughters.
Janełs letter was an accounting of Mr. Bingleyłs actions during la affaire Lydia. Still of two minds about that gentleman, she was warmed to know that he had kept to his word and was instrumental in finding her wayward sister. But clouding her happiness was her guilt for hurting him so badly in the spring. Did she deserve his attentions, his services? She thought not. She was confused, however, about one line in the letter:
Mr. Bingley continues to be a surprising individual, with unexpected abilities; as Colonel Fitzwilliam discovered to his dismay.
Elizabethłs was far less teasing:
My dear Lizzy, may I say how much I like your Mr. Darcy? Ha
I have shocked you, I think. He and I have had a long talk, about many things, and I would like to share our conversation with you when I return home. That, and a small request.
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“Stop fidgeting, Darcy!"
“I am certainly not fidgeting, Fitz. I just wish this to be over."
Darcy, Fitzwilliam and Bingley stood in the pews of St ----, the Gardinerłs church, watching Wickham and waiting for the bride to arrive. Finally, a quarter-hour past her time, the doors opened and the Gardiners entered the church.
“Aww, too bad, Wickham," teased Richard. “She made it."
“Sorry, Darcy," said Gardiner. “Lydia had to change her hair three times."
Four young men rolled their eyes.
“Are we ready now?" asked the curate.
The signal was given and the bride was escorted down the aisle by her father. All brides were lovely, but this onełs insistent giggling ruined the illusion.
“You still have your sword, Fitzwilliam?" asked the groom from the side of his mouth.
“Sorry, Wickham; you missed your chance," returned the colonel.
An Unwelcome Party Arrives
The women of Longbourn gathered in the front parlor, awaiting the expected arrivals. Mr. BennetÅ‚s letter had stated that he and the “happy couple" would set off for Hertfordshire immediately after an abbreviated Wedding Breakfast. Mrs. Bennet did not take her eye off the road for more than two minutes together since the hour-long vigil commenced.
“A carriage!...No! It is only the curate! Hateful man! Can he not stay at home rather than riding about the parish?"
“Mother, it is Mr. GouldingÅ‚s duty to call upon the sick and unfortunate."
“That is all very well, Jane; but must he do it today? Will not those people keep until tomorrow? WaitwaitYes! I see him! Your fatherÅ‚s carriage
and another behind! Waitit is passing him? WhoLYDIA! I SEE HER! Look! She is waving from the other coach! Oh, how fine it is! My darling girl is here!"
Mrs. Bennet dashed to the door, her daughters following behind at a more measured pace. The coach-and-four stopped before the house in a cloud of dust, but Mrs. Bennet paid it no mind. She could only think of her dearest daughter. “Lydia!" she squealed. Her husbandÅ‚s carriage arrived behind.
Mrs. Wickham descended from the coach and ran to her mother, laughing out loud. Her mother stepped forwards, embraced her, and welcomed her with rapture; gave her hand with an affectionate smile to Wickham, who followed his lady, and wished them both joy, with an alacrity which showed no doubt of their happiness. The gentlemanłs new sisters greeted him with far less warmth
their thoughts flew to their father. Mr. Bennet removed himself from his carriage with a firm look at his son-in-law.
“I do beg your pardon, sir," cried a grinning Wickham, “but Lydia had a mind to race."
“That is understandable, sir," replied Bennet as he beat the dust from his clothes, preventing his remaining daughters from embracing him. “Lydia was always fast."
Wickham blinked at the comment; it sounded suspiciously like a double entendre.
Bennet was attacked by his daughters. “Oh, Father
what you have borne!" whispered Elizabeth.
“Say nothing of that!" he replied in a like manner. “Who should suffer but myself? It has been my own doing, and I ought to feel it."
“You must not be too severe upon yourself," replied Jane.
“You may well warn me against such an evil. Human nature is so prone to fall into it! No, Jane, let me once in my life feel how much I have been to blame. I am not afraid of being overpowered by the impression. It will pass away soon enough. Hello, Kitty;" he said in a louder voice, “any other officers skulking about?"
“Let them, Father
I care not. I am only happy to see you home!" She hugged him tight.
Bennet blinked. This is Kitty?
“A fine coach-and-four, Father," observed Elizabeth with no little resentment. “Courtesy of Mr. Darcy?"
Bennet smirked. “No. This is Mr. BingleyÅ‚s contribution to this farce. A hired team. Your sister and her husband will continue their journey in more conventional transportation."
“Where to, Father?" asked Jane.
“A commission in the Regular Army has been purchased for Our MajestyÅ‚s newest Lieutenant. He and Mrs. Wickham are to Newcastle
far enough north that even your mother will not wish to visit."
“Mr. Bennet!" cried his wife. “Come welcome your daughter and new son!"
“And have I not been in their constant company this last week, wife?" he said as he moved over to the group. “Lydia
Wickham
welcome to Longbourn."
"Only think of its being three months since I went away!" Lydia cried. “It seems but a fortnight, I declare; and yet there have been things enough happened in the time. Good gracious! when I went away, I am sure I had no more idea of being married till I came back again! Though I thought it would be very good fun if I was." Her sisters blanched at the unfeeling stupidity in her words. “DoesnÅ‚t everything seem so small, Wickham?"
“Everything is as it was
as pleasant as ever!" Wickham simpered. “And my new family even pleasanter. I had none of my own; but now my loss is richly compensated!"
A single thought raced through the minds of Bennet and his three other daughters: I believe I will be ill now...
Lydia, who never heard nor saw anything of which she chose to be insensible, gaily continued: "Oh! Mamma, do the people here abouts know I am married today? I was afraid they might not; and we overtook William Goulding in his curricle, so I was determined he should know it, and so I let down the side-glass next to him, and took off my glove and let my hand just rest upon the window-frame, so that he might see the ring; and then I bowed and smiled like anything."
How much more can I stand? fumed Elizabeth.
Mrs. Bennet began herding them all in. “Come in, my loves! Dinner is on the table!"
Lydia, with anxious parade, walked up to her mother's right hand and said to her eldest sister, "Ah, Jane, I take your place now, and you must go lower, because I am a married woman!"
Lizzy closed her eyes. Give me strength!
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Elizabeth closed that door to her fatherÅ‚s library behind her. “You wished to see me, sir?"
Mr. Bennet looked at her from over his glasses. “You did not enjoy dinner, Lizzy. Have you no appetite?"
“I have stomach enough." But not for our company!
Bennet chuckled as his daughterÅ‚s expression. “Sit down, my dearand tell me of Lambton." As Lizzy opened her mouth to begin, he admonished her, “Everything, if you please. Recall that I have spoken to Mr. Darcy."
Elizabeth gulped and started again. She told her father of the trip to visit Pemberely; of Mr. Darcyłs unexpected return; of the introduction of Miss Darcy; of the invitation to Pemberely; and of the accidental discovery by Mr. Darcy and Mr. Bingley of Lydiałs elopement.
Bennet nodded; everything she said was collaborated by Mr. and Mrs. Gardiner. But something was missing. “Lizzy, I am aware of the events you have relayed. What I wish to know is not the Ä™whatÅ‚ but the Ä™why.Å‚ Mr. BingleyÅ‚s motivation in helping us recover Lydia is clear enough
he is as enamored of Jane as much as he ever was. But what of Mr. Darcy?"
Elizabeth was blushing furiously. “Hehe said he felt responsiblefor Wickham. He said he should have revealed him to the world."
“Yes, so he says. He has honored me with a full accounting of his past interactions with my unfortunate son-in-law."
Elizabeth was open-mouthed. “All of them?"
Bennet smiled without mirth. “He was quite thorough."
Elizabeth fought the tears that threatened to erupt, so mortified she was on her belovedÅ‚s behalf. “Fatherhow much did Mr. Darcy lay down toconvince Mr. Wickham to do his duty?"
“It is not for me to say." At her look, he leaned forward. “Even I do not know; but if I did I would not tell you. He would not have it."
“I do not understand."
“Do you not? Hmmmyou are a clever girl
or at least I have always fancied myself that you were. Can you not guess at his motivation for keeping so great a service secret from you?"
She would not look at her father for the world. “I have not the least idea."
“Do you believe he admires you, my dear?"
The tears did start. “I believe he does, Father."
“Andyou?"
How can I tell you my heart will break if I do not see him within a fortnight? “How can anyone not admire so great a man, Father?"
“Is that all you have to say?"
She dried her eyes. “I have nothing of import to say, Father. Diddid Mr. Darcy sayotherwise?"
Two more stubborn people I have never met! “Nobut I believe there is more to this."
“Mr. Darcy is very kind."
“Yes, yes. But what of what passed in the street before the inn?" At ElizabethÅ‚s shocked expression, he added, “Your aunt reports you were both quite transparent, my love."
Lizzyłs tears started again.
“Do you have an understanding with Fitzwilliam Darcy, Elizabeth?"
Elizabeth screwed up her courage and said, “Not in the usual manner. Buthe knows that he has but to askandand"
“Andyou would accept him?"
In a small voice: “Yes."
"Lizzy," said he, "do you know what you are doing, to be accepting this man? Have not you always hated him?"
How earnestly did she then wish that her former opinions had been more reasonable, her expressions more moderate! It would have spared her from explanations and professions which it was exceedingly awkward to give; but they were now necessary, and she assured him with some confusion of her attachment to Mr. Darcy.
“He is rich, to be sure, and you may have many fine clothes and fine carriages. But will they make you happy?"
“I care not about that!"
“I know that you could be neither happy nor respectable unless you truly esteemed your husband
unless you looked up to him as a superior. Your lively talents would place you in the greatest danger in an unequal marriage. You could scarcely escape discredit and misery. My child, let me not have the grief of seeing you unable to respect your partner in life."
“I do, I do respect him!" she replied, with tears in her eyes; "I love him! Indeed he is perfectly amiable! You do not know what he really is; then pray do not pain me by speaking of him in harsh terms!"
“Lizzy," said her father, giving up his test, "I do know him and have given him my consent."
“Consent?"
“Consent to court you; for the usual purpose, I assume." He chuckled. “He is the kind of man, indeed, to whom I should never dare refuse anything which he condescended to ask! If this be the case, if you truly love him, he deserves you. And he is a truly good man." He spoke at length as to DarcyÅ‚s and BingleyÅ‚s efforts to recover Lydia, including the recruitment of Colonel Fitzwilliam. “I can safely say that without Mr. DarcyÅ‚s efforts, we would have never found them. I will never meet with a better man, I dare say. I could not have parted with you, my Lizzy, to anyone less worthy."
ElizabethÅ‚s heart was full, but still her smile was weak. When her father inquired about it she said, “But the money, sir! How mortifying for him to do this for Wickham!"
“Darcy did everything; that is so
made up the match, gave the money, paid the fellow's debts, and got him his commission! But if you think he did this for any silly reason such as Ä™prideÅ‚ or Ä™duty,Å‚ I shall be very disappointed in you! There is only one motivation he has, and you should know it, if you take the trouble to think on it." At ElizabethÅ‚s blush, he laughed again. “So much the better. It will save me a world of trouble and economy, you know. Had it been your uncle's doing, I must and would have paid him; but these violent young lovers carry everything their own way. I shall offer to pay him again when next we meet: he will rant and storm about his love for you, and there will be an end of the matter."
“Oh, Father!" She then grew wistful. “Did he say when we would see him again?"
Bennet looked at Elizabeth. “You can not expect him whilehe is here," he said with a jerk of his thumb.
Elizabeth sighed. “I know. These next ten days will go very slowly, sir."
Bennet thought of his wife, reunited with her favorite. “Indeed. UhhI do have a request of you, Lizzy."
“Yes, Father?"
“I understand PemerbleyÅ‚s library is very grand. Might I hope for an invitation at your soonest convenience, Mrs. Darcy?"
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There was another letter from Hunsford:
So Lydia and Wickham are married. Well, it is for the best, I suppose, and I wish them joy. But I am not fool enough to expect marital felicity from that quarter. God have mercy upon them.
Anne sends her best wishes, and reminds you that she was correct in her estimation of our friend from Derbyshirełs abilities.
My husband sends his prayers for their union, but this is the last acknowledgement they may expect from him. He had decreed that they shall never cross the threshold of any house he resides in, and wonders at my fatherłs acceptance of them in his. In this I shall not try to persuade my husband otherwise; for I must admit I quite agree with him. My sister and her husband have violated both Godłs law and manłs, and feel not the least sorry for it. I must forgive them, as a Christian, but I cannot and will not accept them until they repent of their sins. I pray that will be soon.
There is other news you need to know. The involvement of our friends in this matter may have become known to Lady Catherine. Anne tells me a letter from Derbyshire arrived that sent her Ladyship into spasms of outrage. Lizzyłs name, in particular, has been taken in vain. We know not who sent the message, except they meant no good by it.
Anne advises us to lay low until the storm blows over. We do so with concern in our breasts. It is not inconceivable that our situation is hereby endangered. Do not fret, my loves; but send us your prayers.
On a happier note, it seems that we shall be blessed with an addition to the Parsonage. Mr. Collins is beside himself, and Lady Catherine is full of advice. It is well that I like the name Catherine, but there will be some discussion over the name Lewis.
Your loving sister,
MARY
“Ohh! That Caroline Bingley!" cried Elizabeth.
“Lizzy! You do not know it was her," advised Jane.
“Who else that was in that county that wished us ill? You know it was her!"
Jane colored. “Until I have proof positive, I shall not condemn her, Lizzy; and neither should you."
“Jane, you are too good!"
Jane touched her sisterÅ‚s hand. “No, I am not." Otherwise I would not have hurt Mr. Bingley so.
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Elizabeth soon fled to the sanctity of a bench in the gardens. The contents of Maryłs letter threw her into a flutter of spirits, in which it was difficult to determine whether pleasure or pain bore the greatest share. That her sister and her friend were aware of and approved of Mr. Darcyłs actions in Town were very satisfying, yet Lady Catherine being informed of his involvement could lead to nothing good. Could Mr. Collins be in danger? Could Mary lose her home? Heaven forbid!
How did Caroline Bingley come to learn of it? Elizabeth thought furiously, for she had no doubt as to the identity of the informer. Could Mr. Bingley be so careless as to tell his worthless sister all? Of course he told her!
No
she could not condemn him; for he too raced to Lydiałs aid; and he could not know of Miss Bingleyłs talent for treachery. She was his sister, and he loved her; and did Elizabeth have any inkling that Lydia was capable of living with a man for nearly a fortnight outside of the bounds of marriage? She would not judge Charles Bingley.
To ease her mind, she turned to more pleasant prospects. Mr. Darcy was everything wise and good. He had followed Lydia and Wickham purposely to Town. He had taken on himself all the trouble and mortification attendant on such a research; in which supplication had been necessary to a woman whom he must abominate and despise, and where he was reduced to meet
frequently meet, reason with, persuade, and finally bribe
the man whom he always most wished to avoid, and whose very name it was punishment to him to pronounce. He had done all this for a girl whom he could neither regard nor esteem. Lizzyłs heart did cry out in joy that he had done it for her.
But
brother-in-law of Wickham! Every kind of pride must revolt from the connection. He had, to be sure, done much
she was ashamed to think how much. They owed the restoration of Lydia, her character, everything to him. Oh! how heartily did she grieve over every ungracious sensation she had ever encouraged, every saucy speech she had ever directed towards him. For herself, she was humbled; but she was proud of him. Proud that in a cause of compassion and honor he had been able to get the better of himself.
She thought over her father's commendation of him again and again. It was hardly enough; but it pleased her. She was sensible of great pleasure, though mixed with regret, on finding how steadfastly both he and her uncle had been persuaded that affection and confidence subsisted between Mr. Darcy and herself.
She was roused from her seat and her reflections by someone's approach; and before she could strike into another path she was overtaken by Mr. Wickham.
“I am afraid I interrupt your solitary ramble, my dear sister?" said he, as he joined her.
“You certainly do," she replied with a smile; "but it does not follow that the interruption must be unwelcome." She would be polite for her sisterÅ‚s sake.
“I should be sorry indeed if it were. We were always good friends; and now we are better."
“True. Are the others coming out?"
“I do not know. Mrs. Bennet and Lydia are going in the carriage to Meryton. And so, my dear sister, I find from our uncle and aunt that you have actually seen Pemberley."
She replied in the affirmative.
“I almost envy you the pleasure, and yet I believe it would be too much for me, or else I could take it in my way to Newcastle. And you saw the old housekeeper, I suppose? Poor Reynolds, she was always very fond of me. But of course she did not mention my name to you."
“Yes, she did."
“Oh? And what did she say?"
“That you were gone into the army, and, she was afraid, had not turned out well. At such a distance as that, you know, things are strangely misrepresented." Her eyes glinted as she was able to slide the dagger home.
“Certainly," he replied, biting his lips.
Elizabeth hoped she had silenced him; but he soon afterwards said

“I was surprised to see Darcy in town last month. We passed each other several times. I wonder what he can be doing there."
Odious man! You know full well why he was there! "Perhaps meeting with his banker," said Elizabeth. "It must be something particular to take him there at this time of year."
“Undoubtedly. Did you see him while you were at Lambton? I thought I understood from the Gardiners that you had."
“Yes, and Jane, too; he introduced us to his sister."
“And do you like her?"
“Very much."
“I have heard, indeed, that she is uncommonly improved within this year or two. When I last saw her she was not very promising. I am very glad you like her. I hope she will turn out well."
That did it. It was bad enough that he snidely referred to Darcy; but to thus attack his own victim was too much to bear. "I dare say she will; she has got over the most trying age," Elizabeth sneered.
Wickham was insensitive to it. “Did you go by the village of Kympton?"
“I do not recollect that we did."
“I mention it because it is the living which I ought to have had. A most delightful place! Excellent Parsonage House! It would have suited me in every respect."
“More than three thousand pounds?"
Wickham stopped short. He gasped, “Ppardon me?"
Elizabeth turned and looked at him, completely silent. She did not know that in her stance, her visage, she assumed the haughty look and attitude of a certain gentleman of Derbyshire. But had she been aware of it, she would not have repined.
WickhamÅ‚s mind was going a hundred miles an hour. “Yyou said"
“I know everything, Wickham," Elizabeth warned him coldly.
“HeheDarcy? He told youwhat?"
In pure anger she said between her teeth: “Ramsgate."
Wickham staggered back. The enormity of this intelligence would take a moment to digest. He considered the facts before him
added two and two
and slapping his forehead cried:
“Damn me! Darcy has taken you for his mistress! Oh, but if I had known of it! I settled for too little!" He had come up with five; math having never been his strong suit.
Lizzy laughed at the insult. “And I thought you this evil genius! You are nothing but a selfish man. Not everyone is driven by all-consuming animal lusts! Oh! but if I were a man, I should call you out for that! But be thankful my champion is an extraordinary gentleman
else you would have been dancing on his cousinłs blade in London!"
“Youyou know about that, too?"
“I do. And if you think that Mr. Darcy has offered me carte blanc, you do not know his character; any more than you know mine, since you believe I would accept such an arrangement!"
“You do not mean to tell methat Darcyand you? Impossible! His family would never consent!"
“Mr. DarcyÅ‚s intentions are his; and they are certainly not your concern. And as for his family, if they are anything like Colonel Fitzwilliam, they are sensible people that would have only DarcyÅ‚s happiness in mind. You vilification is a comfort, dear brother, given the exactness of your descriptions of Miss Darcy and Miss de Bourgh! Since everything you say is contrary to reality, I am content indeed."
They were now almost at the door of the house, for she had walked fast to get rid of him, and, unwilling for her sister's sake to further provoke him, she only added, with a good-humored smile, “Come, Mr. Wickham, we are brother and sister now, you know. Do not let us quarrel about the past. In future, I hope we shall be always of one mind."
She held out her hand; he bent to kiss it with affectionate gallantry, when she added, “Do not kiss my hand if you value your teeth."
He paused; then bowed over her hand, though he hardly knew how to look, and they entered the house.
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“Thank you for coming to see me, Jane," said her father. “Please close the door behind you."
She did so and sat in front of Mr. BennetÅ‚s desk. “What did you wish to talk to me about, Father?"
“A matter that I believe you will find diverting. You know that Mr. Bingley was in London with Mr. Darcy?"
JaneÅ‚s insides turned into tapioca pudding, but she maintained her patented pacific expression. “Yes; I believe he was very helpful in the matter of Lydia andher new husband; or so your letter led us to believe."
“He was instrumental, my dear. As vital to our success as Mr. Darcy. I must admit that I had underestimated him. Mr. Bingley is a charming gentleman; anyone with eyes can see that. But in this matter he proved to have a quick wit and undoubted courage. I like him very much."
“I am glad that you are friends, Father. There is much to admire in Mr. Bingley."
“I am glad you think you, for he will surely come to call when he returns to Netherfield."
Inindeed?"
“Jane, my love, I have given him my permission to call upon you."
“Did hedid he ask to do so?"
“Not in so many words, but he was pleased with the invitation, I have no doubt."
Jane had plenty of doubts, but she kept them to herself. “It will be pleasant to see him again."
“Yes," he grinned, “I was sure you would think so." Bennet, with a lifetime of experience with JaneÅ‚s quiet demeanor, accepted her words at face value. Had he closely attended his eldestÅ‚s deportment, he would have seen that Jane was extremely agitated
agitated for Jane, that is. He continued: “I have another matter I wish to raise with you. I would appreciate your counsel. Since thisunfortunate eventoh! let us just call it what it is! This fiasco involving Lydia, I had determined to keep a tighter hold onto Kitty. She and Lydia are two peas in a pod! I firmly intended to forbid Kitty any balls, dances or assemblies unless she stands with at least two of her sisters, and to allow no officers to darken my door for the foreseeable future. I have not raised my family as I should, and I wish to give Kitty all the benefit of my recognition of my failures as a father, and the improvements I mean to institute.
“Yet, Kitty seems astonishingly improved since I went to Town. I truly feared how she would react with Mrs. Wickham in residence. But Kitty has surprised me. She spends very little time with her former favorite; in fact, she seems to be your shadow now, Jane."
Jane welcomed the change of subject. “Father, I have spent much of my time recently with Kitty. She has done remarkably well dealing with Mother during this crisis. She is a good sort of girl; she only wants proper guidance. I have taken her under my wing; she will turn out well. Father, trust her."
“That is much to ask, Jane
but I do trust you. It shall be as you request; as long as you take responsibility for her."
Jane was taken aback, but she really had no choice. “Very well, Father."
“Excellent!" Bennet was pleased
finally all his daughters were out of his hair. It wasnłt complete selfishness on his part, for he truly expected Jane to become Mrs. Bingley in a very short time. It was traditional for younger girls to spend time with their married siblings. As he would never allow Kitty within a dozen leagues of Mrs. Wickhamłs house, and he had doubts that the otherwise admirable Mr. Darcy would not blanch at entertaining the last remaining unmarried Bennet daughter, the obvious choice was Mrs. Bingley. Yes, this was a good morningłs work.
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The next few days crawled by. Wickham often found entertainment by using his father-in-lawłs horses for riding about the neighborhood, or by forming shooting parties with Mr. Bennet, Sir William Lucas and anyone else he could find. He stayed far away from Elizabeth and the lady was very agreeable to this arrangement. In this, Lydia found herself with her mother, which suited her just fine; as that lady continued her years-long spoiling of the girl.
A week had passed since the invasion of Longbourn. Mr. Bennet, not long being able to stomach Wickhamłs attentions, had actually ridden to Meryton. Wickham was not distressed
he set up a shooting party with Sir William and his son. Lydia and Mrs. Bennet were ensconced upstairs in Mrs. Bennetłs room, looking over the lace they had purchased that morning in Merton and gossiping like mad.
Jane decided on a stroll to Oakmont Hill. Elizabeth and Kitty volunteered to go with her, but company was declined. Her thoughts were very troubled and she sought solitude to sort them out.
So it was that Elizabeth and Kitty were in the sitting room, one with her embroidery, the other with a sketching pad, when Mrs. Hill came into the room.
“Miss Elizabeth
Lady Catherine de Bourgh here to see you."
Lady Catherine Attacks
Lady Catherine de Bourgh entered the room with more than her usual ungracious air, made no other reply to Elizabeth's salutation than a slight inclination of the head, and sat down without saying a word. Elizabeth had mentioned her name to her sister on her ladyship's entrance, though no request of introduction had been made.
Kitty, all amazement, though flattered by having a guest of such high importance, received her with the utmost politeness. After sitting for a moment in silence, Lady Catherine said very stiffly to Elizabeth, “I hope you are well, Miss Bennet. That lady, I suppose, is one of your sisters.''
“Yes, madam,'' said Elizabeth. “She is my youngest sister but one."
“You have a very small park here,'' returned Lady Catherine after a short silence.
“It is nothing in comparison of Rosings, my lady, I dare say.''
“This must be a most inconvenient sitting room for the evening, in summer; the windows are full west.''
“We have not found it so. May I take the liberty of asking your ladyship whether you left Mr. and Mrs. Collins well?"
“Yes, very well. I saw them the night before last.''
Elizabeth sat quietly. She would force the old dragon to begin.
“Miss Bennet, there seemed to be a prettyish kind of a little wilderness on one side of your lawn. I should be glad to take a turn in it, if you will favor me with your company.''
So you wish for privacy, eh? Elizabeth obeyed, and attended her noble guest out of doors. As they passed through the hall, Lady Catherine opened the doors into the dining-parlor and drawing-room, and pronouncing them, after a short survey, to be decent looking rooms, walked on.
Her carriage remained at the door, and Elizabeth saw that her waiting-woman was in it. They proceeded in silence along the gravel walk that led to the copse; Elizabeth was determined to make no effort for conversation with a woman who was now more than usually insolent and disagreeable. How could I ever think her like her nephew? But for his sake she would deal with this harridan with composure. She did not wish to be the reason for rupture within Darcyłs family if she could help it.
As soon as they entered the copse, Lady Catherine began in the following manner: “You can be at no loss, Miss Bennet, to understand the reason of my journey hither. Your own heart, your own conscience, must tell you why I come.''
Elizabeth looked with a neutral expression. “Indeed, you are mistaken, Madam. I have not been at all able to account for the honor of seeing you here.'' But I have my guesses.
“Miss Bennet,'' replied her ladyship, in an angry tone, “you ought to know, that I am not to be trifled with! But however insincere you may choose to be, you shall not find me so. My character has ever been celebrated for its sincerity and frankness, and in a cause of such moment as this, I shall certainly not depart from it! A report of a most alarming nature has reached me. I was told that not only your sister was on the point of being most advantageously married, but that you, that Miss Elizabeth Bennet, would, in all likelihood, be soon afterwards united to my nephew, my own nephew, Mr. Darcy. Though I know it must be a scandalous falsehood, though I would not injure him so much as to suppose the truth of it possible, I instantly resolved on setting off for this place, that I might make my sentiments known to you."'
“If you believed it impossible to be true, I wonder you took the trouble of coming so far. What could your ladyship propose by it?" Is that what Caroline wrote? Odious woman!
“At once to insist upon having such a report universally contradicted.''
“Your coming to Longbourn, to see me and my family,'' said Elizabeth with a small smile, “will be rather a confirmation of it; if, indeed, such a report is in existence.''
“If! Do you then pretend to be ignorant of it? Has it not been industriously circulated by yourselves? Do you not know that such a report is spread abroad?''
“I never heard that it was.''
“And can you likewise declare, that there is no foundation for it?''
“I do not pretend to possess equal frankness with your ladyship. You may ask questions which I shall not choose to answer.''
“This is not to be borne! Miss Bennet, I insist on being satisfied. Has hehas my nephew, made you an offer of marriage?''
You wish to play? Very well. “Your ladyship has declared it to be impossible."
“It ought to be so; it must be so, while he retains the use of his reason. But your arts and allurements may, in a moment of infatuation, have made him forget what he owes to himself and to all his family. You may have drawn him in!"
That sounds like Caroline! “If I have, I shall be the last person to confess it."
“Miss Bennet, do you know who I am? I have not been accustomed to such language as this. I am almost the nearest relation he has in the world, and am entitled to know all his dearest concerns."
“But you are not entitled to know mine; nor will such behavior as this ever induce me to be explicit."
“Let me be rightly understood. This match, to which you have the presumption to aspire, can never take place. No, never! Mr. Darcy is engaged to my daughter. Now what have you to say?''
Does she ever talk to Anne de Bourgh? “Only this; that if he is so, you can have no reason to suppose he will make an offer to me.''
Lady Catherine hesitated for a moment, and then replied, “The engagement between them is of a peculiar kind. From their infancy, they have been intended for each other. It was the favorite wish of his mother, as well as mine. While in their cradles we planned the union; and now, at the moment when the wishes of both sisters would be accomplished in their marriage, to be prevented by a young woman of inferior birth, of no importance in the world, and wholly unallied to the family! Do you pay no regard to the wishes of his friends? To his tacit engagement with Miss de Bourgh? Are you lost to every feeling of propriety and delicacy? Have you not heard me say that from his earliest hours he was destined for his cousin?''
“Yes, and I had heard it before. But what is that to me? If there is no other objection to my marrying your nephew, I shall certainly not be kept from it by knowing that his mother and aunt wished him to marry Miss de Bourgh. You both did as much as you could in planning the marriage. Its completion depended on others." Including your own daughter, you witch! “If Mr. Darcy is neither by honor nor inclination confined to his cousin, why is not he to make another choice? And if I am that choice, why may not I accept him?''
“Because honor, decorum, prudencenay, interest, forbid it. Yes, Miss Bennet, interest; for do not expect to be noticed by his family or friends, if you willfully act against the inclinations of all. You will be censured, slighted, and despised, by every one connected with him. Your alliance will be a disgrace; your name will never even be mentioned by any of us.''
“These are heavy misfortunes, indeed," replied Elizabeth, hiding her smile again. “But the wife of Mr. Darcy must have such extraordinary sources of happiness necessarily attached to her situation that she could, upon the whole, have no cause to repine."
“Obstinate, headstrong girl! I am ashamed of you! Is this your gratitude for my attentions to you last spring? Is nothing due to me on that score? Let us sit down." The grand dame took a place on a bench before Elizabeth could respond. “You are to understand, Miss Bennet, that I came here with the determined resolution of carrying my purpose; and I will not be dissuaded from it. I have not been used to submitting to any person's whims. I have not been in the habit of brooking disappointment.''
Elizabeth remained standing. “That will make your ladyship's situation at present more pitiable; but it will have no effect on me.''
“I will not be interrupted! Hear me in silence. My daughter and my nephew are formed for each other. They are descended, on the maternal side, from the same noble line; and, on the father's, from respectable, honorable, and ancient
though untitled
families. Their fortune on both sides is splendid. They are destined for each other by the voice of every member of their respective houses; and what is to divide them? The upstart pretensions of a young woman without family, connections, or fortune? Is this to be endured? But it must not, shall not be. If you were sensible of your own good, you would not wish to quit the sphere in which you have been brought up!"
She could almost pity the foolish, deluded woman; but recalling the suffering Anne must endure by living with such a mother, her heart hardened. “In marrying your nephew, I should not consider myself as quitting that sphere. He is a gentleman; I am a gentleman's daughter; so far we are equal."
“True. You are a gentleman's daughter. But who was your mother? Who are your uncles and aunts? Do not imagine me ignorant of their condition.''
“Whatever my connections may be,'' said Elizabeth, wearying of the game, “if your nephew does not object to them, they can be nothing to you."
“Tell me once and for all: are you engaged to him?''
Though Elizabeth would not, for the mere purpose of obliging Lady Catherine, have answered this question, she could not but say, in all truthfulness, after a moment's deliberation, “I am not." Yet.
Lady Catherine seemed pleased. “And will you promise me, never to enter into such an engagement?"
Elizabeth smiled widely. “I will make no promise of the kind." Take that!
“Miss Bennet I am shocked and astonished. I expected to find a more reasonable young woman. But do not deceive yourself into a belief that I will ever recede. I shall not go away till you have given me the assurance I require.''
“And I certainly never shall give it! I am not to be intimidated into anything so wholly unreasonable." Her resolve to be polite to her belovedÅ‚s unpleasant aunt was weakening. “Your ladyship wants Mr. Darcy to marry your daughter; but would my giving you the wished-for promise make their marriage at all more probable? Supposing Mr. Darcy to be attached to me; would my refusing to accept his hand make him wish to bestow it on his cousin? Allow me to say, Lady Catherine, that the arguments with which you have supported this extraordinary application have been as frivolous as the application was ill-judged! Do you truly speak for your daughter? You have widely mistaken my character, if you think I can be worked on by such persuasions as these. How far your nephew might approve of your interference in his affairs, I cannot tell; but you have certainly no right to concern yourself in mine. I must beg, therefore, to be importuned no farther on the subject." Elizabeth hoped, rather than believed, that this would be an end to the discussion.
Her hopes were dashed. “Not so hasty, if you please! I have by no means done. To all the objections I have already urged, I have still another to add. I am no stranger to the particulars of your youngest sister's infamous elopement. I know it all; that the young man's marrying her was a patched-up business, at the expense of your father and uncles. And is such a girl to be my nephew's sister? Is her husband, the son of his late father's steward, to be his brother? Heaven and earth! Of what are you thinking? Are the shades of Pemberley to be thus polluted?''
At this Elizabeth became furious. She was already unhappy over Mr. Darcy laying out large sums to bribe Wickham. To have him
unknowingly
attacked was more than she could bear. “You can now have nothing further to say! You have insulted me in every possible method. I must beg to return to the house."
At that she turned
and saw a tall man walking quickly across the lawn. “Here!" cried Darcy. “What is this?"
“Nephew!" cried Lady Catherine. “You are here! Then it is true! You have betrayed your family!"
In her heightened emotional state, the last person Elizabeth wanted to see was the man she was trying to discreetly protect and defend. Her outrage was at Lady CatherineÅ‚s hateful pronouncements that were unjustly directed toward her half-fiancée (as she thought of him in her mind, having no other title for him). How dare his proud unworthy family attack hers so? Elizabeth walked quickly towards him, but disregarded his hand as he reached for her, tears streaming down her face.
“Elizabeth?" he said uncertainly.
Through her tears she gave him a fierce look. “I believe your aunt wishes a few words with you, Mr. Darcy." Ignoring his gasp, she fled into the house.
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Elizabeth ran past an astonished Kitty to her bedroom, slamming the door behind her. At that moment she was ready to throw Fitzwilliam Darcy and all of his relations into Meryton Pond. As she paced her room she could not help but to glance out her window. She knew her bedroom faced the little copse, and she could plainly see Darcy in intense discussion with his aunt.
Lady Catherine raised her stick, and for an instant Elizabeth was afraid she was going to strike Darcy with it. A moment later it was obvious that she was only gesturing to make some point, but the fear that flared in Elizabethłs heart cooled her resentment. She looked at the scene with her new-found understanding of the man she loved and saw that he was struggling valiantly to restrain his anger. And I fled from him! He is only defending me. He needs and deserves my support.
A splash of water on her heated face, a pat from a hand-towel, and she was out the door.
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Never before in his life had Darcy wished to strike a woman. His anger at his aunt and his confusion over Elizabethłs behavior had brought him to his breaking point. He was on the verge of losing control.
“Ah! I see your little minx returns!" sneered Lady Catherine.
Darcy was so amazed at her crude words he forgot to be insulted. He turned and beheld his beloved walking across the lawn with what he now knew as deceptive calm. He paid no attention to the ranting of his aunt as the lady grew closer. To his immense relief, Elizabeth gave him a slight nod and mouthed “Forgive me" before taking her place beside him, raising her hand to take his arm. As she did, Darcy noted that she displayed a haughty and seemingly disinterested air
an expression he had never seen her exhibit before. For an instant he wondered if he appeared as cold when he assumed such an appearance, before turning back to his aunt.
“So, it is true! You are then resolved to have him?''
Elizabeth answered in an unemotional voice. “I have said no such thing. I am only resolved to act in that manner, which will, in my own opinion, constitute my happiness, without reference to you, or to any person so wholly unconnected with me.'' As she finished she slightly squeezed DarcyÅ‚s arm.
Her ladyship was highly incensed. “You have no regard, then, for the honor and credit of my nephew! Unfeeling, selfish girl! Do you not consider that a connection with you must disgrace him in the eyes of everybody?''
Darcy began to growl a retort when Elizabeth cut him off. “Lady Catherine, I have nothing further to say. You know my sentiments.''
“You refuse, then, to oblige me. You refuse to obey the claims of duty, honor, and gratitude. You are determined to ruin him in the opinion of all his friends, and make him the contempt of the world!" The old biddy turned to her nephew. “Darcy, what of your family? Your cousin Anne? Where is your duty there?"
“Neither duty, nor honor, nor gratitude,'' replied Darcy, “have any possible claim on me, in the present instance. No principle of either would be violated by my marriage with Miss Bennet, should such a marriage take place. As I tried to make it plain to you, I am not attached to my cousin Anne, or she to me. On this we are in perfect agreement. I would suggest you speak to your daughter before presuming to speak for her. And with regard to the resentment of my family, or the indignation of the world, if the former were excited by Miss Bennet marrying me, it would not give me one moment's concern
and the world in general would have too much sense to join in the scorn.
“I would add, Aunt, that I have been exceedingly generous to allow such an interview. I cannot speak for Miss Bennet, but my patience is at an end! Allow me to be rightly understood, madam. I will brook no further interference by you into my personal affairs, nor into anyone that is closely connected to me. By that I mean any in-laws I may have in the future." Lady CatherineÅ‚s eyes grew wide at this, but she was not permitted to interrupt. “The family of the companion of my future life is my family, and thus falls under my protection. Do not be so foolish as to fall foul of my good graces! You know my power."
Lady Catherine blanched.
At this ElizabethÅ‚s reserve cracked momentarily. What power? She resolved to ask later. “Lady Catherine, shall I show you to your carriage?"
In the manner displayed previously Lady Catherine talked on until they were at the door of the carriage, when, turning hastily round, she added, “I take no leave of you, Miss Bennet. I send no compliments to your mother. You deserve no such attention. I am most seriously displeased!" Elizabeth said nothing as the footman closed the door of the carriage and it drove off down the lane.
She felt, rather than saw, Darcy approach her from behind. He was very close when he said, “Elizabeth, forgive me. You have done nothing to deserve such treatment from my family."
She turned and faced him. “I am sure she meant well."
She almost laughed at the look of open astonishment on his face. “Meant well?" he cried. “How can you defend her so? I have a right mind to banish her from" The twinkle in her eye gave her away, and he laughed in a relieved manner. “You are teasing me, I see. It is well you can take the matter so." She walked into his open arms. “I am not so forgiving, I fear. I have not your kind heart. A failing
forgive me."
“It would be wrong of you, sir, to think I am untouched by what has happened today. But I recall that this dream of Lady CatherineÅ‚s is of distant creation and of long duration. I fear it will take no little time for her to reconcile herself to the destruction of all her hopes. In time we may be, if not forgiven, at least tolerated. I pray that Anne or the Collinses will not have to suffer her wrath in the meantime."
“They will not, if Lady Catherine does not wish to suffer my displeasure."
So many questions rolled in ElizabethÅ‚s head, but she came to the most important to her. “You are before your time, sir. I had not expected you to Longbourn while my sister and her husband were in residence."
He looked down at her with an ardent expression. “You are correct to think that it was not my wish to spend any more time in their company than I already have; but to own the truth I could not abide to be apart from you any longer, Elizabeth."
A chill of expectation and need raced though her body. She could wait no longer. “So, you come to collect your reward, Mr. Darcy?"
Confusion overcame DarcyÅ‚s face. “ElizabethI told you, I expect nothing for my actions It was an honor to be of service to your family. It is my fault that"
“Ask me."
“Wickham was free toI beg your pardon?"
“Fitzwilliam, ask me."
Darcy swallowed. “Miss Bennet, would you do me the very great honor of accepting my hand in marriage?"
Instead of answering, she did what she had longed to do since the inn at Lambton. She threw her arms about his neck and kissed him full on the mouth. It took a moment for an amazed Darcy to respond, but when he did he returned his ladyłs affections ten-fold. What part of Elizabethłs mind that was still rational considered an old saying: Be careful what you wish for; you may get it. The passion in Darcyłs kisses was inflaming her core, and only with the greatest of efforts was she able to push away from him.
“II see I shall have to be careful of you, sir," she shakily uttered into his chest; she could not look at his face for the world.
Darcy berated himself. “Elizabeth, I am so sorryI must control myself I have embarrassed you."
She still could not look him in the face, so she smiled into his shirt. “I assure you I am unharmed. Do not be uneasy, Fitzwilliam
you did not do anything I did not desire. My control, or lack thereof, is of a similar state to yours. I cannot doubt your ardor, sir."
“Youyou are not displeased?"
She blushed. “No; in fact, it is rather comforting."
“Good
for after we are married, I shall spend much time demonstrating howcomforting I can be." Elizabeth shuddered at the thought. “My love
I may call you that?"
She kissed his chest. “If you do not, I shall be most seriously displeased."
Darcy chuckled. “Ohhyou are clever. But seriously, should I go to your father now?"
Elizabeth thought about it. “Fitzwilliam, would it be too much to ask to wait untilour guests are gone? I would much rather not deal with their false congratulations."
Darcy sighed. “As much as I want your fatherÅ‚s blessing, I must agree with you. The less time I spend with them the better."
Elizabeth released her love. “I do not believe my father will withhold his blessing, darling. You are quite his favorite now. He cannot wait to take over your library at Pemberley."
Darcy smiled, which was the only thing that could cause the man to look more handsome in her eyes. “If that is the price for having you as my wife, then I pay it gladly."
She took his hand. “Then come; let us sit in the garden. Mother is busy with Lydia andher husband is hunting with the Lucases." She would not say WickhamÅ‚s name in his hearing if she could help it. “No one will disturb us. I have much to ask."
“What of Miss Catherine?" he asked as they walked arm-in-arm.
“Kitty?" Elizabeth frowned. “I suppose she is with Mother." When they reached the bench in the garden she asked, “Thank you for defending my sister and Mr. Collins, my love. But I am full curious about something. You said something to Lady Catherine; that she Ä™knows your power.Å‚ Would you tell me what you meant by that?"
“I have no objection to telling you, my dear. Have you not wondered why Colonel Fitzwilliam and I journey to Rosings each year? We are caretakers for the management of the estate. Lady CatherineÅ‚s household allowance is determined by us."
“Are you really? That is too amusing!"
“Yes. Anne will inherit Rosings and the title from her fatherÅ‚s estate only after Lady CatherineÅ‚s death; it does not belong to her mother. The management was left to my father and my uncle, Lord Fitzwilliam, the Earl of Matlock. The living at Rosings is her gift, to be sure, but I can make things very unpleasant for her should I chose to do so."
“Then my sister is safe. I thank you, Fitzwilliam."
“They will be my family
it is my duty to protect them, and my pleasure to please you."
“You do that, sir." She kissed his hand. “Are you here by yourself?"
“No
Bingley rode with me. We are staying at Netherfield."
“But where is he?"
Darcy grinned. “We saw Miss Bennet walking towards Oakham Mount. I believe Bingley is with her now."
ElizabethÅ‚s eyes flew open. “Un-chaperoned! Mr. Darcy
of what could you be thinking?"
His smile only grew wider. “I am thinking I shall soon have another brother; aye, and a more pleasant one."
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Jane and Bingley walked slowly along the lane between Meryton and Longbourn in silence; she with her hands clasped before her, he holding his horsełs reins as the creature trailed behind. They had not said ten words between them since exchanging self-conscious greetings a quarter-hour before.
Bingley was in a quandary. Since his first disastrous proposal he had endeavored to prove to Miss Bennet (and himself) that he was his own man; that he could be a husband, master and provider without constantly seeking the advice and approval of others
particularly Mr. Darcy. He had accomplished his goal of helping the Bennet family during the Wickham matter, but he felt he failed, as well
he could not have succeeded if not for Darcy. He was sure that Jane knew all
there were no secrets between her and Elizabeth. How could he secure his future happiness if Miss Bennet still felt that he was unworthy?
Jane was likewise unsettled. She did not doubt that her heart belonged to Mr. Bingley more than it ever had before. She was mortified, however, over her hurtful refusal of the man, no matter how justified those words might have been. Could she have found another way to encourage him to grow while assuring him of her regard? How could he ever look upon her again as the companion of his future life? It was in every way hopeless.
Each was afraid to begin, therefore no beginning was possible. How long might they have remained in this state no one could tell
it could have lasted a twelve-month
had not the sound of a rushing carriage startled the pair out of their common misery.
“Miss Bennet! Watch out!" Without another momentÅ‚s hesitation, Bingley released his horse, seized the lady and pulled her out of the path of the oncoming vehicle. Rolling on the grass beside the road, they could barely make out a womanÅ‚s cry of “Stupid farmers
out of my way!" as the coach dashed past. The carriage did not stop, and by the time the couple was able to sit up it was halfway to Meryton. Bingleyłs frightened horse was galloping back to Netherfield.
“Good heavens
that was a close one! Are you uninjured, Miss Bennet?"
“II am well, Mr. Bingley. I believe you have saved us from an unfortunate accident." JaneÅ‚s hair was an unholy mess and her dress was dusty, but to BingleyÅ‚s eyes never had she looked more desirable.
“Thank God! Oh, Jane
had anything happened to you
I could not bear it!" His hands grasped her shoulders.
The use of her Christian name electrified the lady, no less than the feel of his strong hands on her person. “Oh, Mr. Bingley"
Overwrought with his feelings, Bingley blurted out, “Oh, my dear, dear Jane! Have I any chance of succeeding? I know I am not much of a man, but I will try to be what you need; what you deserve. I vow to protect you always! Can you not give me some sign that you feel in any way kindly towards me?"
The passion of this declaration was not lost on Jane, who was induced to reply in kind. “Mr. Bingley! I am so sorry for the pain I must have inflicted upon you. Please forgive my wicked words
oh how they have haunted me. To say what I did
you have been so good, so kind"
“Jane! Pleaseyou must seeyou must know how I adore you! Please say you will be mine! I swear I shall prove worthy of your trust!"
“How can you doubt the feelings I have for you? I love you, Charles!"
“Thenthen you say yes? You will have me?"
“For forever and a day!" What else she meant to say was lost, as her mouth was more agreeable occupied.
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“Jane!" cried Elizabeth. “What has happened to you?" She and Darcy hurried to the dusty and dirty couple as they approached Longbourn.
“Weerrwe were forced to hurry off the road, as a carriage almost ran us over," explained Bingley.
Darcy and Elizabeth frowned
the redness on their friendsÅ‚ complexions did not seem to come from exertion. “Where is your horse, Bingley?" he asked. Told that the animal in its fright had, in all probability, returned to its stall at Netherfield, he further inquired to the description of the carriage. “It seems that my aunt almost did you in, Bingley," Darcy deduced. “Damned un-neighborly of her!"
“Fitzwilliam! Your language!" teased Elizabeth. The other couple looked at one another at ElizabethÅ‚s use of DarcyÅ‚s name.
BingleyÅ‚s habitual grin returned. “Am I to infer that your mission to Longbourn has been as successful as mine, Darce?"
The Bennet ladies blushes only added to DarcyÅ‚s mirth. “You may indeed
brother!"
“Oh good! I hoped it would be so!" cried a voice behind them. The four, startled, turned to see a gleeful Kitty Bennet stepping from behind a tree, almost dancing with joy.
“Kitty!" cried Elizabeth. “From where did you come from?"
“From the parlor, Lizzy. One can see much from the window!"
“Oh, lord! And where is my mother?"
“Do not worry, Lizzy. She is upstairs in her room with our sister."
Quickly sworn to secrecy
Kitty quite liked being in the couplesł confidence
the gentlemen tenderly took their leave of their ladies and began the long walk back to Netherfield; Darcy walking his horse, as Bingley had refused a mount from Mr. Bennetłs stables.
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“I must say, Charles, when we saw you and Miss Bennet come up from the road, we thought the worst of it."
Bingley took the jibe with the good-nature it was offered. “I can well believe that, Darce! We must have been quite the sight! I am glad, however, that Mr. and Mrs. Bennet were not witness to it. I think that conversation would have been awkward indeed."
“I am sorry about my aunt, Charles. I wish I could make amends for it."
“It is quite alright, old man. We are not the worse for it, save for a bit of dust. In factDarcy, I believe she helped things along. In our relief of our safe delivery we were rather transparent with our feelings. I do not know what would have happened had that carriage not come along
most likely I would still be stumbling about like a tongue-tied schoolboy."
Darcy grunted. “Lady Catherine would be pleased, then. She lives to be of use to people."
Another Wedding
Mrs. BennetÅ‚s sorrow of losing her favorite daughter and her “dear Wickham" to the wilds of the North was soon all forgotten; for the very afternoon of the WickhamÅ‚s removal, Mr. Bennet received requests for private interviews from two of the most eligible bachelors in the Empire. Mr. BingleyÅ‚s suit was no great surprise; Mrs. BennetÅ‚s only thought beside joy was why it took the man so long to come the point at last. She knew her Jane could not be so beautiful for nothing. However, ElizabethÅ‚s triumph quite took her motherÅ‚s breath away. Ten thousand pounds, and likely more! A house in Town! Carriages, jewels, two or three French cooks; everything that was delightful! She could say nothing for a full quarter of an hour.
She made up for it, of course, when she did find her tongue. So much so that the happy pair soon sought out the quiet of a walk to Oakham Mount. Jane and Charles, realizing that they could better tolerate Mrs. Bennetłs indescribable elation (which she insisted in proclaiming again and again), insisted that Darcy and Elizabeth go by themselves while they entrained the mirthful matron.
The contented couple walked along the lanes of Longbourn towards the famed scenic outlook, discussing their opinions of the upcoming nuptials. Between the day of the proposals and the day of the fatherłs blessing, the future Darcys and future Bingleys had decided on a joint ceremony to be held in Hertfordshire as soon as may be. Darcy wanted a special license, but common sense soon prevailed and a date six weeks hence was agreed upon.
Darcy was speaking of the warm and kind letter he had received from Lord and Lady Fitzwilliam
they, along with the Gardners, had been let in on the secret
when his fiancée turned to him.
“Fitzwilliam," she stopped him. “Seriously, my love; you know I would have accepted you ifif you had not succeeded in finding Lydia."
“You would have had me if I failed?" he jested.
“Of course; I love you."
“Ahbut that is a moot point, Elizabeth! For you see, I have never failed, nor will I ever, if it be your true desire. For your desire is mine." And he silenced her response with a kiss.
Elizabeth's spirits soon rising to playfulness again, she wanted Mr. Darcy to account for his having ever fallen in love with her. “How could you begin?'' said she. “I can comprehend your going on charmingly, when you had once made a beginning; but what could set you off in the first place?''
“I cannot fix on the hour, or the spot, or the look, or the words, which laid the foundation. It is too long ago. I was in the middle before I knew that I had begun.''
“My beauty you had earlier withstood, and as for my manners
my behavior to you was at least always bordering on the uncivil, and I never spoke to you without rather wishing to give you pain than not. Now be sincere; did you admire me for my impertinence?''
“For the liveliness of your mind, I did.''
“You may as well call it impertinence at once. It was very little less. The fact is that you were sick of civility, of deference, of officious attention. You were disgusted with the women who were always speaking, and looking, and thinking for your approbation alone. I roused, and interested you, because I was so unlike them. Had you not been really amiable, you would have hated me for it; but in spite of the pains you took to disguise yourself, your feelings were always noble and just; and in your heart, you thoroughly despised the persons who so assiduously courted you. There
I have saved you the trouble of accounting for it; and really, all things considered, I begin to think it perfectly reasonable." She reached up to stoke his face. “To be sure, you knew no actual good of me
but nobody thinks of that when they fall in love.''
Darcy kissed her palm. “Was there no good in your affectionate behavior to Jane while she was ill at Netherfield?''
“Dearest Jane! Who could have done less for her? But make a virtue of it by all means. My good qualities are under your protection, and you are to exaggerate them as much as possible; and, in return, it belongs to me to find occasions for teasing and quarrelling with you as often as may be; and I shall begin directly by asking you why you wished to keep from me that you were going to London in search for my unfortunate sister. Such a quest could do nothing but secure your ladyÅ‚s heart. Yet you wished to keep it a secret. Why the reluctance to let me know of your goodness?"
Darcy blushed. “That is indeed the point, Elizabeth. I did not want you to feel obligated to me
that you owe me anything."
“This will never do! Did I not shamelessly promise myself to you? You are un-chivalrous, sir! You threaten to disappoint the heart of a maiden raised with the tales of King Arthur and Sir Galahad! Who is to be my knight in shining armor if not my husband? Shall I need to look elsewhere?"
He took his beloved into his arms. “The only place you may look for protection, Miss Bennet, is in these arms."
She smiled through her lashes. “That is an agreeable prospect, sir. Tell me, Mr. Darcy; are there many suits of armor at Pemberley?"
“Ayeand lances too" he said as he bent to kiss her again.
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DEAR SIR,
I must trouble you once more for congratulations. Elizabeth will soon be the wife of Mr. Darcy. Console Lady Catherine as well as you can. But, if I were you, I would stand by the nephew. He has more to give.
Your's sincerely, &c.
BENNET
“My dear! Mrs. Collins! Such a calamity that has befallen us! Oh, what shall we do?"
Mary Collins looked up from her needlework at her husbandÅ‚s outburst. “Whatever is the matter, Mr. Collins?"
“Youryour" He could not get the words out. “Your sister"
Never had she seen her husband so upset. “Mr. Collins! What has happened? Which of my sisters do you refer to? Oh, my nerves!" My goodness, did I really say that?
“Elizabeth your sister Elizabeth is engaged to Mr. Darcy!"
Mary, in her relief, could not help herself. “She is? Oh, how wonderful!"
Aghast would not sufficiently describe CollinsÅ‚ countenance. “Wonderful? How can this news be wonderful
how can you think such a thing? Lady Catherine
how she must feel it! Our noble patroness, who has so long held to the sweet dream of uniting Miss de Bourgh with Mr. Darcy. It is not to be borne! She would not have it! Our sister does not know what she is about! We must write to her
nay; we shall go to her! And your father! We must counsel her to see the better of this improper action
to think the better of it. Mr. Darcyłs duty is to honor our ladyshipłs desire of marring her daughter"
“Rather than becoming your brother, my dear?"
“Yes! Iwhat? Oh!" Collins lost the power of speech as the implications flowed over his rather limited brain. Mr. Darcy will be my brother-in-law! What a delightful notion!
Mary slyly continued. “It would be a feather in our cap to be attached to that august family, to be sure; but you are right, dear. How selfish of me. We must do our duty to Lady Catherine. I shall ring for the girl"
Collins shook himself. “Girl? What girl?"
“Why, to begin packing for Longbourn, Mr. Collins. To convince our sister not to marry Mr. Darcy."
Collins held up his hand. “Let us not be so hasty, my dear. We must consider this delicate matter for no little time. Only fools rush in where angels fear to tread, you know" He began to pace. “You have been close to Miss de Bourgh, my dear. How do you think she will respond to this news?"
Mary assured her husband of Miss de Bourgh indifference to Mr. Darcy and let him know of the ladyłs stated hope that her cousin and friend would come to an understanding. And she told him that she believed that Miss de Bourghłs feelings went to another quarter entirely.
“But, my dear, not everyone may be assured of the marital affection that we enjoy! Those of the upper classes have a duty to their station."
“That is true, and I cannot speak for my friend, but consider: Is not the son of an Earl superior to that of a simple landed gentleman, no matter his income?"
Even Collins could grasp her meaning. “Colonel Fitzwilliam? Do they have an understanding?"
Not yet. “Husband, I said no such thing. I am sure that there is no skullduggery about. I suspect that Miss de BourghÅ‚s opinion of her cousin is very high; that is all."
“I see
I see" He could see that a union between Rosings and Matlock would do as well as one with Pemberley, at least in stature. Would Lady Catherine be satisfied? “But I am certain that Lady Catherine will be displeased
highly displeased. Where does our duty lie?"
“Why, to help Lady Catherine accept the reality of present situation. We must support her in her time of crisis; surely she will come to acknowledge the marriage. No one can offer the counsel and guidance that you can, my dear." Mary continued on in this vein, complementing and persuading her husband towards this course of action. In their months of marriage she learned how to thus manage her spouse. Vain and opinionated he was; but good-intentioned too. Mary found that she had developed a talent for manipulation, though she would never call it thus
she convinced her husband. Her friendship with Anne had taught her subtlety
a powerful combination that a man in possession of both self-importance and lack of understanding, as well as being besotted with his wifełs charms, would find impossible to resist. Once she was able to set in his mind that Annełs future resided in a union with Colonel Fitzwilliam, she only had to reinforce the notion (that she had been carefully building in his mind) that as Lady Catherinełs most able advisor it was his duty to help guide the formidable lady towards this solution to her distress. The task would take another hour before it was accomplished.
The job of convincing Lady Catherine would prove more daunting, but in time and with the assistance of Miss de Bourgh, the grand dame was persuaded that Colonel Fitzwilliam would make an acceptable substitution for the wayward Mr. Darcy. A superior alternative actually
surely the good colonel would prove to be easier to manage that his proud and stubborn cousin.
Therefore, when Richard Fitzwilliam appeared at Rosings with the task of conveying Miss de Bourgh and the Collinses to Herfortshire for the double ceremony in which Darcy and Bingley would gain their respective heartsł desires (Lady Catherine sent her regrets), he was unknowingly faced with the prospect of three ladies deterimined that he marry Anne de Bourgh.
He never had a chance.
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Colonel the Hon. Richard Fitzwilliam descended his familyłs coach refreshed, for he had stopped in London the night before. He jauntily ascended the steps into Rosings with his usual devil-may-care attitude, not knowing his fate was already sealed. The footman assured the Colonel that his baggage would be seen to and informed him that Lady Catherine requested his presence in the front parlor. Upon entering the room, he saw that his aunt was in her usual chair
and quite alone.
“Nephew!" he was greeted with. “You have made good time. That is well; punctuality was always insisted upon by my late father, the Earl. It is good that some things do not change. My complements to my brother for distilling the proper respect for duty and honor in yourself. At least someone takes care of such things these days."
After offering his usual greetings and delivering the usual complements from his family, Richard awaited his auntłs pleasure. It was not long in coming.
“This is a sad business, this marriage of your cousinÅ‚s! I tried to talk him out of it, to remind him of where his duty lies
but I am ignored. I always am! Darcy has proved as stubborn as his father, God rest his soul. There is nothing for it, it seems! The bans published; it would be too much now, should anything unseemly happen to disrupt this unfortunate event. Indeed, that the ceremony should occur with as little fanfare as possible is the lesser of many evils!"
“Have you changed your mind about attending, then?"
“Absolutely not! I will not further tarnish the family name by raising a great outcry about this disgrace; but I shall not scruple to pretend thatthat woman would ever be noticed by me! Why my brother attends is a mystery to me. It is that wife of his!"
Richard was well aware of the bad blood between his mother and his aunt. “I am thankful, then, that you have seen fit to allow Anne to go."
“I have ever been celebrated for my magnanimity, nephew. Anne wished to be of comfort to poor Georgiana. And Mrs. Collins has proven a good friend and companion to my dear Anne. At least one of the Bennet girls knows her place! She knew enough not to try to rise above the sphere she was brought up. We should all know our level, my dear Richard."
“Indeed, Aunt Catherine," Richard humored her.
“I am pleased that you agree with me. Your duty, therefore, should be as pleasing as it is obvious."
“Duty, Aunt?"
“Why, that you must take DarcyÅ‚s place. You must marry Anne."
“Me?" spurted Richard. “Marry? Anne? You want me to marry Anne?"
“Of course! Such an agreeable outcome should have been apparent to you. Your eldest brother, the Viscount, is already married. Your unfortunate younger brother, the sailor; well, the less said about him the better! Darcy has betrayed his family; it falls to you to uphold the family honor."
“Butbutme?"
“I agree your situation is not all that it should be; you, a second son. My brother, the Earl, has not laid much on you, has he? However, as the son of an earl, your pedigree is such that there will be little discussion of that! Where does avarice end and discretion begin? It matters not. Somewhere below 50,000 pounds, I dare say. I am sure that all right-thinking people would understand that it is natural to you to seek a union of Matlock and Rosings. And Anne is undeniable improved this last year, is she not?"
“Ummyesbutbut Aunt! How does Anne feel about this?"
“Anne? Do not be concerned on that score. Anne will do her duty."
“Aunt, I am shockedand surprisedII must speak to Anne about this!"
Lady CatherineÅ‚s smile suspiciously resembled a leer. “To court her, I suppose. Very well; off with you. You young lovers must have everything your own way. In my day such things were unnecessary; the Earl my father chose Lewis de Bourgh for me. It saved much inconvenience. The less an engaged couple meet before the wedding the better; unpleasant news can always wait."
Richard turned as he reached the door. “Lady Catherine, I am two and thirty; I am hardly young!"
“A ripe age
young enough to wish to marry without being too set in your ways; too old to be much of a bother as a husband. Yes, an excellent age!"
With no answer to that, Richard quitted the room. He was soon in the main hall and approached the butler to find out AnneÅ‚s whereabouts. “I was told that should you inquire about Miss de Bourgh, I should direct you to Mrs. ParksÅ‚ room," the bulter said with absolutely no emotion. “If you will follow me?"
She is at her music lessons with Mrs. Collins, Richard thought. I must find her and let her know of her motherłs newest obsession.
The pair walked the length of Rosings, down a hall and around a corner before stopping before the housekeeperÅ‚s room door. “Shall I announce you, sir?"
“No, no, IÅ‚ll see to it, my man," Richard dismissed the butler. The colonel opened the door and entered to find Mrs. Collins at the pianoforte
and quite alone.
“Colonel Fitzwilliam! I am honored, sir."
“Mrs. Collins! Forgive me, madam, but I was led to believe that An Miss de Bourgh was here. Do you know where she is?"
“Come in, sir, and have a seat."
Richard chose not to question the lady from the doorway; he left the door ajar and took a seat on the sofa in the room. “I thank you, Mrs. Collins, but I must ask again: do you know where my cousin may be found?"
Mary brought her hand to her chin in concentration. “That would be hard to say, Colonel. This announcement of the marriage between my sister Elizabeth and Mr. Darcy has affected her greatly."
“What?" Richard started. “Butbutshe said Mrs. Collins, it was my understanding that Anne I meanthat Miss de Bourgh was indifferent to her cousin. Was I misinformed?"
“Oh, do you think she is distraught over Mr. DarcyÅ‚s joy? Let me assure you that Miss de Bourgh is quite delighted for her cousin, and wishes my sister and him all happiness. No, I believe I spoke carelessly. My meaning was that this event has reminded Anne that she has not the accomplishments that the granddaughter of an earl should have. For her to attract proper suitors she needs to apply herself."
“Suitsuitors? Apply herself?"
“Oh, yes. As Miss de Bourgh has undoubtedly informed you, I have been teaching her the pianoforte. Her success at this endeavor has inflamed her desire to do more. She is drawing; singing is out of the question, you know She already handles her dog-cart very well; she has engaged one of the grooms to teach her to ride"
“Anne
ride?"
“She is determined, colonel. The young man assigned to the task promises to be most attentive."
“Young man? What young man?"
“A delightful and handsome yeoman, sir." Marry giggled. “He is quite the favorite of the under-maids, I understand." She sighed.
RichardÅ‚s countenance darkened. A young and handsome groom? Laying hands on his Anne? He would not have it! “Mrs. Collins! Thank you for this intelligence
it has been most enlightening. But I must insist you tell me this instant where Anne is!"
Mary hid her smile. “WellI cannot know for certainbut you may wish to try the billiards room."
“Thethe billiards room?"
“Indeed. She has found the game most enjoyable."
Richard jumped to his feet. “I thank you, Mrs. Collinsplease excuse memy best wishes for your healthI will see you tomorrow" With that he dashed out of the room.
Mary dissolved in giggles. This is going better than we planned!
Richard ran down the halls, disregarding the open looks of astonishment from the housekeeping staff. Grasping a banister, he whirled around and down the flight of stairs to the lowest level. Another moment he had reached that symbol of male sanctuary, the billiards room. There he found the most disconcerting image: Anne, facing the door, leaning over to line up a shot, her décolletage shown to great advantage in her low-cut neckline
and quite alone.
“Hello, Richard," she said. She struck the cue-ball with her stick, sending another ball into the corner pocket. “(sniff) When did you arrive?"
The colonel was speechless as he shut the door absent mindlessly behind him; many improper thoughts raced through his head.
“Did you have a good trip?" she inquired as she scanned to table for her next shot.
Richard was temporarily struck dumb; he could only observe her move gracefully about the table. “Ummmyes Quite nice journeyOh God"
Anne had bent over again, her posterior reveling itself to be most enticing. She tried a bank shot and failed. “Oh, fiddlesticks! (cough)" she cried. “Well, Richard, I suppose it is your turn to play." She walked over to him and handed him the stick. Richard took it without a thought; but was taken aback by AnneÅ‚s hands lingering on his. He could feel the heat radiating from her body. He felt as uncomfortable, as un-cousinly, as he did last spring in that very room.
Finally his confused mind began to work. Anne is flirting with me! He grasped her hand with his right, holding the stick in his left, and demanded of her, “What kind of game are you playing at, my girl?"
Annełs eyes grew wide. How is it I never noticed how pretty they are? he thought.
“What game, cousin?"
“This! You have obviously played billiards before; you could not have become so proficient without many months of practice. Yet you led me to believe that you needed my assistance when last I was here."
She looked at him square in the eyes. “I thought you could teach me (sniff) things"
“Stop it! Do you know what your mother is saying? She says I should take DarcyÅ‚s place!"
Anne frowned. “Did she?"
“She did!"
“I do not believe Miss Elizabeth would care for that."
“What? Miss Eliza? Anne! I mean Lady Catherine demands that we marry! You and I!"
“Oh; (sniff) and this distresses you?"
“No, I did not say Anneyour motheryour mother is at it againshe wants a union of Matlock and Rosings in the place of her disappointment over Pemberley. Annewhat I mean to sayOh, Anne, what do you want?"
“(cough) I see no difficulty in a union of Rosings and Matlock."
Before Richard could digest those words, the door to the room flew open. “Colonel Fitzwilliam; I am requested by my honored patronessOh! Oh, my goodness! Pardon meI did not wish to interrupt! Butbut this is unseemly, sirsingle people alone behind a closed door! It will not do!"
“BE SILENT, MAN!" Richard pointed the cue stick at Mr. Collins like a cavalry saber. The officer turned to the lady. “Youyou have no objection?"
“No, Richard."
“Really?"
She looked at him through her lashes. “No; none at all."
Richard looked at his cousin for long moments, considering her statement. “Thenshall we give it a go, old girl?"
AnneÅ‚s smile was breathtaking. “Very well
I will ęgive it a go.ł"
Without a thought, Richard raised AnneÅ‚s hand, which he still held in his, to his lips to seal the understanding. Once his lips touched her skin, he was loath to release her. “II suppose I should go to your mother now, Anne"
“That will not be necessary, Richard," Lady Catherine cried as she swept into the room, followed by Mary. “Are you satisfied with his proposal, Anne?"
“(sniff) It will do, Mother," Anne responded with a twinkle in her eye.
“Excellent. I do not understand all this carrying on about proposals; however, I am sure your late father would have given an excellent one, had he had the choice of the matter. Now, come along, Anne; we have planning to do. Kindly release my daughter, Richard. You will have plenty of time to court on your way to Hertfordshire."
Richard let go of AnneÅ‚s hand. “Ummof course. Planning?"
Lady Catherine gave him a withering stare. “For the wedding, of course! We cannot leave these things to chance, you know. The union of our houses requires a ceremony equal to our stature. Months of preparation is needed! Is your education that bereft? It is your motherÅ‚s doing, I dare say." The three women turned and left the room, talking over each other.
“Your husband shall officiate, of course, Mrs. Collins, but I will have my part of the conversation about the sermon"
“Shall you make an announcement at the Wedding Breakfast, Anne?"
“Of course she shall! We must have our share in the entertainment! I shall entrust this to you, Anne
“Oh, what shall I wear? (sniff) Shall it be blue or yellow?"
“You do not know all the best shops, Anne. I will guide you"
“Oh, she would look divine in blue..."
“As long as it is not white! (cough) Why anyone would marry in white is beyond me"
As the voices faded with distance, Colonel Fitzwilliam looked at Mr. Collins in confusion. “Pardon me, Mr. Collins," said the officer, “perhaps you will be kind enough to enlighten me. What just happened here?"
Collins started and then stopped. He struggled, then with an apologetic look said, “My dear colonel, it has been my experience not to think overmuch at times like these. It is best that the ladies get their way. Hearken to me when I advise you that it works out for the best in the long run if onejustgoes along"
“I am engaged, though?"
“Yes, you are."
“I see. Well, that is well." Colonel the Hon. Richard Fitzwilliam, a newly engaged gentleman of two and thirty, sighed. “Apparently the ladies will be occupied until dinner. Mr. Collins, what say you to a glass of port and a game of billiards while we wait?"
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Caroline Bingley sat in the pew of the Meryton Church trying to understand what was going on. There before the alter was her brother Charles, a participant in a wedding ceremony. Jane was his bride. This was not unusual
Caroline had come to the regrettable conclusion that she must suffer Miss Bennet as her sister-in-law. Which was no bad thing, really. Jane was a sweet, lovely girl. Yes, Charles could have done better, but he also could have done much, much worse. Like the other participant of the wedding. The other groom. Mr. Darcy. Who was getting married. To Elizabeth Bennet.
What has happened?
Three months ago, she was enjoying the company of Mr. Darcy, Charles was safe from Miss Bennet and all were safely away from Hertfordshire. Now her brother was making Jane her sister and Darcy was marrying the impertinent Eliza Bennet. And all of the Darcy family (except Lady Catherine de Bourgh) was in attendance! In spite of her letter
in spite of everything!
What has happened? No, no
this is wrong. It should be me getting married
to Mr. Darcy. Perhaps this is a dream. Perhaps if I close my eyes very tightly, and open them, this will all go away
She tried. It did not serve.
Mr. Darcy was repeating his vows. “With this ring, I thee wed. With my body, I thee worship..."
I believe I will be ill now
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The breakfast finally over, the Darcys made their escape to the townhouse in London. The pair could hardly restrain their passions, but as the carriage carried two coachmen and two footmen, it would not do to begin their married life by scandalizing the help. Within a few hours they were safely delivered, and they found themselves in their private apartments as soon as propriety allowed.
“My love, my love," Darcy murmured as he undressed his bride, “how long I have longed for this momentto make you mine in all ways."
Elizabeth shuddered in delight as she trailed kisses along the line of his jaw down his strong neck. Who knew gentlemen were so agreeable without cravats? “HHusband, I must ask a favor of you"
“Anything, my heart."
“Oh, Fitzwilliam, I love the pet names you have for me"
He chuckled. “Then it shall be my agreeable task to dream up a hundred for you, my own." He began trailing kisses over her rapidly-revealing flesh.
“Butoh, that is nice! But you must
Fitzwilliam! Stop, or I shall grow distracted!"
“I thought that was the point of all this."
“Teasing, teasing man! You take my body away from me! I have something important to say!"
“Very well, Elizabeth; what to you wish of me?"
“You must promise me, most firmly, that you will NEVER, EVER call me Lizzy-kins!"
Darcy looked at his half-dressed wife. “Ä™Lizzy-kinsÅ‚?"
“Swear! Or I shall leave you forever!"
“Doubtful."
“Fitzwilliam, please
I beg you!"
Darcy shook his head. “It is easily done, as I would never call the Queen of my Soul such a name as"
“DONÅ‚T SAY IT!"
“My lips are sealed, Mrs."
Elizabeth found a way of quieting him.
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Who could doubt the happiness which followed? Mr. and Mrs. Darcy would retire to Pemberley after a weekłs visit to London. Georgiana would follow after another monthłs stay at Matlock, to the delight of all involved. Kitty, now Miss Bennet, would join them in time to prepare for the Season, where the spirited pair would make quite the impression. Both would eventually marry very well in the years to come. Of course, the ton was mostly interested in the new Mrs. Darcy, and if there were any unkind words mentioned about that lady, it was confined to young women and their mothers who had for years set their caps on the Master of Pemberley. Those without such interest would exclaim Darcyłs bride as a most excellent match, charmed as they were by her beauty, wit and graciousness. However, jealous of their privacy, the Darcys would cause a small scandal by removing to Derbyshire when the Season was only half over, there to begin the process of delivering five more Darcys into the world.
Mr. and Mrs. Bingleyłs happiness was almost as great; one could say that distance from Longbourn played a deciding factor. Mrs. Bennet despaired of Jane fulfilling her duty to producing a Bingley heir; a concern that justified a daily presence at Netherfield. Bingley was a very easy-going and considerate man; it took a twelve-month before he came to the conclusion that a new estate was necessary to his position in life. To Mrs. Bennetłs disappointment, a suitable place could not be found closer than Derbyshire. She was consoled by the loss of the society her eldest daughter by the news six months later that Jane had conceived the first of what was to be four children. It would never cross her mind that there was a connection between the removal and the Bingleysł domestic bliss.
Mr. and Mrs. Collins position at Rosings was enhanced by the marriage of Colonel Fitzwilliam to Miss de Bourgh. Mr. Darcy was instrumental in the decision of his aunt and his cousin to make substantial improvements to the living at Hunsford; therefore Mr. Collins was not of a mind to request a better living from his brother-in-law, perhaps in Derbyshire. This pleased Mrs. Collins; for she and her children would not loose the company of her close friend, Mrs. Fitzwilliam, and her offspring; and Mr. Collins was constantly occupied in attending to Lady Catherine and his gardens, which became legendary in Kent.
Lydia Wickhamłs happiness would last but two years before her unfortunate Wickie was shot by an enraged husband while fleeing a married womanłs bed. Darcy set up the Widow Wickham in a hat shop in London, where she promptly went bankrupt and was only saved from debtorłs prison by marrying an embezzler sentenced to transport to Australia.
Caroline Bingley was kidnapped by pirates, or gypsies, or some such group; no one could be certain. She ultimately turned up in Paris after the war, ensconced there as the mistress of a very wealthy French noble.
And as for Charlotte Lucas
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Six months had passed since Fitzwilliam Darcy irritated half of the mothers in London by marring Miss Bennet. As wonderful as married life would prove, Derbyshire was rather north of Mrs. Darcyłs friends and relations. It was expected that she would request female company
not that there was anything lacking in Miss Darcy, mind you.
So it was, on that summerłs day, that Miss Charlotte Lucas found herself exploring the grounds of Pemberley. It was warm, and her frock was rather thinner than her usual wear; but as there was no-one about she thought little of it.
The last week at Elizabethłs new house was all delightful, and she was a little sad that a gentleman was to join them today, a Captain Tilney. Charlotte enjoyed being with Lizzy again, and she was loath to share her. While at Pemberley, she could forget her unsettledness.
For Miss Lucas was uneasy; and had felt that way for some time. Something was amiss, but she could not put her finger upon it. Coming to a wooden footbridge over a stream, the lady crossed halfway and took in the aspect of the great house.
Yes, she had been uneasy for over a year, since learning of Maryłs engagement to Mr. Collins. Not that she had any claims on that gentleman
she hardly knew him. It just feltwrong, somehow. As if the Universe itself had changed. And somehow, this was to affect her destiny in ways she could not know.
Distracted, she paid no mind to the creaking of the boards beneath her feet. It was not until she leaned against the railing did she remember Mr. Darcyłs warning about that footbridge
the bridge scheduled to be replaced because it was rotting.
Oh, bother, she thought as the railing gave way and she fell into the stream.
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Captain Frederick Tilney was late for his visit to Pemberley, as usual. But this time it was not his fault. His father, the General, had pressing business with him back at Northanger Abbey
to berate his eldest son his lack of a wife and heir. Blast the old sot! Tilney raged as he rode the back ways into Pemberley, I believe he was placed upon this Earth to bedevil me! Is not Henry and Catherine enough for him?
Passing through a stand of trees, he beheld a figure emerging from the stream nearby. His first inclination was to ride closer and offer aid, but at a second glace he thought better of it. He was not called Eagle-Eyed Tilney for nothing.
Zounds! The way her thin dress clings to her
it is as if she was wearing nothing! Who could that beauty be? Tis not Mrs. Darcy (too tall) or Miss Darcy (not blonde). Another guest at Pemberley?
Reaching down he quieted his horse while watching the woman walk towards the manor house. He told himself that he was being polite
it would not do to intrude upon her in the state she was in. He convinced himself that he only watched her out of concern
to make sure that no further misfortune befell her. The enticing movement of her hips and bottom was just an unintended reward for his gallantry.
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“Oh, Charlotte! I am so sorry! Mr. Darcy warned me of that bridge"
“Lizzy, I am fine," Charlotte assured her. “It is a warm day; I am not chilled. Mortified; but not harmed."
“Well," the Mistress of Pemberley grinned, “We shall just fix you up. Come with me." Minutes later the two ladies were in ElizabethÅ‚s dressing room; her Abigail attending them.
“Lizzy!" Charlotte cried. “I cannot wear this gown! It is too"
“Nonsense! It looks lovely on you."
“I believe I shall fall out of it!"
Elizabeth laughed. “No, you shall not, my dear friend. Nowabout your hair"
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Tilney eased himself in an armchair in the sitting room, enjoying a bit of wine with Darcy, when the ladies made their appearance. Jumping to his feet and bowing to them, his eyes never left the lady next to Mrs. Darcy. Her face is cannot be called beautiful, he thought, but it is handsome enough. The way she fills out that dress makes up for much. He thought back to the first time he beheld her, wet and exposed, and grinned.
A few moments conversation showed that Miss Lucas had something more between her ears than air. She was different than the usual girls Tilney wasted his time with: they were lovely and boring. The intelligence behind her eyes stirred him. Watch out for the plain, quiet ones, he had been warned, their gratefulness for attention will astonish you. He felt a need to try out that old wivesł tale.
As dinner was announced, Tilney made his way to Miss Lucas as quickly as he could. “May I escort you in to dinner, Miss Lucas?" He held out his arm.
Charlotte blinked. Was he talking to her? “Yyes, that would be delightful, Captain Tilney."
Three months later he successfully proposed. And the old wivesł tale proved most accurate, at least in this case. But that is another story
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Therefore, it was only with a slight qualification could Mrs. Bennet exclaim to her husband as he prepared for yet another unannounced visit to Pemberley and its vast library, “Oh, Mr. Bennet! God has been so good to us
save for that part about Lydia. Oh, my poor nerves!"
THE END



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